want training camp.
so good. i wasnt late today
finally!!
hahaa.
late twice, absent once.
i woke my mum up earlier (a lot) than usual.
XD
smart, ay?!
=P

combine songs and stuff like usual.
so enjoy today's practice.
=)
move along to the music again.
some parts improved a lot.
enjoyed a lot.
but i was at the other end alone.
gaaah..
so weird. standing there alone..
playing bell and xylophone and move to the music all the time ALONE.
hehe..

during recess, jia yi, shiling, gaik sean and me went and ate our lunch together.
walked too slow.
when we got back, we're late.
x_x
punishment = stepping 90 degrees, 100 times.
when i stepped til 50 i got a bit slower ad.
when it got 80.
legs muscle ache.
~.~
for me, i too long didnt kena stepping punishment ad.
but then, i still finished it.
finished with jiayi. lol

after practice.
my mum said she will come at 1.30
but after 1.30 she's not even anywhere around the school.
=.="'
whole sch left me and yun tyn and some painters/workers.
i got home and left yun tyn alone.
hehee..
then tuition, played a couple of songs in guitar hero with my bro on xbox.
then online.
=)

Labels: Band, Daily Life, Training Camp

today went training camp again.
was late.
=(
grrrrr.. very angry at my mum.
she lah.. made me late again.
purposely geh..

so, practice songs and stuff.
shake and movement.. i stood there alone..
have to move to the music, so funny. lol.
one lady walk toward us and shiling said it's XX's mum cuz looked like her.
but jiayi said she saw her mum before.
doesnt look like this.
but who knows?! she came and asked me, 'which one is shiling?'
i pointed shiling then they went and talk.
me and jiayi laughed so much. haha. it was XX's mum.
lol

there was test.
theory test..
gaah.. i'm bad in theory.
that's why i dont take theory for my piano.
heehee..
those scales key signatures.. made me confused.
pity my juniors. hehe. esp jiayi. she have no idea at all.
that our band slogan.
i wrote wrong.
x_x
......... 1st and 2nd sentences
then 3rd : 珍惜时光，勤于练习
4th: 利己利人，并肩迈进

i wrote 珍惜时光，利己利人
利己利人，并肩迈进

when they announced times out and when i go through all..
then only i realize i wrote wrong.
how come have two 利己利人?!
shelvone dont let me write anymore.
boohoo..
some one wrote quaver as guaver.
lol.
spelling mistake, i suppose.

then we stayed back.
shiling, gaik sean and jiayi did some video.
lol.
while they choosing songs and we chit chatting..
i was sms-ing all the time.
=P
sms non stop.
then shiling started to remind me of something..
i have forgotten about it for such a long time.
and she reminded me that.
wanna faint whenever i hear she said that.
cuz he (another guy. not shiling) is quite disgusting.
lol
then we shared shared our feelings or secret.
haha
i told her about...........
jiayi heard it too.
count as secret la.
once other ppl know, i dont know how to explain.
lol

shiling said he's... um.. he is..
mind blank. cant recall that word..
um um... it's....
aiyai, whatever it is, what i wanna say is 暗示.
shiling said he's 暗示-ing me.
=P [暗示-ing] funny word. hahaa
but 暗示 me???!! so confused and shock when heard it.
he weird weird liao lo...
cant be what. he.... me..... o.O

then i say back shiling. she and that S..
wakakaaa..
he's so interested in her.
haha
oh, and that K also.
hahahaa..
laugh my ass off whenever i think about it.
lol

shiling and S, shiling and K...
lol
those two guys.. funny. hehee..
pity that S saja. =P
that K, dont care... XD

got home still sms-ing. hehee
different person.
then tuition. hehe
also kept sms-ing
=P
different people also.
then after tuition, still sms-ing.
back to the 2nd person.
heheee
then online.
=)

btw, tonight is BM high school marching band's concert night.
cant go and watch.
aikss.
it's so far. in BM
good luck to the conductor and the members, though.
=)

Labels: Band, Daily Life, Feelings/Comment, Friends, Training Camp

27th night, after sms-ing, calling friends and juniors.. straight away get to bed and sleep.
woke up at 7 on the 28th's morning.
bathe and go band training camp.
my mum cant wake up so made me late to practice.
=(
money gone, money gone.
T_T
practice.. practice then got home around 4pm.
bathe then, online.
hehe
long time didnt online.
but was too lazy to post blogs and reply ppl's email.
just read through.
only reply if it's important.
then transfer pics to pc of japan trip.
then sms til around 11 then online again then bed time.

this morning, i woke up at 7am.
out of sudden kena scold by parents.
rubbish reasons... ~.~
dad dont allow me to go practice.
mum dont wanna fetch me.
so nothing i can do. absent for today's practice. T.T
usually when dad dont allow, mum still will fetch,
but this time, both also dont allow.
kek si me argh...
how i wish someone live near to my house.
whenever they dont wanna fetch, i'll just walk to friend's house.
or.. why dont i have a friend who can drive live near my house?
just very unlucky that no band mates live nearby..


stuff and problems happened today are all bad things!
terrible...
terribly no mood today.
but then, chatted with one of my junior today.
so long time didnt see her so full spirit ad.
haha. was so glad to see her being.. um.. 'high' and active again.
and of course, very happy and thank god that she share her feelings with me.
usually she dont share much.
i suppose, same with me when i was still new.
scared senior or paiseh to share when face to face.
heheee..
even now, i still will.

good thing human created internet, MSN etc etc..
haha.
it helps a lot!
muahahaa..


and another junior, really very disappointed.
gave her chance again and again and again!!!
so many chances ad.
DEAD MEAT DEAD MEAT!!!
i believed her sms.
how stupid i am?!!
very piss off.

Labels: Band, Daily Life, Feelings/Comment, Training Camp

on thursday night, reached airport around 8, i think. forgot.
flied to singapore then transit to japan.
A380 air bus. it was the 3rd day for the plane to fly on 22nd of may.
big, huge!! haha
not very spacious la but more seats. and less engine's sound pollution.
XD
reached japan in the morning.
2 hours of ride to hotel.
terrible.
sat on the airport limousine til fell asleep although i said i wanna see the views outside the window.
cuz lack of sleep on plane. not comfortable enough for me to sleep.
hehe.
cant check in til 2pm so we went and walk around the streets and snap some pics.

checked in, bathe and go out.
weather forecast said it will be around 14-20 degrees celcius.
Mana tau, when we reached there was hot.
faint, brought all long sleeves.

had lunch. funny. dont know how to say.
then sat subway, went to asakusa, ueno...
others i forgot the names
went back to hotel and sleep.

2nd was sat.
sun rises at 4.30 am.
=.="' ppl wake up at around 5.30
x_x
we woke up at 6.30
went tokyo disneyland.
sat subway there.
subway is so convenient and fast!!
haha
doesnt take a long and we were there ad.
took pics watched parade and bought some hair clips and souvenirs.
and it was my dad's birthday.
hehe. no cake to celebrate.

for the 3rd day
we went ueno park, ueno museum, akihabara.
there's this places we went for dinner that night.
forgot the name. i think it's tsukiji.
when we reached there it was raining.
bought 3 umbrellas. each cost us RM12.
quite expensive.
ate fresh seafood there.
salmon, sushi, tuna, etc etc.
hehee.
then walk around and went ginza since its just a few blocks down the street.
dad bought lacoste clothes.
mum bought burberry handbag.
dont buy prada in japan, as it is more expensive there.
sisters were tired and wanted to go back room so i didnt get to find the dvds i wanted to buy.
was quite angry. heee..

4th day = monday
went tokyo disney sea.
woke up late than usual.
so schedule all delayed.
we thought it wont be so crowded since its weekday
but.. still the same like we went on sat.
rode roller coaster, indiana jones' adventure, kids' roller coaster and dont know what spinning rides..
when me n my bro rode indiana jones adventure very funny and embarrassing..
=.="'

and we totally have no idea what all the workers said and we just simply guess.
i think its correct all the time cuz they dont ask anymore.
or maybe not?!
lol
i only understand konichiwa.
if it ends with desuka, then its a question.
i suppose they ask how many ppl in a group etc etc
cuz i always hear the groups in front of us said ichi, ni or san, or go. it means 1, 2 or 3 or 5..
so whenever it comes to our turn,
me and my bro will just stare at the workers til she finish her sentences then point our 2 of our fingers out.
dont care whether its correct for the questions not.
hehee
we'll meet those who understand english if we're lucky enough.
sometimes its just terribly swt when we didnt give an answer which is suitable for the question.
then we'll just give up and say 'nihonwagalimasen'
it means i dont understand japanese.
then wait for a translator.
hehe
roller coaster was a very short ride. queued so long but not even 5 minutes ride.
indiana jones adventure, queued 40++ minutes and about 5 minutes ride only.
but indiana jones was fun n exciting.
=P
for the rolling stones ball thingy, looked very real.
i was sitting at the 1st row and i shocked til gong ki.
hehee
rode submarine too.
of cuz fake ones.
but the sea creatures looked quite real also.
disneyland and sea owner sure damn rich.
hahaa
came back went hard rock cafe.
dad n bro bought t shirt.
i bought drum sticks.
hehee

the next day, woke up at 5am.
airport limousine leave at 6.30
plane time, forgot.
apa pun tak tau
cuz i was so sick. kept vomiting.
reach singapore around evening.
reach penang at 8.30
reach home 10.30am
cuz of stupid taxi purposely dont wanna fetch us back.
long story..
so have to wait for my dad's friend to come n pick us up all the way from itam.
jam all the way back to home.
reach home, 1st thing, toilet!
vomit again.
then next, look for my handphone.
hehe. didnt bring hp to japan.
got it, on it and SMS!
hehee

pictures will be uploaded SOON.
lazy to upload.
=P

Labels: Daily Life, Holiday Trip

Brass Band from Perth Fortress, Australia.

24 May (Sat)
2pm St Xavier Institution, Farquhar Street.
8pm New World Park, Burmah Road.

25 May (Sun)
10.30am The Salvation Army, Penang Corps, 53 Perak Road.
3.30pm Gurney Plaza, Gurney Drive.

26 May (Mon)
8pm Fund Raising Dinner, Dewan Holy Spirit Island Glades (by invitation only)

For enquires
04-2270159
012-4052430

too bad i cant go.
boo hoo. most of my band mates are going.
=(
we'll be going to japan later.
from penang to singapore.
then transits to japan.
hehee..
will not be blogging until 28 or 29.
=)

Labels: Band, Daily Life, Notice/Announcement

geram!!!!
stupid msn.
so haih...
tried so many times ad still cant.
doink doink..

afternoon, went gurney.
long time didnt go gurney ad.
hehee.
went and bought two long sleeves for myself.
socks and jackets for my sisters.
and japanese translation book.
my parents actually planed to go japan without a translation book.
=.="'
but i insisted of getting one. hehe
packed my luggage just now.
all long sleeves. lol
the weather will be around 14-20 degree Celsius.
should be colder than australia when i went last few years.

weather in malaysia's hot.
weather in japan's cold.
come back might get sick.
hope i dont lah..
or else cant attend band's training camp.
=(

today's exam..
malay paper 1 and art.
art.. so dead.
i lent my friend my ruler for a very long time.
i end up have to rush and simply colour my work.
damn ugly. like shit..
oops! sorry.. hehe
but its the worst art i ever draw to hand it in.
charm ad.
all subjects no hope.
even maths also no hope.
im not very good in art but i always draw (to me, i think) the nicest one during exam.
this time, also no hope ad.
my mum kinda scolded me.
she said why i was so stupid, lend my friend my ruler.
so haih again..

tomorrow last paper!!!
muahahahaha...
=D
malay paper 1.
then freedom and... Japan here i come!
woo hoo..
XD

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life, Exam Days

received a sms from wilson..
here's the content.

1月25日，雪灾=天灾
3月14日，藏独=人祸
5月12日，地震=地灾

1+2+5=08
3+1+4=08
5+1+2=08
08年08月08日奥运会巧合？
地震发生那天正好距离08年08月08日奥运会还差88天在加这个都是巧合！
真是佩服李白，早在唐朝就知道今年奥运，地震了：
北暮苍山兰舟四
京无落霞缀清川
奥年叶落缘分地，
远水微漾人却震

前四个字-- 北京奥运
后四个字-- 四川地震

after i read it.
i was like oh my gawd..
so ngam meh?!
speechless when i saw it..

people put there, do save a little money from ur daily expanses
and donate it to help the Si Chuan victims yeah.
do make sure you do help.
cuz God will treat you back the way you treat others.
not joking!
view my older blog for ways to help them.
here's the link..
http://amandakiirox.blogspot.com/2008/05/help-shi-chuans-earthquake-victims.html


btw today's exam was okay laaah..
can do only. but dont expect to ace it.
boo hoo..

Labels: Notice/Announcement

*個性穩定、行事作風保守的人
*有時候會太堅守原則，讓人覺得很難溝通
*重視家人，常常會以家人的意見為中心
*有恒心毅力，不會半途而廢
*個性較直來直往，很容易被看穿心事

and.. my gawd.. so accurate..
@_@
for my friends...
quite accurate too.
when i saw theirs..
i kept laughing..
not very sure why also.
=.="'
lol..

Labels: Blah blah blah..

weee~
3 more days and i'm going to japan!
=)
but then..
wehn i reach there,
im gonna miss 2 people and 3 stuffs.
people, secret. XD
stuffs :
1) drumming. (cuz my mum dont allow me to bring drum pad and drum sticks there)
=(
2) band practices. (gonna miss a few days of practice.)
boo hoo..
3) online. (not allowed to bring laptop there. and the computers' language there will be japanese. so wont online)

cant online in japan = cant contact with friends!
sad-ening..

anyway, tomorrow back to sch.
exams again.
then thursday evening, going to fly ad.
=)
will be back on 28th of may.
not sure tomorrow and wednesday can online not.
and i dont think thursday will be free to online..
so, wait for my post when i'm back from japan.
hehee..

gonna miss my friendsss...

Labels: Daily Life

A major earthquake measuring 7.8 on the Richter scale jolted Wenchuan County in southwest China's Sichuan Province at 2:28 p.m. (0628 GMT) on Monday, says the State Seismological Bureau (SSB). As of 7 p.m. Tuesday, southwestern Sichuan Province has reported 12,012 deaths in Monday's earthquake, according to the disaster relief center under the State Council.

For those who are looking to contribute to current aid efforts underway, you can now donate money to the Red Cross Society of China which has formed a disaster relief working group to be dispatched to the earthquake-stricken Wenchuan County in Sichuan. The Society has also published an emergency relief hotline, along with bank account information to receive donations to assist the cause:

Account name: Red Cross Society of China
For those who want to donate in RMB: you can send money to the RMB account at Dong Si Nan Branch Office, Beijing, China Industrial and Commercial Bank:

Account Number: 0200001009014413252

For those who want to donate in foreign currency, you can send money to the foreign currency account at Jiu Xianqiao Branch Office, Beijing, CITIC Bank:

Foreign Currency Account Number: 7112111482600000209

Hotline: (8610) 65139999, 64027620 (Daytime)

Online donations: Red Cross Society of China website: www.redcross.org.cn, click the tab for "online donations".

copied from http://www.chinaembassy.se/eng/xwdt/t434559.htm

OR YOU CAN HELP BY MSN :

wont lose anything except your time and electricity for switching on your computer and log in to MSN. but it's definitely worth it.

有msn的人請注意一下，msn的簽名前面加，就是加個彩虹( R)，微軟就捐1毛，廣本捐1毛，舉手之勞，積少成多。
下面是鏈結： http://info.msn.com.cn/caihong/rainbow.html
請幫忙傳出去～ 謝謝！

Take Note for those who have MSN, add a rainbow in front of your nick = donate 10cent.
e.g. for me, i'll put (R)amanda
It's a simple way to help them.
for more info, go to
http://info.msn.com.cn/caihong/rainbow.html

Labels: Notice/Announcement

went grands' house again.
boring geh.
nothing to do.
lunch at 11++. so early...
there were enough TVs but not enough astro cards for us.
so we have to share-share.
sometimes i watch astro, the others watch TV3, 8TV etc etc.
then exchange, i watch 8TV, they watch astro.
but when there were nothing to watch,
i listen to iPod.
listen til seh koh ad.
=.="'
around 5pm, wei kiat sms-ed me.
at last, i have something else to do other than eat, drink, watch tv, listen to iPod or just walked around the house.
=.="'
6++ had my dinner.
so early..
hehee
usually dinner time is after 7pm.
and lunch time is around 2 for weekdays and saturday.
today, everything is early. lol
went home early also.

after reach home til now, extremely no mood.
i'm..... =( T.T
problems still not solve.

Labels: Daily Life

chinese and civic was quite okay.
for science, this is the 1st time our science paper tested everything i read!
hahaa..
but then, because of last minute studying,
i didnt remember much.
i've already memorize most of it when i learned it.
but then not exactly that clear after didnt study for so long.
so about 20 to 30 minutes before science paper,
i go through the chapters which i think will be tested but not the pregnancy chapter.
so when it comes to the questions about pregnancy, 40% was writting rubbish.
60% was based on what i remember and logic.
hehee
for the plants stuff, i labeled wrong place and wrong spelling.
TnT
xylem and phloem, upside down.
instead of.. um.. cambium, i think, forgot proper spelling,
i spelled cambrium.
haih.. marks flew away ad.
and there was this graph about girl's and boy's growth rate
we have to draw based on the infomation given.
drew it then have to answer questions.

Q1 was at which age the girl and boy have similiar growth rate?
okay. no problem. answered.
Q2(i) was something like what kind of growth rate did the boy and girl have at age 12-16?
based on the graph, i answered 'at age 12 to 14, the girl have higher growth rate than the boy. at age 15, the boy's growth rate slightly getting higher than the girl's. at age 16, the boy's growth rate is higher than the girl.

Q2(ii)was something like based on you observation of the graph, give a reason to support your answer on Q2(i).
guess what i answered??
'based on my observation, this is what is shown in the graph.
then i thought of the answer should be longer so i added,
and what i've learned.
=.="'
my mum said i should write 'what the teacher teaches in school.'
very swt.
this term is the 1st term that i keep on answering very swt-ening answers.
charm lo..
once the report card comes out, i'm gonna be so dead.

today's friday.
oops. the time for now is 00:07
so, saturday.
sunday will be free, monday public holiday.
hehe
tuesday exam again.
=(

Labels: Exam Days

today's school's mid term examination.
history for sch's exam.
and malay paper 1 and 2 for JPN examination.
our school is so weird.
i've heard that, in jit sin,
their JPN results will be recorded as their school's mid year examination results.
so they dont have to take double paper.
as in my sch, we have to take both JPN and school's paper.
it will be almost the same questions, why double then?!

for malay paper 1, it was okay lah, can pass.
for paper 2, i know how to answer all the question except for the novel part.
=.="'
simply scribble something which is from the novel but nothing to do with the question asked.
well, at least i still can get 2 to 5 marks for that.
at least i wrote stuff, but it will be counted as terpesong..

for history, it was all objective.
for the 1st time in high school, our history paper is all in objective structure!
woot! XD
last two years, every subject is being asked in paper 1 and 2
even though in PMR, most of the papers are only asked in paper 1.
only chinese, malay and english will be asked in paper 1 and 2 because of essays and novel/literature.
so happy.. no need to stress what to write in history, geography and living skills' paper 2 anymore.
=)

Labels: Daily Life, Exam Days

9th of April
after sch my mum brought me to do facial.
=.="'
got into the car and she told me
"later im bringing you to auntie's place to do facial"
so swwwwtt.
i just stunned there and didnt say anything.
my last time of doing facial is when i was 10 years old.
haha. so many years ago ad.
anyway, after facial, so syiok!
lol.
cuz its been a long time since the last time i have such smooth face.
XD


10th of April
exam season, so dont have practice.
but im used to waking up at 7am on saturdays.
so, automatically, i woke up at 7am, sharp.
but then i realize i dont have practice today.
so got back to sleep.
woke up at 10.20am.
mum said going to butterworth.
going to visit grandparents.
grandmother called to ask us go over.
usually we dont go over on saturdays cuz i have band practice in the morning,
tuition at noon, piano classes at evening.
cuz i didnt go piano class for many months ad, plus dont have practice.
so my mum said okay, will postpone tuition and go over to butterworth.

usually, when we got into our grands' house.
we wont come out anymore til my dad finishes his work.
(dad's office and factory is in butterworth)
we dont have car there so usually we just stay in the house.
acc grands to talk.
but my grandmother asked whether we wanna eat cendol.
my cousins live with my grands so they shouted,
"want want! 1 for me!" etc etc.
so, we drove my aunt's car out.
when we got back, i saw the apartment build last yr opposite my grands' house
stated [Taman Bagan Jaya]
0.O
i was shocked.
i know my grands' house is at Tingkat Melur 1
but i never know its at Bagan Jaya.
well, i lived there when i was a baby til around 4.
i know there's such market around my grands' house area
that my grands always say
Bagan eh pasar. apollo pasar.
but it's quite far and i never thought of my grands' house is at Bagan Jaya.
@_@
my aunt said i should support Bagan Jaya high school band.
=.="'
and CLB is at the main road outside of my grands' house only.
and all my cousins studied and studying in CLB.
ask me to support them also.
more swt.
FYI, i'll always always support PCGHS no matter what.
for the others sch, it depends lah.
there's quite a couple of band competitions, right?!
if my sch is taking part in the competition, very sorry.
of course i support my own sch.
if my sch is not taking part in the competition,
then there's a few sch maybe i'll go and support.
maybe only.
which schools?? not telling here!
*winks*

today
went out had lunch.
in some chinese restaurant in town.
they served their rice in coconut shell.
very special. lol.
then went gurney plaza.
shopped for shoes and clothes for my lil sis.
sport shoes, long jeans and jackets.
to use it in japan.
came home for tuition.
my teacher gave me history and science paper 1 model test questions.
guess what?! for both subject, i got 95 percent.
haha. i meant, 95% WRONG!
hehe.
tomorrow exam lo.
i dont even know which subject will be tested tomorrow.
just wait and prepare to fail and prepare to "die".
>.<
how about let's cheat?!
naah.. i wont do that!
if get caught sure will get very bad punishment.
scared..

Labels: Daily Life

刚才有看到帝耀写，幸运是.....不幸运是公正的命运之类的东西
相信他不是写给我的。
但看了他的那句话，我也觉得该自我反省反省吧。
应该找找办法来解决。
不要老是觉得自己不幸运。
但是，这些事我不能跟那朋友1 和朋友2 提起啦。
一提，我就毁了。
今晚，补习后，我一定要自己一个人静一静。
好好想一想该如何解决。

谢啦，帝耀！
虽然那句话不是对我说的，但至少提醒了我自己
不该老是觉得自己不幸运。
thank you very much! =)

___________________________________________________________

btw, i'm betting with tee yeau.
haha.
it got to be 6.
although i already know it might not be 6 anymore.
but still, there's one more month to go.
hopefully, between this one month, the numbers will change.
hahaa..
but actually from the start, i ad know sure tee yeau wins.
but nvm la. just bet for fun. bet nothing also.
haha. just hope my luck is so good that i guessed correctly.
hehee..

oh and finally, i can burn vidoes/songs without burner.
haha. i dont have to get a burner anymore.
XD
so, another tick is ticked in my things-to-do list,
=)
the disc is ready to pass to him.
just see when we meets again.
lol

Labels: Feelings/Comment, Friends, Thanks

头上一直出现很多很多隐形的问号
???

1) 为什么我看到时，会有很惊讶，很伤心，很失望的感觉？？
我真的那么有信心那事会是永远？
真不知如果真的发生了，我会有何反应？
还未发生，看到已经超惊讶的了，真的发生了我不就直接晕倒？！
从我看到的那一秒到现在，我的心都一直不舒服
觉得如果真的发生了，就糟了！
为什么勒？如果真的发生了，我怎么说，我爸妈一定反对到底
不用说他们，我都觉得很糟啊！

2)为什么他(朋友1)，会说酱的东西？！他为何要酱想？
真不明白，他自己有不是超不行的啦，看到他酱，我觉得很失望勒。

3)又再是，为什么他会说酱的东西？
注：这个他与第一的他非同样一个人。叫他朋友2啦。
他为什么跟我说酱的东西，他疯啦？！
但是，又..........

4)为什么我总是会想一个不该想的东西？
想到........，有时觉得很好，有时倒是觉得我疯啦？！
朋友2对........，我哪里可以........
总之，他有他的事，我有我的事。
但看他酱对待.......，我又........ [ 太多......了。=.="' ]
从当初到现在，他都跟我说过类似的东西，但后来多数以开玩笑来遮掉。
当初我也........，但我一直告诉自己不可能，所以放弃了。
但现在他还是酱，我还是那样
我该怎么办呢？

5)为什么又再一次，一大堆东西都一起在这时候来给我烦？
我要考试了咯，书都还没都啊
天啊！都说了，人没有长期性的好日子过的，
方轻松了一星期，事情全又回来了。

6)为什么我会对........um...
有时想到就觉得恶心，要吐咯
有时有觉得很好啊，几乎不用担心那未来，
几乎已经固定了。
但是，但是....................
[又再但是了。=.="' ]

7) 为什么他们人要酱好勒？！
我.................
哎哟，不行啦。
如果我酱做，不就对不起整整60多个人，可能80多。
唉，我不要对不起那么多人啦。
但，朋友1又酱，朋友2 他又那样。
啊！这些事都会把我给逼疯啦
为什么你们两个毒药酱？！

8)朋友2 跟我说过某件事，如果我真的接受这件事
酱不就 hurt 死朋友1，爽死朋友2， hurt 死朋友3 (hehe 有3了)
朋友4 至80 不爽死我。 人1 到人 200 会觉得我很..........
如果我接受这事，后果就是酱。
不接受，自己又烦。
总之，接受与否，都对我有不好的后果。
算了，这事让朋友2自己去搞定，让他主动主动一下吧。
但，他也够主动了吧... ~.~
我不知道要怎办
没人能帮我，因为这事绝对不能告诉任何人。
有人知道了，我就糟了！
TnT

怎么我是那么的不幸啊？

Labels: Feelings/Comment, Friends

i have to re-do my history essay.
it's not so acceptable.
arrrgh.
im sick of doing all this projects!
sudah nak pengsan.
lol.
fine, i'll just re-do it.

i'm creating an account in.. in... a forum la.
cant tell which forum. hehee..
but i prefer not to let anyone know who i am..
so i need a nickname which i dont always use so people wont know its me.
but i totally have no idea for a nick now which have nothing to do with me.
think til mind blank ad lo.
@_@
so hard to think of a nick meh?!
boo hoo..
my creativity, i suppose, is so lame..
hehee..

leave a msg if you have any idea for me.
lol.
thanks 1st, anyway.

Labels: Daily Life

i've been sitting in front of the computer for hours and hours
since around 3pm.
why? because of the history project.
i have no idea how to write my history essay.
it took me 7 hours to write 6 paragraph.
well, of course, in between i did do other stuff.
because i had no idea anymore.
so i went and watch videos in youtube, read posts in voteband and etc etc.
then from there, i got a couple of points.
lol. unelievable?! believe it.
thats how the 4 paragraph come from.
hehee..

then i was downloading songs and stuff.
i tried to email a video as i said
i attached it for hours still it couldnt be uploaded.
at last i gave up around 6pm.
lol
it really took me hours.

wanna know how i finished my essay?!
i was chatting with wenzi in msn.
he's a nice guy. just knew him today.
lol
he told me a few points and thats how i did my 7th and 8th paragraph.
hehee.
i just copied what he said and lengthen it with some of my idea to become 2 paragraph.
then, laurine helped me too.
she sent me a copy of hers.
thats how i continue the rest of the essay.
i kept on using the words given by my teacher
and combine it all together to become a paragraph.
then add in some of laurine's idea.
slightly different from her actual idea.
so, at the end,
phew!~ i finished my history essay.
total, 12 paragraph.
woot!


loadsa thanks to wenzi !
and loadsa thanks to laurine too !
thanks for the points and guides!
=)

or else i wont finish it by today again.
hehee..

Labels: Daily Life, Friends, Thanks

my nose bleed when i was in school today.
what a coincidence!
i didnt bring tissue..
so lame geh..
nothing much happened this few days.

oh, guess what?!
usually we have to hand in either chinese writting or cut some article from the paper and those stuff as our chinese homework
which we have to hand in every 1st n 2nd monday of the month.
i did mine on sunday night.
went to sch on monday and thought im gonna hand in this chinese writting
for the 1st time which is not LATE!
but who knows?! we dont have to hand it in yesterday.
i was like, great. i did it and we dont have to hand it in.
when i dont do it, we have to hand it in.
=.="'

btw, my phone bill going to " RISE " again.
aiks. but usually my dad wont scold me even if its,
um.. like last month, RM289. hehe..
for this year, last month, was the 1st time he asked why my phone bill is so expensive.
hehe. cuz last two month was around rm40++ only.
suddenly shoot so high, definitely he'll ask.
but i dont think this month will get that expensive anymore since i dont use my hp to online anymore.
just sms a lot, again.
hehee..

i received a sms from ah lim.
he sent me
" 如果长得好看是一种错，我已经铸成大错；
如果聪明是一种罪，我已经犯下滔天大罪，做人真难！
但你就好啦，既没错又没罪，真羡慕你！"
i was like, swwwwwwwttt.
i wanna become an ice ad.
S-E-J-U-K-N-Y-A, sejuknya.
* learnt from jes, lol. *

i'm attaching a video to an email.
but it took hours still not done.
wait til doink ad.
maybe it's too large.
i mean tooooooooo large to send through email.
~.~
5 to 10 more minutes, if its not done,
maybe i'll just give up.

Labels: Daily Life

had breakfast with family at Dome today.
after that straight away went to queensbay.
reached there around 12pm.
met up with jes.
we walked around to look at the KLWMBC 2007's pictures
then stood in front of the tv screen n watched all the last year's performance.
the program started at 1.30.
with KLWMBC volunteers performing.
1 snare drummer, 1 bass drummer, 2 bagpipe.
the snare drummer and the bass drummer.....
long story. hehe.
so, there was PFS band performing there.
they performed a couple of songs and percussion solo.
from the screen to the live performance to the screen..
all they way, i kept saying oh my god. lol.
except for the drums and bagpipe part. hehee.
im so bad. XD
there were some challenges. 1st was the snare challenge.
i wanted to go, since yesterday marvin went and he told me about it.
he won prizes.
plus, me n jes kept say 'Jom!' in msn yesterday.
i wanted to but too paiseh. and scared mempersiasuikan myself only.
heee..
i saw jefrey there. he asked me to go up on stage to challenge too.
but i kept shaking my head and say no.
hehee..
suddenly my mum phoned me and said
"u useless la. ppl ask u go and challenge also dont want. free tickets ma"
and i was like... where the hell are you?! how do u know?!
then i saw my mum upstairs there looking at me.
heeee..

then there were trumpet and bagpipe challenge too.
when the drum challenge was over, i started to feel more and more regret.
hehe.. cuz they were giving KLWMBC 2008 tickets to the participants.
me and jes actually said lets go for trumpet.
but still at the end, we didnt go.
lol

after the challenges, me and jes stood there and watched the last year's competition video again.
hehee..
then we joined as a klwmbcfrenz member.
we got free ticket. hehe.
but it's zone C.
not so nice ay, the view.
so im thinking of maybe give the tickets to my juniors then
i'll get myself one which is a better view.
hmm.. maybe grand stand there. hehe.
but then, i'll have to start saving money from now onwards.

we saw a guy, wearing deep V shirt.
me n jes have 默契 and looked there at the same time n laugh off.
lol.
i was like hell, ur a guy man! purrrrleasse... u dont have breasts, dont wear deep V shirt!
lol. he looked so.. um.. gay! haha
no offense but he really looked very pondan. =p

2.20pm, wei kiat sms-ed me.
saying he's on the way but havent cross the bridge.
well, the band performance there wanted to start again ad.
sure he rushed like hell.
lol.
3pm, after the performance finish, met up with him.
then the challenges started again.
me and jes still said 'Jom!'
haha. but guess what?! we said lets go for it so many times for snares,
but we end up didnt go up also.
heheee..
we also said lets go for trumpet, but still end up no.
at the end.. two words.. [算了]
we too have 默契 ad. we said it together.
lol.
then the 3 of us stood there and chatted.
i saw a BM High snare drummer.
well, we didnt said hi to each other. hehee..
oh, and i saw ying hsi earlier! haha
long time didnt see her ad.

me n jes walked to the basement one round n came up again.
stood there, chatted with wei kiat.
we looked for benches or chairs to sit but all occupied.
so we stood from the moment we reached queensbay til around 4.20.
break my record!! lol.
backache leh. heee..
jes' bro fetched us.
he dropped me at green lane mcdonald.
cuz my parents wanted me to go back around 1.
but i didnt want to since i just got there.
so i decided to follow jes back.
hehee..

here are some pic.
thats the ticket i got for free.




oh, i didnt take any pic of pfs' performance.
heheee..

Labels: Band, Friends, KLWMBC

i'm going to the KLWMBC roadshow at queensbay tomorrow.
woot! was very excited my mum agreed to let me go and canceld my tuition for me.
but.. now i realize...
who's gonna accompany me there??
my parents said they'll either drop me there
or they will leave me there and go shopping themselves.
then i'll have to be there alone?!
=(
not friends are going.
jes not comfirm yet.
i dont wanna go alone leh.
later i become an ice on monday.
that's what jes said.
lol.
i'm sure other than me and jes,
nobody else understand why i'll become an ice.
hahaa..
*winks*

Labels: Band, KLWMBC

i received an email from the FedEx online management team
saying that i have dont know what bankdraft about 80000 pound
someone send it to me through FedEx
(i forgot how many zero ad XD)
then i'll have to reply the email with my full contact info.
then they'll send me another email for further instruction to receive the bankdraft money
or dont know what money.
ah, whatever it is.
just BEWARE !!
DONT reply it BUT REPORT it or mark as UNSAFE.
then inform ur parents about it.
just FYI, the contact given there for me to contact named Gary Anderson.
i forgot the email and phone number given.
but whatever it is, friends, dont be silly / stupid and greedy!
it cheats your money instead of giving u money.

i printed a copy out and inform my parents about it.
my dad said reply that guy [ eat shit. i dont want that money ]
lol.
he was just joking. haha
just to let y'all out there to know about it so you wont get cheated.
have a happy day! =)

Labels: Daily Life, Notice/Announcement

today, what a boring day!
online also nobody to chat with.
actually friends did online,
but paiseh to go and disturb them.
so, i end up reading posts.
loadsa loadsa postssss.
lol.
found out lotsa stuff.
history and present stuff.
shocked to see some of their posts.
happy to some too.
hehee..
guess that's all for today.
as i nothing much happened in my life today.

Labels: Daily Life

great.. =s change of planning..
i have to cut down my drumming targets.
boo hooo..
cuz having exams in two weeks time.
i can play two scores smoothly ad.
but not 100 bpm yet.
nvm.. i'll just focus on this two scores 1st.
oh, and rudiments.
others.. ignore it 1st.
have to study.
cuz i said i will study, so i will.
but if u ever realize, i didnt set a time limit for myself for studies.
hehee..
but nvm, i'll still study.

oh, and guess what?!
i studied just down.
haha
the 1st time i pick up my revision book from my cupboard.
lol.
make some quick notes and read for an hour and 30 minutes.
after i studied, my mum let me online.
ahahahaa..
next time i'll study more.
so i can online.
XD

Labels: Daily Life, Drumming, Targets