Okay, so, christmas is near. Yipee!!

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Oh great, it's already Thursday. And we thought the gathering stuffs is finally decided yesterday.
Who knows, Jhen suggested his place, today. Hmm, better get his number quickly.

And guess what have I been up to these days?
My maid went back to her hometown and I have to do a lot of chores.
My bro has SPM as his excuse to skip doing all the chores but what he really do is playing xbox, TV, movies and more xbox.
So, yeah, basically I had to fold the clothes, sweep the floor, prepare meals, wash the dishes, water the plants, feed all the fishes, dogs and hamsters, clean their cages and and etc etc.

Speaking about the animals, I so wanna killl the bats.
It's not our pets and ish, I had to clean their poo and it is so dang disgusting. It's like poo when a baby has diarrhoea. UGH.

I had to scrub the pebbles as decoration in the porch as it has a lot a lot of moss on it due to all the rain.
Mum offered me RM5 an hour to scrub it but I rejected the money and scrubbed it. =D
But I now have backache. Yikes, I am old. =(

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Other than doing house chores, I somehow became a planner, or a organizer during the hols? =.=
I've been dragged into organizing stuffs a lot, lately. One after one, more and more events.

Yeah, so now, what I hope is all this can be successful.
The gathering this Saturday and oh, Sungei Wang Hotel, please wait for me, please, dont be full!
And to the other two organizers, get the bus and we shall start persuading someone. xD

Then we can start reserving hotel rooms and get people to go! =D

But this is what I plurked last night:
We need more adults. But more adults = parents. Parents = no fun. No fun = can cancel trip. Cancel trip = heart break. :-(

Uggh. Hmm, any adults wanna go with us (meh)?
Maaa, I'm counting on you. Hahaha.

Any adults (that are not parents) wanna go with us?
If you're interested,

let me know and I probably will tell you what it is.

=)

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life

had school replacement today.
it's a saturday!
=S

luckily books are not needed at all.
=D
school arranged teacher's day celebration, prizes giving ceremony and hari koperasi.
went to hall and and started prizes giving around 2.30 with all the speeches.
it's sleep time. lol.
i just stared at the parents who attended the ceremony.
girls bowed 90 degrees and shook their own parents' hand and get the certificate from school.
that's pretty weird.
hahaa.

i was shocked when i saw kiesha up there.
she got 3rd place for exam results in the whole form?!
i didnt know that.
haha.

after all the prizes were given out, it was around 3.40
rushed to canteen.
unbelievable. 3 forms had recess together.
=.="'

after that, laurine and i bought cookies and brought it back to class.
xD
who knows, our monitors and a few classmates were having party!
as if we're allowed to bring food without tupperwares and eat in class.
ahaha. they shared their candy and snacks with us.
shermaine gotta perform later on.
so, we continue to munch on our food while watching her make up.
lol.

it's then when i realized something.
thanks to shermaine.
she was busy "rubbing" make up on to her face
cuz the celebration gonna start soon.
yet, she stopped and lend a hand.
=)

after speeches, teachers singing and vowed,
performance started off with C.O.
someone had her solo and there were people screaming her names.
so, we heard nothing.
=.=
bernie shouted "diam lah!" and everyone went quiet.
haha.
they played such sad songs, and we were like,
hey, it's a celebration we're trying to have here.
lol.

i forgot what comes next but it's all just so so.
not very interesting.
when it comes to samantha singing, sun, michele and the others who sat in the same row as me screamed so loud.
my ears actually hurts.

then "fly" came out for singing solo.
the song seems like cannot end.
we applaused 6 rounds. lol.

those girls saved their voices for shermaine.
when she came out dancing with the other two girls,
gosh. my ear drums wanted to burst.
=S
sun screamed sooooooo loud right beside me.
soo yong screamed the worst.
she shouted "shhheeeeeeeerrrmaaiiiiiiiinnneee" in an extremely high pitch and broken sound.
we were like WHOA.
haha.
shermaine's group was the best. at least it's clean and energetic.
=)

alice and her friend came out for xiang sheng.
it's too boring for us.
so, soo yong told us about the char sio pau family.
baby pau was squashed by cars.
papa pau was shocked. he went and slapped mama pau.
why?
cuz the baby pau was kaya pau!
dang we all laughed so hard.

celebration ended with samantha playing piano.
told laurine maybe i wont be going to school on monday.
=S
sat in class for a while, and not even 6.10pm
everyone rushed out of the school =.="'
we all decided that we'll finish school earlier ourselves.
lol.

while going down the stairs i saw gaik sean.
i asked her about some stuff her sis had.
everything she mentioned,
it made me from opening my eyes bigger until opened my mouth
and had a big uh-oh!
=S

she advice me to go and have a proper check.
yeah, i definitely will, then.
hope nothing's wrong.
or at least better not be so.
it's too scary.

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psst! i saw a lot of stuff like between the an hour ago.
i'm happy and laughing like mad.
=p

i guess only laurine might get what i mean.
;)

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ouh yeah.
i went to the chchs concert on saturday night.
i thought i'd be late as i asked for permission around 7.
and the concert starts at 7.45pm.
=S

when i reach there it was already 7.40 and luckily, havent start.
and that prefects or whatsoever people standing by the gate gave me wrong instructions.
=.="'

fine then.
saw wei kiat and yi wen.
then up i go to the hall.

when laurine told me our seats are on first row...
i was like O.O
and she said that's the only vip seats?!
=.=

as the concert starts, i found laurine.
i sim was there too.
and we started to laugh since the concert start.
there were quite a few funny stuff which made us laugh so much.

i-sim perli-ed me.
=S
then laurine started too.
made me speechless. lol.

tee yeau was the conductor of the concert.
so cute. haha.
xD

they started of with two fanfares.
and there were piano solo and piano with alto sax duet.
then we laughed non stop again.
=p

a few more songs and it was interval.
and my phone started to have msgs coming in non stop.
=.="'

laurine, i-sim and i just sat at our places and didnt move at all.
hahaa.
first was hi to aaron.
then came alexson, he gave me birthday present, in advanced.
i was surprised. haha.

then came wei kiat back to his seat beside me,
saw sean and huai sheng behind me.
they all looked kinda different. haha.
hi-ed to them.
and suddenly, it was full of chatter sound all around me.
and laurine and i-sim kept laughing? lol.
i know laurine kept "perli" me. hahaa.

then i saw elvin too.
he was like, "are you really amanda?"
and he looked at me for quite some time as if something is wrong with me.
=.=
and it was quite funny that he asked me do i know which tuition do they used to go.
when i answered anthony he was like, correct argh, but.....
haha. then he came to a conclusion that it was because of my hair.
hmm.. do i look that different?? lol.
and i saw jeremy too.

then, interval was over.
continued with spring impression.
and, during jazzy trombone, tee yeau became the drummer.
he was so cute lah. haha.
cute is not the correct word, but dont know how to describe him.
lol.

i was actually sweating. =.="'
cuz it was not a air-conditioned hall.
i'm okay with it but i have no idea why i started to sweat.
=.=

and there was an annoying guy, did stuffs which is quite over.
hahaa.
i'd have "punch" him straight away.
but naah, i didnt. i pretend as if i didnt see it.

okay, so the concert finished with ross roy.
nice one. and soon, nobody talks anymore in my row.
either ad start feeling sleepy or have nothing to say anymore.
as it was a tiring day for most of us.

and there was encore.
i'll follow you made us laugh. lol.

then, time to go home.
back to home and sleep. hehe.

Labels: Band, Blah blah blah.., Concerts, Daily Life, Friends

woohoo. guess what, people?
i'm using my new laptop.
muahahaa.
i just got it like hours ago.

thanks to my daddy!

and thanks to that sony promotion thingy in gurney.
if not my dad wont get it for me, so soon.

but the price damn expensive.
=.="'

i've got sony vaio cs. =D

toodles. busy transferring stuff from computer to laptop.
too many files. lol.

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my birthday is coming.
yay!
haha.


my dad actually thought of buying me presents.
i was surprised when he ask.
cuz i haven't receive present for years.

first reaction was like, what? still early laah.

after a few minutes, i said "can i have a laptop?"
hahaa.

i know that's a very big request.
but can say that it's the 1st time i ask something from my dad.
excluding asking permission to go places.
haha.

but weirdly, he's really considering it.
few days back he asked "sony?"
and i said it's too expensive.
today he picked me up and he asked me
"dell? toshiba? or sony? sony better lah"

but i didnt asnwer him.
and i'm too lazy to make some research.

so any suggestions?
which is better?
lol.

oh yeah. i haven't ask for permission to go to chchs concert tomorrow night.
terrible me, i know. haha.

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there are so many movies that i wanna watch!
just gotta wait for the dvds.
T.T

i played twister with my siblings and mom the other nights.
and my arm muscles ache.
=S
i twisted in a very weird way. lol.

then i played donkey cards last night.
really doink.
lol.

and i played boggle after lunch today.
no fun. haha.
i'm too lazy to think for words.

next, on shelyn's invitation for so many times,
i'll try out pet society.
and i'll try some weird games which i usually dont play too.
like shooting, killing.
it's too violence.
even though i'm just gonna kill the zombies.
haha.

but yeah, i'm trying out all sorts of games this holidays.
lol.

any games to invite me to play too?
xD

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sheesh.
i "hate" one of my bro's evil hamster.
lol.

it killed the other two hamsters.
so pity. injured and straight away died.
T.T


off to finish up all my stuff which are still waiting for me to finish it.

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i want a new handphone!
=p

cuz the phone i'm using actually wasnt mine.
i was using that z610i before i started to have two sim cards.
i took the extra phone in dad's drawer.
it was new and nobody used it.
haha.

and so it became mine,
i shouldnt have took it, cuz after i took it,
i dont get to get a new phone to change that z610i.
=.="'

and now that z610i is too troublesome to use, cuz it's a flip phone.
since i'm used to this k810i ad.
but now, after the k810i "survived" from "swimming" in the puddle few weeks back,
and even "survived" from dropping hardly and "bounced" a couple of feet away, many times.
=.="'
now, it's started to showing all the "sick symptoms"..
gaaah.

i want a new phone.
please?
maybe, i should say, daddy, please?
haha.

well, at least for my birthday pressie lah.
since i dont get pressie on birthday for years ad.
hehe.
or maybe anyone out there? *dreaming...*
lol.
get me a new phone. i want wifi! =p
i want touchscreen. =pp

oh gosh, i'm greedy?!
hahaa. xD


i want a neeeew phoooooneee laaaaah.

*off i go to study.*
<3
**sorta cuckoo ad. =.=**

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okay friends.
so i have finally sign up at facebook
after so many friends asking me to sign up and add them.
so today i did that.
and, seriously, it's quite confusing. =.="'
dont really like using it, though.

and what buy friends as pets? =.="'
so omg.
lol. and that quiz sorta thingy..
sooooo freaking many.
lol.

so yeah, friends, you guys made me to sign up,
you better tell me what this all sorta functions are in this faceboook,
and you better make me like it,
if not, i think i'll just leave it there til it becomes dead. =.=
haha.
or i'll just delete it or whatsoever.
cuz i am so freaking lazy to figure all those things out.
haha
*oh yes. im freaking lazy nowadays. mwahaha. xD*

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didnt go to school yesterday and today.
woohoo!
cuz there's only 10+ people in my class
and none of the teachers wanna teach anymore.

yet i havent start studying yet.
ish. =.=
yesterday was sorta too busy.
today, i didnt have the mood to study.
online a lot a lot. haha.
youtube, searching piano scores, download this and that. hehe.

dang. i definitely will not have good results in my mid year exam.
which is starting... next week!
lol.
nvm. i still have the 3rd and the 4th exam to go. haha.

anyway, nowdays kept meeting weird guys in tuitions.
went to tuition last night.
freaking cramp =.="'
have too many students than the seats provided.
so we always squash together.
but yesterday i was too unlucky so i was sitting by a table corner.
which is still quite fine.
not until when a guy came and squeeze that lil corner with me too.
=.="'
i was like what? i'm ad sitting by this table corner. yet you come and squeeze with me?!
i just ignore him, though i still share with him lah.
=.="'

another one was at another tuition,
that guy sat behind me kept kick my chair. =.=
i dont really like it when people put his or her feet on my chair.
even worst when people start kicking my chair.
once or twice is okay but those nudging non stop..
really testing my patience.

i ignored it and bared it.
even after teacher told him not to, (though i have no idea how he saw it)
he still kept kicking.
he was lucky i didnt turn and see who is he or even told him to stop.
if not.. hehee.

and a few more cases... ish.
as i know, guys nowadays "memang canggih" as in really weird!
LOL
agree?
*surely guys will disagree*
haha.

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dont make me go mad.
please dont.

please and thank you.

i'm trying my very best.
just dont make me go mad.

i'm afraid of that feeling.
i fear that kinda feeling.


i'm no longer myself.
it took me weeks to realize it.
i couldnt stick to my own principle for long enough anymore.
without me realizing it.


i did not have the courage to speak it out.
even to my bestest friend.

took my friends to realize it a week after i realize it myself.
took another couple of days for my friends to speak it up to me.

i tried to stay strong in front of everyone.

but one day, i cant hold it anymore.

i was feeling a lot better when laurine said
"no worries. you are able. dont stress yourself so much. tell me if you have any problem."


tears weren't able to be avoided.
it ran like the water tap.
unable to control it.
it kinda freaked out my classmates, i think.

sorry girls. ;)

and i felt very very very relief and a whole lot better after it.


still, i'm trying my very best to change back.
it's difficult.


it's difficult.
freaking difficult.
but i will try my very best to work everything out.


with the support of all my friends.
even though there were things which i hope i didnt hear it.
with all the advices.


and especially to laurine,
thank you so much!


thank you for all the things you told me when i felt so lost, so bad, so regretful.
thank you for leaving me alone when i wanted the time to myself only.

you know i'm always there for you too, like you always did.
=)

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fyi, i've closed down the other blog of mine like weeks.
just incase those who dont know thought you got the wrong link or what.
=)

oh gosh,
pressures are back.

and exam is coming.
hmm. i dont wanna fail that many subjects again.
yikes.


i viewed a so call friend's blog like a couple of minutes ago.
i smiled when i saw it.

i was thinking, "now only you realize so?"
i know her, she doesn't know me.
therefore i didn't went to her and blah stuffs to her.

but kinda pity her. she's seems like a nice girl, though.

good luck girl!
be strong.
=)

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some random stuff happened lately.
weird stuff, shocking stuff, silly stuff, funny stuff. you name it.
==

oh btw, i got bitten by an ant on friday morning!
a big fat ant. with black and red on its bump.
=.="'

i didnt realize it was on my body
until i felt something very sharp on my shoulder

but it got so pain cuz it was so sharp
so i asked my friend is there anything on my collar bone.
and another friend start screaming and said there's a big fat and on my shoulder.
=.="'

i though it's nothing since it's just an ant.
but i was wrong. freaking wrong.
it got so pain and i felt like screaming.
ish.

i was brought to see the kebajikan teacher but she wasnt there.
another teacher helped me out and she said she had it before.
her body went swollen immediately,
she was dizzy, fever and vomitted.
she had injection.
i was like O.O you kidding?!

they had nothing for me. i only put some mopiko on it.
i felt like throwing up minutes later but luckily i didnt.
and i was dizzy.
=.="'

luckily i was able to handle it all.
but at night my body started to feel itchy and i had rashes all over me.
i scratched like hell. =.="'

i threw up yesterday. and didnt feel like eating at all.
i even had blood coming out. =.="'

i didnt consult any doctor, i didnt take any medicine.
i'm hoping my body will recover by itself.
though the collar bone still hurts.
cuz the sharp thingy is still in there.
=.="'

i dont wanna get injection!
i'm not afraid of needles.
am afraid of the pain, getting poke with a sharp thing.
LOL.
it's like some kinda phobia after getting bitten by that big fat stupid ant.
haha.

the rashes still itch. and i still get those dizziness.
hoping i can get well a.s.a.p.

some of my friends are more worry about me than i am.
lol. thanks guys, anyway.
=)

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