I realized that mum actually dont even know I went to BM. After figuring for so long, I decided to keep it as a secret from her. Becaaauuse, if she reacts on the negative way, dad would know and I think he wont be happy with that.
And since he HAD a very super duper sensitivity to the word BM if it's spoken from me, though I'm not sure whether he still has the sensitivity or not, but yeah, better shut my mouth. =S
But I feel bad, really bad, for treating my mum like that. =( Sorry mummy!
It's already the sevent month in the Chinese calendar for quite some time. But I dont even bother to know when it starts and pray either. But, couples of weird things have happened lately, which kinda freaks me out. I dont want those trauma to come back!
Back to school tomorrow! Yikes, have to catch up on studies. No more pigging. LOL!
Having backache and I'm still very sleepy! And, I have sunburns! Unbelievable.
Yay, so I went to the merdeka parade thingy today, in BM. Suppose to meet Jes at 7.30 in Greenlane McDonald, but was late due to... Sorry to Jes. =)
Wasnt able to bring the DSLR. Anyway, a very short route and parade ceremony only, only 8 bands and quite a number of malay teams.
How do people march in high heels? I still couldnt figure that out. lol. I saw three drum majors did funny stuffs. =x A SXI cymbalist dropped one side of his cymbal. After the parade ends, I saw his face, looks kinda upset. Reminds me of year 2007 show. =S
So, we went to the mall to get some drink after the parade. Dehydrated. Heh. Walked around, and went to met up Wei Kiat in McD. Came Ee Mei and Xue Jing. Since waiting for the time to pass, I dozed off there. Yeah, I was very sleepy. =S
Around 12 something, Jes dropped me at Queensbay. Met up with Laurine, Joella, I-Sim, Emma, Ai Ling, Pui Yin, Gaik Sean in McDonald. Yes, the third Mcdonald I've been to, today. lol. A whole new discussion after our proposal got rejected! Ish. But we still did have fun during the discussions though super headache.
We became housewives! LOL. And loadsa stuffs happened, laughed like crazy. Laurine was so hilarious to even ask me to speak in Chinese when I spoke in English, the reason she gave was she dont know English. =.="'
Had McD ice cream and vanilla cappuccino from Starbucks after I got really sleepy. Caffeine slowed down blood circulation, which made me think so slow after that. Yikes!
Their parents came right after we got everything we need and I was left there alone. Went borders. Next book to buy, The Rising Sun. =)
I've spent almost RM50 today, on pens, lunch, ice cream, coffee, juice and Reader's Digest. Gotta save back again. ;)
Remember I posted this quite some time ago? (I think I did. If not, sorry. Heh) It's a very nice combination of Taylor Swift's Love Story with Coldplay's Viva la Vida.
But, Jon Schmidt had some problems with receiving permission from Coldplay to sell the Viva la Vida version. In the email Jon sent me, he said As many of you may know, we were finally able to contact ColdPlay a few weeks ago to ask their permission on "Love Story meets Viva la Vida." They have yet to respond. In anticipating what to do, we thought, "How can we remove the 'Viva la Vida' part while making the song better than it was before?" As impossible as this sounds, we think we've done it!!!
So, yes, they have now released a new version, the title says it all, which is Love Story meets Love Story! =D Here,
As you can see, there's quite much differences right after 3:37. And yes, it's still very nice in its own way! I still love it all so much. Cant wait for the music sheets to be released. Mum did say something like I can purchase it. ;D
I so wanna go Japan again. lol. Mum said dad wanna bring my family to New Zealand this year. Heading for country style this year, no big cities, urban places? Haha.
Well, countryside sounds fun too. Maybe I could spend my time on taking nice scenery pics there. =D
But, I wanna go Japan again, cuz, hmm.. seriously I've no idea why. Usually, places that I've went before and when my dad said let's go again, I wasnt exactly excited. I'm so regret that I didnt buy those stuffs which are different from stuffs here. I didnt finish playing all those stuff in Tokyo Disneyland and Disney Sea. lol! And, I havent had enough of nice fresh yummy unagi there. =p
Haaha. Oh, and I wanna see sakura. ;D The last time I went, there were no sakuras. Of course, it was already over. I shall go next spring, to see sakura petals falling down. I'm so gonna nag on my dad to bring me to Japan again. Hahaa.
Oh, yeah, and to see Jiun Wei too? Hahaa. I shall pay him a visit the next time I go. ;D
Btw, dad said we'll head over to Singapore end of September to watch the formula 1 GP thingy. Sounds interesting. At least I'll get to watch at least one F1 race live in my life. =p
Oh yeah, anyone wanna go to the merdeka parade thingy on coming Monday? I wanna take nice nice pictures. xD It's time to take pictures that have humans in it, not just scenery anymore. ;D
Yay! I'm no longer wearing mask at my own home. And am free from quarantine! lol. I finally went out on sunday besides for jogging. On friday and saturday evening, I went jogging around Pearl Hill cuz I was seriously bored after staying at home the whole day. I was so bored at home that I took loadsa pics. Hehe.
Went to Queensbay on Sunday and I got myself a tee with The Beatles photos on it which cost my mum RM89. =S But I like it! =p
Do yeah know what fruit is this? I dont think anyone would guess it correctly, unless they plant or have seen it before. =)
I was suppose to have two tuitions yesterday. One was home tuition and the other one is Anthony Tan's. But I skipped Anthony's cuz my mum told me not to go. LOL! Now that's the first time ever my mum told me not to go tuition. It was because dad called back and said his factory worker's daughter passed away due to H1N1. How scary! So mum told me to save the worries and dont go tuition. Hee.
Cooper. She's getting older. =S
Yeah. I was seriously too bored. Snapping pics all over the places. =p
I'm really rotting at home. Whatever fungus and bacteria are growing on me. LOL! Now, even go around Pearl Hill with my dad seems to entertain me too. Haha!
Speaking about my dad, he's got an iPhone today and I like the apps!! There're functions like drum kit, guitar fretboard, they even have tuner!
And I like Smachtalk! Dang funny. =D
Okay, I seriously gotta off this shared computer now. Toodles. =)
I'm so bored! I'm sorta quarantined at home. Just because my friend is contaminated with H1N1 and my mum wants me to stay at home. To prevent contaminating others IF (yes, IF) I'm infected. Can you believe that number of H1N1 cases has increased til 5496?! And with highest number of 569 cases is recorded yesterday. So OMG! Well, the worst is, once a student is infected with H1N1, the school should call up the other parents of the classmates and ask them to avoid going public just in case they're infected too, right? Well, it seems like all the schools and parents worry about their name or fame more than everyone's health. How pathetic! Well, whatever, I'm avoiding to go public places. =) But I'm seriously very bored, plus my lappy is dead. Currently using bro's ipod touch to online. I'm like have got nothing to do but bring the Lamp Berger's antibacterial oil around the house and keep myself away from my sisters. Cuz they like to come near me to fool around. I wonder how long do I have to "quarantine" myself.. =S
Did I mention that my hamster had babies? They're so cute yet disgusting! *Oops* Okay, here goes the pics.
Couple of hours after they were born, on 4th August. They looked disgusting, like worms or some sorta brain worm or what organs, dont they?
The Mama hamster protecting her kids.
Couple of days after they were born.
My mum and I checking out the Papa hamster. Cuz the Mama hamster are really aggressive sometimes. And she'd bully the papa and scratch him til he bleeds. =(
She's all
The babies start to crawl around 10 days after birth. =D
They're smelly, sometimes. They're freaking noisy at night when I try to sleep. They're adorable, sometimes. They're smart, sometimes.
They're the next generation of, uh, dont know whether the papa and mama now is Naffy Naffy or Naf Naf or whatever Naf and Fluffy... ==
I know it's not perfect, but it's life. Life is messy sometimes. And sometimes, it is, yet, it isn't. *How complicated!*
Btw, does anyone have DVDs for all four seasons of Grey's Anatomy? I really wanna watch it all back. Oh well, I never get to watch this, Heroes, The OC, Prison Break, when it was all on air. Just because my schedule clashed with the time.
Now that I have the time (mostly) I'd like to watch it all. First off with Grey's Anatomy. =)
So, please do lend me if you have it all on discs. Thanks! =D
This is something I really like. =D Butterfly Fly Away is a song sang by Miley Cyrus in her Hannah Montana The Movie. Yeah, unbelievable. I watched Hannah Montana The Movie last night. Like I'm so slow. LOL.
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Woot! This morning was darn crazy. =.= Our group start around 8.30, like sardine fishes. Laurine and I cut almost everyone, straight til Botanical Garden. =p
The path to go up the hill was so freaking steep. Seeing so many people climbing up, yet so many people gave up just after a very short try. There was when I started to feel dizzy and I thought I was too hungry to run and climb, so I took out my cereal bar and gave it a bite, but it took me like super long to get that bite swallowed. =S
After a quite long distance, I couldnt stand it anymore. I sat down by the side again, the St John people came. They let me smell hong you, I rejected straight away. That might cause me to vomit easier. Well, great, not long, I vomited. =S They kept telling me "dont continue anymore, sit and rest, we'll get a car to fetch you down." I was like, what?! I came all the way here and you're trying to tell me to give up? Even though it was only C2 or C3.
They wanted to bring me down the hill when I stood up, but I told Laurine to continue together. The St John people were so funny, they were like, "Wah. So geng?" cuz they expect me to give up. Well, not so easily. ; )
All the way, I vomited a few more times too. =S And that freaking steep path, I was actually really gripping my teeth to take every single step with the stomach in pain. I saw people sitting right in the middle of the road to rest. Haha.
Right until around 200 meters more to the end, that was when I vomited the most and the first time I said I wanna give up. But I decided to continue going up at the end. =)
Once I got my wrist band, Laurine drag me to the kiosk and rest. After a couple of minutes, we went down. And I felt like vomiting again. Now, going down doesnt need much energy but it's so steep that you felt like running into any of the trees and the shoes were like burning cuz of too much frictional force. == And my stomach was really really pain by then. We passed by those indian stores and Laurine got us a bottle of 100 plus to share. =)
Of course I couldnt run anymore, so we walked very fast and finally reached school entrance at 10 am. Walk the field one round and finally, it all ends! Took our certificate, luckily still sijil pencapaian. =D Took free ice cream and water then head to rest in the hall. My classmates expression were so hilarious when some told them I vomited badly yet I finished it. Lol.
Waited until prize ceremony. Congratulations to Tan Jing! Her face was in total crumble when she was coming down and we were not even half way up the hill!
Now, I dont think I would wanna try that in my life ever again. Not with time limit and ALMOST empty stomach. I shall go again, another time, it's good to train stamina, but of course, I dont wanna vomit like crazy again. ; )
I'm so gonna climb up the hill tomorrow! And I wanna make it in time. Cuz as I know, dont know after what time, we're not allowed to go up the hill anymore, even if it's halfway up. The stupidest thing is we must carry our bag throughout the whole run but not leave it in school. Since I'm carrying a bag, I thought of whatever I'll be needing. Prepared towel, energy bars, water and... plasters! Haha, yeah, I'm a clumsy girl. (According to my mum. lol.) I usually have butter fingers. Or my mum always says that I have "jiao qiu, jiao ka" which means bird hands? and bird legs. LOL! =.="'
So, since I already know that the path we're taking has a part which is very super duper steep, I, of course prepared plasters. JUST IN CASE, y'know. Haha.
Our school will held cross-country run this saturday. It's compulsory for everyone to join it this year, unlike last few years.
We'll get dont know how many marks for completing the first stage, like run from school until botanical garden, get a wrist band then back to school, I think? The second choice is run until botanical garden, then go up to Penang Hill's station 46 get another wrist band and back to school, which you'll get higher marks. Those who complete it in 2 hours will get a certificate and top 20 will get extra marks, I think??
Now, with thousands of students, even though we're divided into two groups to start, form 1 and 2 one group, form 3 til 6 another group, if you go up the hill, (though there will be St John's people up a few stations) and you suddenly hurt yourself, cant breath, feel dizzy or whatsoever, who's gonna save you??
That's what I've been wondering couple of days. But, for the last decision, I decided to take the second choice, which mean I am climbing up the hill! =D Laurine is going up too, and Shermaine too if not mistaken. Then, we'll follow Shermaine since she goes hiking pretty frequently.
But, I dont have a pair of sport shoes. =.="' I have a pair of Reebok but it's not appropriate to run and climb. Came back from school today, told my mum that I decided to climb up the hill, and sorta "whined" that I dont have sport shoes. She then decided to bring me to go Gurney and buy! =p
Now, I have a pair of new Nike running shoes, which costed my mum RM499. Sooooo expensive, I know. =S I'm so gonna appreciate it and keep it in good condition for a very very long time. =)
I was back from school early today. The weather was freaking hot. The sun shined so brightly while it had rained for the whole morning. =.="'
By 3 something, the headache I was having all day long increased a lot a lot. I couldnt even walk a straight line. The moment I got myself into the office, the teacher said go and make a phone call. lol. So many kiddos had to go back home early too. When my mum came and fetched me, four more came and they looked really sick.
Took 2 panadols and I had 3 hours plus of sleep. Felt so much better after that. But the pain is still there.
My bro's sick and fever too. He got an injection at his buttock and I laughed at him so hard that day. Now, myself isn't feeling well. Perhaps it's karma. =S
Well, but mum said perhaps it's because of my braces. I'm wearing double rubber bands on the left side, and it really hurts like crazy. Those back then was really pain, but now this one, because the orthodontic needa move my jaw to one side, I can really feel the bones in pain and I actually feel it moving. Especially those at my cheeks.
Perhaps that's causing all the headaches I've had for so many days. Plus lack of sleep. Sheesh. Cant eat well, due to braces. Cant sleep well at night, due to no idea. How am I gonna build up my immune system?? =.="'
My parents brought the camera's memory cards to develop them into photos. And they even got it all transferred into disc. I took the disc and watched and I found these.
It is from last year end. Coincident-ly my aunts and uncles from KL came down. And since it was my sister's birthday, we thought we can gather around and make a small celebration for her. But thanks to Aunt Jinny, once wanna celebrate, she'll make it big! haha. She bought all the balloons, presents and all the aunts even had "meeting" in the 3rd floor room and did not allow anyone to go in. Everyone was assigned a job. lol.
Aunts cooked loadsa stuff and it ended up like buffet. == Due to not enough space to sit in dining area, we opened the patio door and put another table there til the garden! Haha. We had game session, water balloon splashing here and there.
Haha. We had loadsa fun that day. I want another party like that this year end again! =p
It took quite some time to gather everyone in my house's dining area to take this pic. lol.
Siblings and cousins. =) *OMG. I just realized I was so freaking skinny back then. =.=*
Went to Fettes Park Baptist Church Kindergarten yesterday, as my sis is studying there, and her teacher is making a small birthday celebration for her and her friend. So, I was the photographer of the day. =D
mum got a doll cake for my sis.
Allie =)
Allie and Wen Xuan, the birthday girls.
Time to pray. =)
Moooo... ==
Aww, they're really very close when they go around and play. =)
Outside the church.
The party packs and plates for the children. I doubt how much my mum spent. ==
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR ALLIE! Be good and study hard. Don't consume so much candy. =)
I had a dream. In exact, it was already nearly 8 in the morning. I haven't had dreams for monthsss?
In the dream, I was in another place. The place where I've marked down in my wishlist of places that I wanna go. I was there with a friend, which I wondered why. Ain't really close to that friend, though.
But I liked the place. In the dream, we did stuffs which made me happy. And so and so... You get the idea, it's one of those kind of sweet dreams. <3
But am wondering, what's the message in the dream?? Usually, a dream is like some kinda message to me.
I remember last year, I had a dream about an old man. I found out that the old man is someone's father. The next scene was everyone was so sad. That someone was attending his father's funeral. I jumped out from bed, shocked, and I told myself this is impossible.
I let it go. But guess what? A week after the dream, that someone's dad really passed away, quite suddenly. I felt so bad and so sad. It freaked me out like hell.
And I still remember in a dream, a bestie back then kinda lost or something like that. All I remember was I cried so much til I woke up and the pillow was wet. =.="' After a couple of days, we were no longer besties.
And sometimes, dreams about grandma. Sometimes it does have a message. Kinda creepy, I know.
That's when I started to SORT OF believe what people say about what dreams actually are. Some kinda scientist said dreams are for souls to communicate? No matter for dead or alive people?
Wasn't feeling very well today. I've doze off so many times in school, as I hardly do so.
I was studying biology (yeah, believe it! haha) and my eyes were going to shut. When I finished my bio paper and I still had like 30 minutes to go before the time ends, I totally slept right in front of the teacher. After that, while waiting for civic paper to start, I slept again. =.=
After civic paper, I felt soooo tired. I've no idea why. I dragged it through the whole day especially ms-nagging-non-stop-loo-yok-moi *oops* came and gave out our chemistry paper result. =S Laurine said am a sleep volcano. Was kinda moody. LOL.
After school, felt really headache and dizzy, I couldnt stand it anymore so I went to get a bowl of fruits and plenty of water. Mum was in the kitchen too. After quite some time, she grabbed me in the arm and asked "you're not feeling well, aren't you?" That's when I realize she was actually talking to me all the time and I didnt listen a single word. Oops. Sorry, mum.
Now, am feeling better after all the apples, oranges, cherries, yoghurt, and coffee and chocolates!! hahaa. But I still really needa catch back a lot a lot of sleep. It's kinda weird. I can hardly sleep, and what's causing it? Any idea? Even if I sleep, it's just dozing. I need proper sleep to replenish whatever my body needs. lol. I don't want my immune system to get bad. =)
Btw, H1N1 is getting worse in Penang. People, do clean your hands more often. Especially after interacting with someone or went to public.
I've this habits for the past 6 or 7 months. I avoid touching the handle of the escalators, doors or whatsoever in public. I would wash my hands as often as possible. I cover my nostrils, including mouth, and sometime eyes whenever someone around me sneeze or cough, especially those who cough and sneeze like nobody business without covering their nostrils or mouth right in front of your face!
And this is a habit where I've had for like a couple of years and quite a few friends have learned it from me, which is, you open the tap to wash your hands, but before you close the tap, make sure you pour some clean water onto the tap. This way, when you close the tap, your hands wont be back to dirty. Though it's not 100% clean with just pouring water, but at least you've make it cleaner. The best is pour with soap water.
People, please do take note of personal hygiene and health, as I believe, H1N1 can be stopped, one day, Yeah, I really do believe so. ; )
exam weeeeeek. boohoo. but, well, I didnt study much. cuz it's just a monthly test. honestly, it's because of I'm lazy. =X
but I did read up on history, and for the first time, I think, I didn't leave any question on history blank! phew! add math paper was kinda hard and my hands were actually shaking seriously bad. first time encounter hands shaking badly during exam. == I tried my best in chemistry.
and you won't believe it, (maybe not you guys here cuz I dont think y'all know) I've even read chinese newspaper just so that I wont be too unfamiliar with chinese! but while I was studying chinese literature, the so called gu wen, and ming ju this noon, I don't know how to read a lot a lot of words. I didnt have time to search up the dictionary or even ask a classmate or so, all I did was to remember the construction of the words. =.="'
I still have biology paper to go tomorrow. I'll flunk it anyway. xD
well, I sighed many times after all three papers I had today.
all I can do is do better in the year end exam, as it's important exam, unlike monthly test. =)
There are moments where I wished I could roll back the time. Back to the time where it was great moments and take all the sadness away. But I guess the joy wouldn't be there either if I do so.
And, if I really do roll back the time, I probably won't get the joy I have now.
If it weren't for the sadness I had, I might not have the happiness I have now. Well, actually, if it weren't for the happiness I had at first back then, I would not have had the sadness then.
Now, joy surrounds me almost everyday. It's just the matter of how I see things now.
Anyhow, sometimes I do feel bad. I mean, it's not that I'm the evil person or what.
Yes yes, I should have changed it right from the start. But I didn't know things will end up like this. Well, if I knew it, I wouldn't have started to join along at all then.
Things have became like that now. And I seriously do not know what should I do anymore. Can someone please advice me? Oh, I dont think anyone knows the situation I'm in. Shucks. Fine then, even if advices are given, they wouldn't know my situation and I dont think the advices will be suitable.
Ja.. I shall depend on myself again.
Oh great, I should be happy and not being so, hmm, emotional? (whatever the better word is to describe it) again. People would always say just don't think about it. Ha. Yeah, don't. But, there are times where I should really worry and at least have a look at things that I've done and am doing.
I am not sure of what is the next step I shall or I should, choose and take.
p.s. please do not misinterpret or simply guess or judge me. by all the nouns I used, it's very easy to misinterpret. It means differently for the same word I used, even if it's just the next sentence. Cheers. =)
Gummy bears. I know, sugar, bad for health. But hey, once in a while. =p
And and, this! A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks. I'm gonna finish it soon. Emma said it's an awesome book and she cried after reading it! Wow. Let's see what will happen to me. hahaa.
I was looking back at the photographs in the albums. And I found these pics meaningful. These pics brought back a lot of memories to me. And I love them all. =)
whole family pic, back in 1999, in somewhere of Australia.
My bro and I. Back then we were so close and he always hugged me. Now, we're like cat and dogs. Even when mum mentioned about it today, he was pretending to put his hand on my shoulders but he strangled me instead. =.="'
In Gold Coast's Warner Bros Movie World Theme Park. Bugs Bunny and Lola Bunny! =D
March 1996. My mum, bro, grandma, grandpa, uncle and I, in grandparents' house. I miss this two grands.
around 1997. With grands from dad's side, in their house. Was celebrating grandma's birthday. =)
1999, in Australia, on a boat. have no memory of what happened and we were so happy.
next is.. Laurine, you gotta see this! ahahaha. =p
The last night in Australia, with the friends we met during the trip. My bro, me, Samuel and a girl.
Does anyone know who's that girl? She was like a big sister to me during the trip. We all thought it's Samuel's sister, but heard from Laurine that he's the only child.
So, any idea, people? Do let me know if you know. Thanks. =)
Short the name, Am`s.
Plays the piano and percussion.
Loves instrumental, jazz and classical.
Likes to read. Fond of hugs.
Loves family and friends.
Call me being eccentric, but I've quite an aversion to liquor and abhor smoking.
Peace ; )
*Psst! I always either forgot or lazy to tag labels on every entry. So do excuse me if you cant stuffs under some labels.* =)
` More Lomo Cameras
` Learn another language; Korean?
` Get income :/
` New piano seriously.
` Vacations; Visit an Europe country
` A long break from everything
