I seriously need to catch back a lot a lot of sleep. =( I need the concentration for studying. =S
anyway, had Thunder Test on chemistry in tuition just now. fully on chapter 6. lol. I know, I'm still not good at chapter 6, cuz I havent finish learning it. =.="' laurine and I managed to finish the 40 questions with some ting tong tiang. hahaa.
well, I failed. and, I got cane. one stroke. luckily just a light one. phew! =D
I dont really like how the other girls whined and acted like a spoil child. or maybe they are? lol.
oh, just forget about that. I kinda always end my sentence with "or not" or "or maybe it is" nowadays. lol.
anyway, a couple of days back, our english class had turned into a story telling lesson. lol! after that our english lesson turned into ghost stories session. from ghost story session, it turned to hokkien lesson too.
then michele was saying about it's not good if it's odd numbers in the group. she was counting halfway, bernie, slide her head in slowly between michele and yi ding, from behind. which made them screamed like hell. then, I was shocked by them suddenly screaming so scarily in front of me, I screamed too. I know, that's pretty lame. =.="'
well, some of the stories are pretty not logic and some are just dang pathetic. still, our school do have a few cases before. one they encountered was really scary, and I guess it's true. others, I dont believe it. =)
i've change my blog skin. hehe. cuz the old actually had some error. just that i ignored it for so many months. lol.
do you see the differences? haha. here's the old one.
okaay, fine, i know the background is still white in colour. pics and words are still 99% the same. at least now it's the fonts and colours i want. hahaa.
i'm having a wee problem with putting pics for the background in a corner. the html code couldnt work. =S i'll work it up, soon. =)
still in confuse state. whatever it is, everything seems obscure to me. from life to studies, from studies to life. it's too blur.
no idea why. and i just dont like this feeling. such doinky-doink.
for life, it aint pointless in exact. but it just seems to be pointless? letting everyday pass on. it dont seems right, yet, doing it.
for studies, everything is getting harder. way harder. lost from most of the thing.
miss out a lot a lot. it's pretty hard to catch up when nobody's explaining all the "whys" which always pop up. will catch up on all a.s.a.p.
but i dont like our miss-cheong-hei-bad-english-pronunciation-self-praise-loo yok moi. dont understand a single thing she teaches. =/ i'll read it up myself then.
surprisingly, there was once a few classes which i kinda like bio. it's on animals and it's pretty interesting. now it's all back to cells and cells and cellssss. =(
9 more days to exam and i'll be a dead meat who will look like an idiot by then. ha. studying in pcghs really...... luckily my mum do not force me like crazy. ; ) but still, the pressure is there. =(
yeah, admit it, i dont like to be a fool or whatsoever. i would rather shut myself up.
everything needa memorize. i dont like memorizing.
i've uploaded these. theresa was the camerawoman. asked her to use my video cam to record. thanks to her. =) but she always capture the wall and curtains instead. and she wasnt steady enough, causing the video cam panning too fast. which explains the blur effects all over it. lol. never mind. thanks to her, still. =) at least i have one records. then i'll just wait for the school dvds. ; )
teachers and prefects setting good examples to the students? HA. i doubt that.
you know what? is this how y'all work things out? say wont demerit at first and then you demerit us silently without informing us. and when y'all gives out white card, y'all start to say it's impossible that they dont demerit us. very "smart", y'know? discipline teachers "blame" on prefects and prefects "blame" on teachers.
then i was unhapy that i asked laurine, next time when my hair is long, and when the teachers and prefects ask me have i cut mine? can i answer yes i've cut mine. but honestly havent. then when the teachers scold me, can i just answer same way of working things. you say you didnt demerit me, but you demerit me. so, i say i did cut mine, but i didnt cut.
it's the same, isnt it? ROAAARR!!
is that how discipline unit do things? if you said you wont demerit at first, then dont you even demerit a single mark. if you needa demerit me, tell me straight away. i'm a form 4 student and i'm okay with getting demerit if i did do anything wrong. i'm not that pathetic, okay? pft! furthermore, i wasnt wrong. i didnt have long hair when you all checked me that day.
this isnt the first case. and such cases occurred on many of us already.
to a few really good prefects, you girls are always fair and lenient. just that, some of your partners are just PATHETIC. LOL. xD
girls, do be extra careful. especially pcghs girls.
those guys are sicking-ly abnormal and bian tai !! well, i'm sure they must have some mental illness or something wrong must have strike their brain.
back then, it was just something very rare. those guys i'm talking about are, flashers. yes, flashers in the sense of a man, who exposes the genitals suddenly, in public. disgusting!
last week, people from block 98 were screaming. for the first few times i thought maybe i was spacing out again. lol. there was one which was like someone was rape, i wasnt the only one who thought so.
on that evening, we saw someone fainted and teachers brought her into office. well, i didnt try to connect it, at all.
on the next day, our teachers told us that, this man, stood by the graves, those behind our school, came out of sudden and open his clothes. =.="' very stupidly, people continued to see and that man, obviously, was in fun, went in and out the grave to flash. and hearing girls screaming like hell. =.="'
i've heard the worst part either. but it was too disgusting for me to write it up here.
today, where this two girls went to picked the ball turned around to someone who called them amoi, told sir that there was flasher.
but the 2nd time, a police car passed by, the girls were saying flasher.. police.. sir was even confused. he was thinking, with the two words, flasher and police, what does it means? the flasher is caught by the police? or is the police the flasher? hahaa. laughed so hard when i heard this.
but at the end, the police car was just passing by. the flasher wasnt caught. sir saw him. an indian man, with a cap. ran away quickly.
according to laurine, mandy saw one before? but mandy was cool enough to not to scream and walked away. the flasher was surprised and ran away quickly.
we came to a conclusion that, dont turn back or response to people calling amoi or whistles. and, dont scream even you see one and is in total shock. that might pretty well work. whatever it is, just be extra careful.
=)
hope i'll never meet one in my life at all. i might just scream to death. lol.
you wont believe what happened in school today. haha.
during the first few classes, i heard classmates talking about tug-of-war. and i was like, ouh? we're doing tug-of-war during pj class today?
i asked and soon i found out that, our class has been challenged. during last few pj classes angeline, my classmate, told some girls from K2E to not block the runway. in a friendly way. well, that's what they told me, i wasnt in pj lessons.
but they werent happy and they told their pj teacher to tell our pj teacher that they wanna challenge our class. by tug-of-war. well, funnily, my classmates accepted the challenge straight away.
when michele, my monitor told me about that, i was like, what?! omg. we're form 4s student, my foot!! it's very funny to have the form 2s to challenge us, but it's even sillier for form 4s to accept it. just over a small tiny little problem.
at first, many of my classmates didnt wanna jointhe competition. well, i was hesitating either. but after discussing for a while about how this thing occured with shermain, yi ding, angeline and laurine, laurine and i decided to join. haha. i know it sounds silly.
but guess what? we've brains. == lol. we learned physics. principle of inertia. =p
after recess, it was physic class. we were still talking about tug-of-war and ms adeline was like, "oh yeah. later you guys gonna have competition, right?!" we were surprise. obviously, this classes tug-of-war competition has spread among the teachers.
we were told not to lose, if not, ms adeline wanna laugh her asses off on us. =.="' i asked if we win, what is she gonna do? like her usual answers for getting correct answers in physics, i'll treat you an apple next week.
ha. so we went back to class straight and get changed. down to the field. but we dont see our teacher. we waited for her for a very long time. =.=
we used the time to reassured our strategies. guess what, sun and her group of friends who accepted the challenge at first, at the last minute said do not wanna join us at all and was showing tantrum. =S
great, by then, ms lydia, our bio teacher was there. we were surprised to see her. our class was cheering to see her there. which i've no idea why. but, K2E was cheering too. we soon knew that K2E is her class but she didnt go over to her class at all. LOL.
and finally my pj teacher came. we all get ready and finally by laurine's pep talk, sun and friends decided to join along too. our class with 34 students gonna fight their 40 students. =.= but at last, 12 of their classmates forfeited. we made it a draw either.
ms adeline was standing by the doors of her class to watch us. people from class peeped either. lol.
our strategy cannot be used cuz our teacher said with that inertia thing we were gonna use might make the form 2s fall flat on the faces and get injured. so fine. we trusted them as they said they wont pull and let go. finally it started and not even the 15 seconds, our class won! ahahaa. honestly, from the 3rd person onwards, none of us actually exerted any force. thanks to mandy! =D
we were cheering like crazy but out of sudden, the form 2s pulled the rope back. they cheated!i was like, it's not end yet! omg! but not even the 5 seconds, we got it back and we won. hahaa.
we were all cheering and screaming like crazy. clapped and laughed. people from the blok lama, blok utama came out too see what was going on.
some of the form 2s were still smiling and some were unhappy. well, once they saw mandy and michele standing in front, they were actually already scared to death. lol. they asked for second round. we agreed. but they asked mandy to not be in the team. we agreed either. then ms lydia did not allow michele to join either. we agreed either.
so the 2nd round started, we won again. xD we let go the rope and the form 2s cheated again, they pulled it again. we grabbed it back and we won again. muahahaa.
dear form 2s, make sure you girls eat more and grow more before competing us. sizes are different obviously. though you're in E class, we're in G class, but we learned more than you do. and, be fair and square. attempt to cheat to win? no way. God wont let you girls win, anyway. =)
well, their pj teacher was pathetic too. showing faces. haha. idc. we just walked off, laughing and cheering while going back to class. (cant blame. with this bunch of classmates, we're better known as zoo class. zoo S4G. LOL) as the bell has rang and it's time for add math.
we took some time to settle down and start learning add math.
went to school early today. had to prepare to attend funeral procession of the head of our school governing board.
a roughly 5 minute journey from school. reached there and we were told to be happy. o.o hahaa.
suddenly have to recall all our marches. =.=
went to the hall and played auld lang syne, amazing grace and suddenly, hujan di tengah hari. lol. dig up my memory. =)
after waiting by the streets for a few hours, the parade finally started. couldnt believe how long we've marched. lol. from the house until st george. i thought we'll stop at st george, but naah, we've to continue until pass peel avenue. by then my feet have got loadsa blisters. =S
once got up the bus, searched and knew laurine have came back, time to sit and rest! my feet were so pain and stomach wasnt feeling well since before we left school. i was dang hungry. back to school, changed uniform and it's breakfast-lunch-tea time. =p
after done eating, i called my mum and yay! she's fine with fetching me back. so, i'm back from school early. but aint feeling well.
my stomach is a crap now. =( perhaps due to gastric? plus i always have a weak stomach. such crappy crappy crap.
i'd better get some sleep now and hope my stomach wont be in crap anymore by the time i wake up later on. ; )
woke up at 7.30 yesterday morning. percussionists came to my house. six of them squeezed in a kelisa. lol.
we walked to the beach. first, we were on the correct path. but i wasnt sure whether is it bahaudin road or cheah seng kim road. i called my mum and asked whether is it bahaudin and she said yeah yeah.
well, guess what. it's not the exact correct path. we ended up kinda lost. =.=
there were two ladies chit chatting outside their houses and they greeted us. they thought we're foreigners! lol. well, they're foreigners. friendly people. =D
after a small chit cht, we continued to walk on. but i have no idea which path to take anymore cuz it just didnt seem right but my mum said it's correct. so we just continue to walk on. and we realized one of the lady followed behind us.
when we didnt know where to take anymore, the lady came up to help us. she brought us to the shortcut and even walked us to the main road. she even told us to be careful to cross the streets.
when we've cross the streets safely, she was still standing at the other end, smiling and looking at us. make sure we went the correct way. she only walked away when we reached the junction to the beach. how nice she is.
too bad we didnt take any pic with her. our hero of the day. xD
i wanted to get myself wet but couldnt. due to have to follow mum to do something. but i was splashed either. and sands all over my legs and feet. lol.
here are the pics.
i left before they head back to my home. so i'm not sure what they did and so. met up in gurney around 1pm after they finished their lunch in kim gary.
not long after i reached, theresa came and we waited for shelyn too. by then, they have to drop nan rou to tuition in air itam. others wanted to follow, so left shelyn, theresa and i in gurney. we had to take rapid to go back home.
after our lunch, we went around to search for bus stop. but there werent any. walked at kelawai road. we saw shiling they all. they squeezed like sandwiches in the car. lol. she almost bang a lorry. =.="'
they went in to gurney again and we continue walking to the bus stop opposite marina bay. dang sweaty and hot. and there were no bus at all.
we gave up and wanted to walk back to gurney drive to get taxi. but we were too lucky that a taxi passed by and spotted us. so, yay! save the trip to gurney drive. =D
bought orange juices at the mini market and back to home. started bathing and everything, others came back and start make up! so omg. everyone was like i dont know this i dont know that. and my mum wasnt home. so we just started off with the basics first.
i drew jing ning's eyes. easy to draw and she has pretty eyes. li nee's was hard. drew til crazy. we were rushing like crazy. we werent ready by 5 as we planned. should be in school by 5.30 but we left house at 5.45. =.="'
rushed into auditorium and start making up for nan rou. great, by then we knew that our make up were too light. even if we touch up it's still not enough. but still, we dont want the teachers to do for us. =p
i knew how to draw for others but i couldnt draw on myself. dang terrible. so washed off all and had it redone. i was only done 10 minutes before going up to backstage. =S thanks to pui ying's mum! =)
moved in instruments and stuff, then we realized my bell score was lost. =.="' i told jia yi it's with all the stack but she insisted no. so yeah, i went up without score for I Only Care About You. luckily it was interval before us. dig up all my memory. but some parts was totally lost. couldnt recall the melody for some phrases. so, i didnt play quite a number of bars. =(
anyway, enchanted was next. that doink high heels. freaking hard to step the timpani pedals. lol.
after that, rushed and took off our high heels and changed to slippers. thanks to jia yi, a big great helper. =D though she didnt put in my score, but she was still one good helper of the day. =)
after keeping our instruments, took pictures. oh yeah, by then they found my score in auditorium. =.="'
our scarf-tie thingy is pretty messy. hahaa.
jun min, one of the cute trumpeters. xD
we went to watch the concert. joey's band was great. though the PA system totally suck at first. bass guitar louder than lead singer. =.= but gaik sean and i screamed for them. hahaa.
after that we went and to eat.
my mum called when we found a place to sit. so i ended up take away my food.
was soooo hungry. cuz didnt breakfast, ate quarter of my lunch only and quarter of my dinner only. =="'
home and remove make up!! xD
i couldnt stand the yucky and oily feel on my face. washed my face a couple of times and bath. the longest time i've ever had in my bathroom. lol.
i wonder why do people loves to make up so much? when it is not good for the skin, make your face oily after a while, it felt yucky by then and the most is, it takes up a lot of time! loadsa time to had it on and loadsa time to remove it.
finally i was all clean and fresh by 12am. put on moisturizer, replenish plenty of water and time to really have some rest. =)
Me and all my friends We're all misunderstood They say we stand for nothing and There's no way we ever could Now we see everything is going wrong With the world and those who lead it We just feel like we don't have the means To rise above and beat it
So we keep waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change We keep on waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change Its hard to beat the system When we're standing at a distance So we keep waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change
Now if we had the power To bring our neighbors home from war They would've never missed a Christmas No more ribbons on their door When you trust your television What you get is what you got Cuz when they own the information ooohhh, They can bend it all they want
So while we're waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change We keep on waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change It's not that we don't care We just know that the fight ain't fair So we keep on waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change
Interlude
We're still waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change We keep on waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change One day our generation Is gonna rule the population
So we keep on waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change No, we keep on waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change We keep on waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change Waiting on the world to change Waiting on the world to change Waiting on the world to change.
full dress rehearsal for the school concert tomorrow. i'm thinking, how am i gonna step the pedals on the timpani smoothly with high heels, while it's my 1st try? LOL. i forgot to practice with high heels. never mind then. i'll just figure a way out.
i only had 4 hours of sleep last night. it was so terrible. slept at 4am and i have to wake up at 8am just to get my mum to help me to check and write letter for applications and enquiries. =.="'
went to school early but due to the choir using the bilik syarahan, i cant do my stuff. ish. luckily i've got permission slip to come out during 2nd last period. can skip one bio class. my class had two bio class today. ms lydia asked sir to give her his periods. which made us had 4 periods of bio. =.="'
after the fire drill which is something very sudden, went to bilik syarahan. couldnt finish in time and straight did it til the bell rang. rushed like hell. lol. rushed to music room to get my bags. rushed to 3rd floor bio lab, couldnt find laurine and my class monitor. rushed down to office to return keys. rushed to car park.
suddenly laurine shouted my name so loud, which freaked me. haha. got all my stuff and rushed to car. =.="'
ended my school day with all the rushes today. =/
tomorrow morning, shall start with all the rushes again. =S
yesterday was penang governor's birthday. which made as a public holiday. so, no practice. it felt so weird when i woke automatically at 6am. =.= felt so boring and sleepy, so i slept back.
woke around 9 something, got out with family and had dim sum. went home for home tuition. luckily mum called it 30 minutes less. phew! i was so sleepy and was struggling to open my eyes. =p
head out for lunch but dad brought us all the way til Sungai Udang. according to my mum, it's still part of Penang. just, southern part of penang. dang far from my house. =.=
guess what? by the time we reach there, there were no fresh prawns anymore. we went there all the way and used GPS just to get the right place but.. we didnt even sit down there. =.="'
so we went to auto city. we wanted to go tao or soho but closed.
fine, we head back to island. we were so hungry. from morning 11 something til 5 something we didnt eat anything.
wanted to go 32 mansion's beach restaurant. but heh, rained heavily. so went to gurney. =.="' while jamming in gurney drive, we called Ivy to make our order 1st. haha. by the time we went into kozue, we had our food all ready. =D
went to mph after our lunch-dinner and back home. felt exhausted after all the traveling.
woke quite early this morning, after just a couple of hours of sleep. -.- went out around 10 something. went to BM. just to meet up a friend of dad, who came back from KL.
waited for him and his wife to reach and had lunch together. dad's friend, Mr Loh asked what do i wanna study in the future. i answered. dad said cant earn money. made me felt frustrated again. but of course, i still had a smile on.
Mr Loh asked am i good in bio. i was kinda surprised and thought what does bio have got to do with what i wanna study. i said no i'm not. my bio is the worst among three science subjects. he was like "oh, study nutritionist or pharmacist..." "not bad career..............." i was like, sheesh, omg. there were a time that dad wanted me to study pharmacist. i was so afraid that it would strike his mind again and he'd make me study it. luckily he didnt mention. phew! haha.
after all the chit chatting and lunch, went to butterworth. to visit grands like every sunday.
back to home after that. til evening, celebrated bro's birthday. lucky him, birthday on a weekend, had his undang-undang exam and aced it this morning. he even got a ipod touch for present.
well, i only sang him the birthday songs and i didnt actually wish him yet. i know, i'm kinda bad. hahaa.
anyway, happy birthday, bro! though we used to fight and argue a lot, it's been kinda weird nowadays that we havent talk much. we're sorta like strangers. LOL. but i still like it when you'd lend a hand or do me little favors at times. or tried to be like a real big brother. hahaa.
you better be good after you got your license and dont make us worry. though sometimes you're freaking annoying. and i didnt like how you treat me, sometimes. and your attitude or how you'd make your room spick and span but messed up mine. i never mention that to you, i know. haha.
but i still care for you, i know y'know that. i still remember a few years back then when you dont even know how to cook instant noodles where i have to cook for you and you still called yourself a big brother! lol.
i do wonder how are you gonna survive when you head overseas. eat out every single meal? lol. anyway, work hard for your spm. you've only a few months, dude. cut down on computer games and xbox lah.
*i wonder do you still read my blog. naah, i should say i wonder are you still able to find my blog. muahaha.*
tend to space out freaking easily nowadays. have no idea why.
spaced out during waiting.. spaced out during boring classes.. spaced out whenever my mind is not paying attention to what's going on.
should be concentrating more in class. but tend to ignore the teachers cuz the teachers tend to speak to the wall. =.= seriously, nobody in my class listen to the teachers anymore.
and i dont like my new chemistry teacher. "medal" "go" "tenser" etc etc. and she can go over the same thing, same sentences for like more than 5 times? LOL.
changed of physic teacher too. changed to ms adeline from east malaysia. another teacher which has a weird english slang. "pepper" for paper and "twulve" for twelve. same like my bio teacher, ms lydia. =S luckily physic teacher is good enough for me to listen to her and follow her class. =D
the result list is out. i've got 17 in class. hehe. was so happy when i saw that. =p
and we were shock to see one of my classmate as 1st. =.="'
btw, school concert will be held on next saturday. our band is performing too. =)
heh, i wonder what will the f2s look like when they're wearing high heels. =p
i couldnt wear my sets of clothes anymore. pants are too loose and shirt seems short. i've ate a lot, man, and i still loose weight. =.="' so i went and bought a new set. searched almost the whole gurney on tuesday night. lol. spent 100++ for shirt and pants. =S last year's was less than 50 only. LOL.
anyway, something must be bugging me recently. i dont know what it is but it's just simply annoying. cuz i couldnt sleep well. either insomnia or nightmares.
ha! when i dont realize or feel stress, surely i'll have nightmares, weird dreams or even dreams that i couldnt remember or recall at all after i woke up. bizarre.
sheesh. something must be wrong with me. LOL.
and i hate those aches. =S sobs. TnT
wonder when will it all go away? it hurts and annoys.
tend to keep notice something nowadays. pathetic me. =S shouldnt be doing that. i'll change. ; )
i was visiting a couple of websites. and i went to WWF. i read a couple of stuff and i started to pledge. =) i've even join the passport thingy. i signed to help save the western gray whale and help protect wild life in malaysia. and i pledged to save the sea turtles too.
i've added a couple of banners to the side of my blog and here are some links.
Short the name, Am`s.
Plays the piano and percussion.
Loves instrumental, jazz and classical.
Likes to read. Fond of hugs.
Loves family and friends.
Call me being eccentric, but I've quite an aversion to liquor and abhor smoking.
Peace ; )
*Psst! I always either forgot or lazy to tag labels on every entry. So do excuse me if you cant stuffs under some labels.* =)
` More Lomo Cameras
` Learn another language; Korean?
` Get income :/
` New piano seriously.
` Vacations; Visit an Europe country
` A long break from everything
