went youtube.
found this..
yesterday's public performance by Naoki Imagawa.
woot!
and here's the KLWMBC Drumline Battle video.
AMC got 2nd.
congratulations.
but i'm wondering, only two drumlines compete???!!

yikes. sad case la.
i didnt get to go to KL.
=(
monday night i asked my parents, they said no.
tuesday night asked again.
still no.
T.T
i didnt tell them it was KLWMBC.
i just said i wanna go down to KL with other band members for some sorta competition.
still a no.
my mum said after PMR, where i wanna go also can.
but now, no.
and i started to crap non stop ad.
after pmr dont have this competition ad la.. etc etc
xD
and my mum said, this year is a NO.
"i know, it's the klwmbc. i've heard about it. but u PMR!"
~.~
fine.
and she said "next year i sure let you go"
i was like, really?! you say eh argh.
then she said, why not? you're form 4 then.

then i was kinda like sastified ad.
haha
at least next year have.
this year, study hard 1st.
hehe

i'm going to take up science and maths PMR intensive course.
going over to anthony tan's tuition.
cuz my home tuition tutor very lame one.
what also dont know.
from last year until now, wasted money.
she kept fall asleep.
=.="'

but anthony's tuition is so far geh.
opposite CLHS.
next time 30 minutes before class have to leave house ad.
hehe.
btw, laurine's going too.
=D
at least have someone to accompany me.
as a new student there.
hehe

i wonder how he teach. hmm..
next tuesday, will know ad.
haha
3.30pm to 6.30pm.
3 hours geh.
hope i dont feel too tired.
xD

oh oh, btw,
tonight is National Level Marching Band Competition.
am not in the competition but am very nervous too.
hahaaa
wonder which placing will jit sin get.

i'm guessing, 1st VICCB?
2nd Nan Hwa?
3rd St Joseph Kuching?

i dont know.. cuz some said vi will not even be in top 3.
(-.-)??
but kinda like true?!
based on past year's performance and results la.
and i'm guessing Jit Sin either 5 or 6?
but in voteband, some of their "predictions" said JS 4 and even 3?
for polling, they are in 4th.

if they're like what they did on state, then sure is impossible.
unless those very good bands dropped a lot.
haha
but like some said, expect the unpected.
and there's one thing, hope they dont spoil it la.
hehe.
anyway, still wiish them good luck la.
makes us Penangites proud.
=D
* dont be mistaken. am not a fans of JS but they're representing Penang.
so of course la. show some support la.
if it's not JS, any team representing Penang i also will show at least a wee bit support.
cuz i'm from Penang what.
since my band or I am not in the competition also. *
hehe

anyway, good luck to all bands which will be competing in tonight's competition.
then grab as many titles as possible in KLWMBC.
lol.

anyway, will they show tonight's competition live on tv?
maybe rtm 1 or tv3?
anyone know?
let me know, thanks!
=)

Labels: Band, Blah blah blah.., Competition, Daily Life

went to sch this morning.
came home, get changed and rested for a while before tuition starts.
during tuition, my eyes kept wanna close up.
~.~
was so tired.
heh.. late night sleep again.
xD
studied history. my god, my eyes were...
hehe
then finished tuition at 4pm.
after that, you know what i did??
STUDY!!
haha. miracle!
just because i asked my mum whether i can go to sxi's concert not.
she said no cuz lazy.
i studied 4 chapters of science.
and i asked again, my mum said okay.
ahahahaa...
studying do help. simply read through 4 chapters of science.
highlighted here and a wee bit of there, then can get what i want ad.
haha.

my dad dropped me cuz he's going for meeting.
my dad bathe slowly, ate his dinner slowly.
walao.. i cant stand it.
7.30, i supposed to be in sxi ad and im still at home.
some more traffic jam
ahdui..
many people sms-ed me when i was in car.
"u reach ad" "u here?" "gonna start soon"
some more pineapple jam, strawberry jam..
when i reach, ad started.
and jes and laurine have to wait for me outside,
so paiseh.

i missed out getaran jiwa.
yikes.
i like this song a lot.
they played 24 songs and another one for enchore.
and have dancers.
lol.
was sms-ing. suddenly appear a note saying inbox memory full.. canggih.
hehe
and we saw a gay!
haha
i cant stand his actions.
lol.
there's one action, made me laughed so hard that i cant even speak a single word.
and kept laughing til muscle cramps.
lol.
he is so GIRLISH!
i can bet, i am way way more man than he.
haha.
he lagi bring handbag, y'know?!
xD

concert finished at 9.30
geh.. i told my mum to come at 10.
sean asked for a meet up.
saw his sis and met a couple new friend.
lol.

me and jes "gossips" a lot.
ahaha.
we are tall!
lol

met seng fung.
took a pic.
yikes. my face damn big and ugly.
haha.
wont post it up!
xD

then we met an ang mo gao.
actually, he approached us.
we were so PERSPIRE and have to continue with a fake smile
his slang.. ahdui.. at 1st i didnt really catch what he was saying.
slowly then i understand.
he told us he was the sch director and band director.
asked how was the show, hope we enjoyed.
he said he conducted in 1965 for the last such amazing and great concert like tonight's.
all i can think of to say is "woooow.. thats was long ago."
haha
he was very excited telling us stuff.
lol
kept putting his face so close to ours.
~.~
he asked are we interested in music and what was the last song they played before the enchore.
me and jes were stuck.
we know the rhythm, the melody but not the name
hehee

then he told us "it's pomp and circumstance march number 1 by sir edward elgar. it is a very famous piece and.............used in ............coronation of england........................"
if not mistaken, it is edward elgar la. or was it wolf hoffmann??
i forgot leeh..
i only heard this.
others, wasnt clear cuz of his slang and tonguing..
me and jes have to pretend like we are so interested in his conversation.
haha
actually, he was okay la.
just terkejut, suddenly someone come and speak to us from behind and kept putting his face so close to ours.
and some more sendiri so excited. hahaa

after that when he went off, have a feeling like suddenly poof-off.
frightened us.
thought saw.......
haha. cuz he suddenly come and spoke to us then suddenly go away and gone ad.
and conducted in 1965 worrr..
lol
but after came home, i comfirm with others, HE IS STILL ALIVE!
phew ~~!!
haha

came home, online and gossips with sun.
haha
about that gay person and an annoying guy.
lol.

chatted with a couple of friends.
someone asked for a friend of mine 's hp number.
ahaha.
wanna pikat her?
lol.
xD

Labels: Band, Blah blah blah.., Daily Life, Friends

"not matter how succesful a person is, at the end, he will still returns to his old quiet peaceful times."

last time, i used to think that it's not true.
now, i kinda agree with it.

it's all gone now.
even though it's just one. just one.
even though i havent do anything. nothing.
but all of it, gone now.
my times in it will not be easy anymore.

good luck to the rest.


___________________________________________

tomorrow morning going to attend Tan's funeral..
whole school gonna bow to him on the field when the van pass by.
show respect.

-------------------------------------------------------------
i dont care what i say below will hurt anyone or not.
even though i said before internet is dangerous and think before u act.
but now, let me say whatever i wanna say, okay?
I'M FED UP OF THOSE SILLY THINGS!

what will i do tomorrow?
i dont know.
hope that i wont cannot bare them anymore then become crazy..
still keep on controlling myself not to do silly and childish stuff.
like crying, today.
i thought i am strong enough.
but guess not to bare such thing..
even though XX told me to stay strong for the time being and she'll fight back for me
everything she told me, my reaction is always
huh? true kah?!

whatever it is.
you, yes you, got the chance.
but you chose to leave, you refused the offer.
you didnt get what you one cuz you yourself rejected it.
so dont come and destroy others.
my gosh, dont be so silly and childish, cant you?

still hoping i can control myself very well tomorrow.

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life

nowadays, felt quite stress.
many things to think about.
sometimes, i just wish i can have time that i have to think about nothing.
yikes.

and i realize that i'm getting fatter, i think.
haha.
i wanna cut down my.. um.. "input" (food)..
lol
u know what i had on sunday for my dinner?
brownies with vanilla ice cream and iced hazelnut mocha.
cuz i was feeling very full so i thought straight away skipped to dessert.
but, wrong decision.
the brownies made me feel so geli and full.
cuz too sweet. plus the iced mocha, OMG too sweet.

so, i think i dont cut down on the size of food.
but what it contains.
hehe.
sugar the most important, i think.
cuz i scared kena diabetes.
XD

well, in school, so so la.
more things to worry.
what i used to do, now have to think before act.

sunday night, 11.48pm. i asked my mum to cut my hair for me cuz i forgot about it in the afternoon.
xD
and have assembly on monday.
my mum cut it for me. but, miracle ad lo.
1st time i ask my mum cut my hair for me.
without "whining".
=p

so the assembly,
the headmistress said the way we responded on the concert night was not so well.
she said the audience are very encouraging, they were excited that their friends are performing on stage. they cheered for their friends when the performers got on stage. but, they forgot to STOP.
lol.
the way she said it, i found it quite funny.
then she showed us some orchestra videos.
the proper ways of how the audience should respond.
and, the movie, My Fair Lady.
our headmistress is so geng!
lol

after that back to class for studies.
that mashita.
ahdui. she argh.. damn perspire.
lazy argue or fight with her also.
but i really dont like the way she told us to do whatever she like.
i said nicely, "cikgu, tetapi kamu bukan guru kelas kami."
then she goes "hah?"
i didnt know it was a didnt-hear-what-I-said hah or an-angry hah.
so i repeated it, in a nicer way. with a smile and a grin at the end.
just incase she was mad, at least she sees I smile, then she wont thought i was like wanna fight with her?!
but, i didnt have any intension to argue with her also la.
but after that she asked me to read the syair or sajak thingy.
repeat and repeat.
i was like, oh my god. why are u so swt..
i read many times.
after that, the whole malay class, my face expression was like this =.="'
geh...

today was so-so either.
during science class, laurine and I have more and more topics to talk about.
haha.
from 1st time we enter the science lab til today, our topics are all the same.
but different things happened and different planning for futures.
we always talked about band, friends, family and ourself.

never get bored of talking but bored of those same problem which havent solve.
just like studies, PMR is getting closer and closer, still i havent study much.
yikes.

Tan something. forgot his name.
he passed away.
he was the founder of Southen Steel.
have to attend his funeral this friday.
yikes.
i'm afraid of attending funerals..
the last time i attended a funeral was my grand's.
so far, so many years, all the funerals i attended were my grandfather and grandmother.
2 only.
now have to attend a funeral of someone i dont even know.
~.~
but take it as doing a nice favour for the one who passed away la.
as marvin said, attend a funeral is equal to going to the temple 10 times??
hehe

this few weeks, i heard many people passed away leh.
last week was lim's father.
today i heard my friend said her relatives passed away.
if i didnt hear wrongly, one is her dad's dont know it's uncle or aunty.
and another one is her mum's dont know uncle or aunty.
i forgot which is which.
one morning 11am, one night 11pm.
o.O
then, received news from jes saying Tan something passed away.
waaaaaah..
scary leh. suddenly keep receiving such news.
yikes.

btw, i'm kinda like "addicted" to a song.
it's Terlalu Istimewa.
haha. 1st time, i like malay song.
lol.
well, i dont really like the lyrics.
it's the melody that i like so much.
especially how sultanah asma played it.
and some more with the dance,
i still cant forget it.
haha.
i like the melody of the chorus part the most,
the part where the lyrics is
"kau terlalu istimewa. kasih dan sayangmu terpancar"
xD
charm lo me.
nowadays many miracle happened.
haha.
so i start to believe, we can create miracle too.
* winks *

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life

i have a lot a lot of things that i wanna say.
but not here.
cuz internet very dangerous one.
~.~
haha. now i'm gonna talk about other stuff.
those stuff i wanna say, only to friends la. not here.
xD

i know blog is a place where we write whatever stuff.
daily life, what we learned, what we see, our comments and also, some use blogs to scold people.
with their "enemy" big names on it.
lol
i know, since it's your blog, you are the owner, you can write whatever you like.
but sometimes, please take note of what you're gonna write and what you wrote.
maybe some people read your blog but dont leave any comments or dont even let you know he or she read your blog.
that's what i do too when i'm free too.
to get some information.
hehe
i've read a lot of people's blog and some are from other schools
and, those stuff which they have to keep as secret,
they write it in blog,
not straight away say it out la.
but i can guess what he or she is talking about
and always, i get some information faster than others.
just like .......
wont say it out here.
but dont forget, internet very canggih one.
and google search too.
haha
that's how i find out stuff i wanna know.
but just beware la.
cuz i always laugh those people, they kept saying it's a secret but their own people keep writing it out in blog.
in a round-lai-round-ki eh way.
not straight away say.
they rounded a big round to say some stuff but i'm not that stupid.
i can catch and caught what they mean.
so, to our people, dont over say stuff on bloggies too la.
maybe others also macam me??
go read others blog but dont leave any comment, dont even tell that i was there too.
and got a lot of info(s) and learned a lot of things too.
hehe.
so, just dont simply write la.
think before you act.
=)

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Feelings/Comment

when we were in class, me and laurine were wondering stuff...
and in between, i kept saying "expect the unpected"
in a not serious way.
was kinda like simply say and joking.

and, miracle ad!
i drew my art work, scenery stuff, to me i think it is so nice.
canggih ad.
hahaaa
~.~

after school, we chatted with joella, I-Sim, siew pheng and pei ying til so silly.
lol.
what wanna give birth to a baby ad.
or we're taller than all the ex and current prime ministers.
[because of the poster there. lol]
chat til so fun and high.
oh, and that choo kim yeap told us she was once a band member,
a president, a clarinetist,
i was like, waaaa..
u were once a band member??!!
then she kept telling us we must how, how and how...
just listen la.
maybe might help in the future.

and i spotted someone very familiar.
i thought it was school teacher.
but then i thought no. and i saw ah lim's car.
lol
and laurine shouted "ah lim!" so loud.
not sure whether he heard it not. hope not.
XD
and because we all ad laugh til so high ad,
i also shouted "mr lim, hello!"
now think back, that time was so silly.
hehehee..

then when it was AGM..
1st I was very relax one.
when they announced my name with the same old post,
i was like, yay! i stay.
but, laurine go, but I was very happy for her.
then I kept say her, up ad.
of course whispering la..
hehe
then when they announced her name.
I was yay~ happy for her.
then was thinking which form 4s will be selected.
was very looking forward to see all the new leaders..
but who knows sendiri kena.
ahdui.. I shocked til very shock.
~.~
i straight away ask "what?!"
i thought i heard it wrongly.
omg.
that time my heart beats so fast that it wanna jump out from my mouth ad.
that feeling was so scary!
yikes.

keh gao la me..
say expect the unexpected..
i jokingly kinda blame laurine for one thing.
hehe xD
she la, she la..
=.="'

suddenly have so much responsibilities.
yikes, have to chase up all the homework ad.
hehe
from now onwards, have to work my mind faster ad.
etc etc..

i still cant believe it.
it's so unbelievable.
just gotta accept and do my very best.

btw, congratulations to all committees.
happy cooperating, everyone!
=)

last week, monday i think, prefects checked our hair.
actually, mine is longer than the school rule..
but prefect said okay, so okay lo.
XD
but, friday spot check hair.
discipline teacher suddenly brought in so many prefects and i terkejut.
lol
so many years in high school.
i never kena a spot check before.
hehe
this time, the prefects are strict.
i get caught.
they let us go back and cut.
monday check again.
saturday was my bro birthday so, no time for getting my hair cut.
because of 5am only sleep, sunday very blur.
even on monday.
forgot a lot of things.
this is the bad of late night sleep.
hehe

so, they checked again on monday.
the prefect say my hair okay wor.
haha.
but because of my nails.
so i have to go to discipline room to cut my nails.
then, discipline teacher suspect i didnt cut at all.
~.~
so she checked it herself and cut my hair.
but, this time she is so nice.
cut just a tiny little bit.
thanks yeah. i have free hair cut.
hahaa

monday and tuesday, both day also stay back and have tuition.
homework, no time to do.
and totally dont have time to touch computer, handphone (that means less SMS-ing), iPod and etc.
talk about iPod, my dad bought my sis an iPod.
o.O
she's not even 7!
~.~
she chose a purple one.
lol

some thought i'm having some problems.
they thought i self-abuse.
LOL
i didnt abuse myself la, okay?!
even though i kinda look like.
hahaa
i have bruises on my knees cuz got hit by....
my arms, for left it's a small spot but very pain.
right arm, it's a very big patch, but not so pain as the left side.
=.="'
weird..
bruise on my chest and head!
hehe
but there's hair. so nobody sees it.
=)

anyway, just dont mistaken me.
hehee
i'll never abuse myself.
=D

btw, teachers said August's trial exams postponed to september.. um.. 3rd??
i forgot. but definitely in september.
woohooo..
cuz i was so worry i cannot finish studying by august.
XD
but school will have exams for subjects like art, civic, moral in the november.
so swt la this school.
november is after PMR ad.
we ad fly la.
see la, wanna go for holiday also cannot ad.
cuz those results will affect which class we'll go next year.
adui..
why this school wanna do such stuff.
very obvious, they dont want us to skip school after PMR.
but nothing to do in school what.
unless they give us everyday band practice.
haha. then i will go.
XD

speaking about band, gonna see my juniors again tomorrow.
=D hehee
but tomorrow, i'll be.. um.. nervous!
why? not telling here.
xD
friday is band's........
looking forward to it.
hehe

* i'll update as soon as possible. *

Labels: Band, Blah blah blah.., Daily Life

yesterday my bro's friends were playing xbox.
from around 10pm to 4.30am.
they screamed and shout non stop.
i couldnt sleep.
so, i online lo.
haha
i chat with friends, read others' blogs, and etc etc.
i told someone one of my secret.
1st time tell someone my secret in the midnight.
haha.
actually, i shouldnt have said laa.
cuz wasnt very sure it was that friend or not.
cuz i was chatting with his friend. let him be "A".
then he ( "B" ) sms-ed me. both of them also told me they're in A's house.
after that, B used A's account to chat with me.
so, he's in his friend's house..
that means he's not the only one who know my secret ad lo.. right?
unless the others didnt see what we're chatting about.
or... maybe.. aiyai..
suak la. if really bongkar ad then bongkar ad lo.
my own mistake, didnt think properly before telling it out.
but the best is didnt bongkar la.
he sendiri know can ad lo.

hey, you must keep your promise yeah
dont tell anyone.
cuz, actually.. nobody knows yet.
you're the 1st.
so, shhhhh..
you tell it out, you die.
XD
but anyway, thanks for giving me the advises.
cuz made me know that i really have to go and think about it ad.
cannot continue to drag on and delay delay..
so we chatted and chatted til..
um.. what time you know??
4.30am !!
cuz when we start to chat is like around 3?
luckily my bro they all stopped playing xbox and get to bed ad.
but, even though the lights are off,
one of them kept playing the guitar.
lol
and they were still laughing even they ad said shhhh.
=.="'
so i off the computer, brush my teeth and get to bed.
the last time i see the time is 5:00
canggih ni saya..
i woke up at 8. house still so quiet.
sleep back, woke up at 10. still quiet.
sleep back, finally, 12 i got up.
actually, around 10 something they all ad went out for breakfast.
haha
so had lunch in gurney, bought some stuff.
i saw my english teacher in mph gurney today.
didnt dare to call her.
what if she do some "report" to my mum
then i mati.
so dont want call better.
heheee
then came home to do my english oral stuff.
my partner is laurine.
topic is conversation about teenage problem.
i chose something about adolescent drinking problem
teacher only allowed us to write down our points on a paper which is as big as our palm only.
but i cheat one. haha
i printed in a way that whole conversation also no need memorize.
canggih leh.
hahaa XD
hope we can get all As for our oral test tomorrow.
cuz my ex english teacher gave me 3 Bs 1 A for the previous test.
but i think now, this teacher will be very nice to us.
=)

good luck to ourselves.
=D

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life, Friends

today is my bro's birthday.
morning, my mum woke me up saying it's ur bro birthday, we're going to gurney.
okay, so i got up at 9.45am
i actually plan to sleep til 11.
hehe
so we went gurney.
followed my lil sisters to toy R us
my bro said he's going to meet his friends ad.
we suppose his friends are guys.
since he said they're all going to meet there and come to our house.

okay so he went.
when we were searching for a restaurant which is not so crowded,
we saw my bro.
with a GIRL!
~.~
went home.
then wei kiat sms-ed me.
i online, jes told me the same thing too.
it's about PFS concert.
then i start sms-ing all percussionists ad.
no one can go.
i wanted to go so much.
i asked them to beg their parents, all still NO.
so fine, i wanted to go alone.
but my dad definitely wont let.
so i end up didnt go.
end up going out to pick my bro and his friends at one stop.
went and have dinner.
wanted to go 32 mansion but fully booked.
so we went cititel's kirishima.
we canggih lo.
one car squeeze 11 people.
haha.
my bro and his friends, 6 of them.
all so tall. luckily my dad drove Alphard.
a 7 seater car, squeezed in 11 people.
not bad. canggih ni.
XD


that girl we saw in the restaurant with my bro in the afternoon...
she was that girl of the pic which my bro used to put as wallpaper.
o.O
it's only both of them
and my parents were still smiling. when we saw them
i was like, hey this is NOT FAIR!
he can go out with a girl and kinda like a date!?
okay, maybe not a date.
but my mum said before we are not allowed to go out with an opposite gender person alone.
but my bro did and my parents were still smiling.
i cant even go out with guys.
even though it's just meeting old school mates
or meet up guy friends only.
i meet them also cannot,
but my bro can go out with a girl, who we the whole family know..
he likes her.
=.="'

my parents are like that.
i told them before they are not being fair all the time.
but my mum said im wrong.
my bro wants laptop, he gets it.
xbox, got it too.
keep wanting to buy new games. 100++ for each, it's a yes.
new handphone, it's a yes.
always go out with friends, it's a yes too.
acoustic guitar, electric guitar, he have both.

me?? i wanna use house computer also cannot.
i dont play games. so save up the games money ad.
my handphone doink doink ad, get it to repair only.
go out with friends, about only once or twice a year with friends.
drum set, my dad keep putting it under consideration.
even drum sticks, drum pads, i have to buy it on my own.

see.. not fair right?
just because he's the only son in the house.
he gets what he wants.
both my sisters, they're little kids, so they get what they want too.
me?! stuck in the middle. got the least.
not fair leh..

anyway,
Happy Birthday, bro!
always be healthy and happy.
too bad u just start wearing ur braces few days ago.
haha. or else u will eat a lot today.
XD

Labels: Daily Life

sorry for didnt posting it up earlier.
cuz posting pics through blogger is mafan.
now i have photobucket
it is so much easier.
this are the scenery pics i took when i went japan few months ago.
around may, i think.
i dont wanna post up family pics and those having anyone in it.
these are all the scenery and stuff i captured.
am not good in photography.
hehe

Metropolitan Plaza


this is where we had our breakfast
took from inside the cafe



subway. going to disneyland, 8.02am


entrance of disneyland and disneysea.
look at the monorail or train they have there, mickey mouse logo. haha



ekspiari?! i just like the color. XD



heading into disneyland.


even the door for the shops is so nice.
25 anniversary. =)


tomorrowland. weee~~


it's goofy, right?!


look at the bus and monorail-train thingy.
mickey! XD
oh and the big empty space down there is the way to the entrance of tokyo disneyland.


tinkerbell.


he's from alice in the wonerland right??
i forgot..



it's the entrance.
crowded..


nice castle




the grass is soooo green.


geese?!


we spot red indians!














it's actually all fake.
haha


this is Ginza.
Gucci. Apple. Chanel... woooo~~
it was raining that night.
very cold cuz i didnt bring sweater.
so i was shivering when i took this pics.
so it's blur..





polar bears!
my 1st time seeing real polar bears.
but i pity them a lot.
they are very big size but the place for them to walk around is so small only.
and they dont have ice or snow there.







bear chewing log?!
pics are blur cuz the bear is behind the glass and the glass is quite dirty..







tokyo disney sea
spot the submarine?
wrong angel.



look at goofy!
while the others are performing on stage, goofy is running around entertaining the audiences which didnt get to go into the sitting area wo watch the show


thats the show



look at the ship..
huge!
my cam couldnt fit in the whole ship.


here's the other end of the ship


all the performers


singing



OVER THE WAVES
the theme for the show.

Labels: Pictures

i caught a cold.
~.~
having running nose and sore throat.
yesterday, it got really bad.
my voice changed a lot. haha
and the running nose kept making shed tears.
=.="'
that's why i hate having running nose.
need to have tissue with me all the time.
and kept having tears out from the eyes.
mum said eyes have some sorta connection with the nose.
(-.-)??

last night i cant stand it anymore cuz it was so so bad
i have no choice but to eat medicine.
it got better
hehe

in class, my friends kept thinking i was crying.
lol
but having headache, running nose, feeling sleepy and cold all at the one time while studying in class is so terrible.

yesterday and today, stayed back for....
my fingers and palm are sore.
inner soring ??
cuz outside looks okay, just more pinkish red than usual.
but when i press on it, it's pain.
~.~
and now, if i bend my fingers too long, when i wanna stretch it, it's quite difficult and it kinda hurts.
lol
maybe i should eat more food which contain protein??
to strengthen my muscles??
(-.-)??
but i eat a lot, everyday.
hehee


btw, i'm starting to freak out.
cuz my six sense, yes, six sense, or shouldnt i say six sense?
well, whatever, it is getting stronger.
o.O

last week when i was doing my stuff.
some weird thoughts pop on my mind..
saying "XXX* have family member die."
i ignore it and continue doind my thing.
then suddenly, "it's a male"
i was thinking, IMPOSSIBLE.
suddenly, "it's his dad!"
and i was freaking out. telling myself it's impossible
and thinking why did the heck i'll thought of someone's family member pass away?!

okay, so i forgot about it ad.
tuesday night, i dreamed XXX attending a funeral.
but i didnt wake up and continue to sleep.

yesterday, i received a news that XXX's dad did pass away few days ago.
i was totally freak out.
freaked out til dont dare to say my six sense thingy.

i'm so pity, y'know?!
lol. just kidding.
but sometimes i just wish i cant predict the future.
haha
but sometimes i want to, cuz doesnt want bad stuff to happen.
but usually, i cant predict stuff that i wanna know.
TOO BAD.

people says 'women's six sense is very strong'
but i'm not a women yet!
haha.
i'm just a teeneger.
lol.

so, what do u guys say?
having six sense is a good thing or no?
am i a weird person?

* name changed to protect his privacy.
hehe

btw, today is Marvin's birthday!
Happy Birthday! =)
like i wished u, may all your dreams come true and always be happy and healthy.
=)
next time only celebrate with u yeah.

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life

my relatives are in my house now.
there are some mat salleh too
my aunt, uncle and cousins from america? england? new zealand?
i have no idea where.
didint ask.

i'm stuck to the computer most of the time.
cuz whenever i go down,
they'll ask me questions.
so i prefer to stay upstairs.

my grandma called me down just now.
okay, so i went down.
like usual, hugs and kisses 1st.

then my aunty said, that day u went gurney with ur friends argh?
i was like charm ad.
OMG!
she said :" i saw u guys walking here and there. and rounded gurney. couldnt decide where to eat, is it?"
i was thinking, what?! u followed us?
but she said she was in the car, she waved to me and i didnt see her.
she said she was thinking "this gina ha. didnt see me."
[finally, there's someone say i'm gina ad. haha. cuz kena say i'm dai ka jie by sean. lol]

when we were looking for restaurants, huai sheng and sean were following us all the time.
who also can tell that we 4 girls and the 2 guys are one group walking together la.
my aunt's eyes were like, i saw something, but i'm just not going to say it out to u.

i was so scared.
but i think she told my mum ad.
whatever it is.
dont care.
just meet friends only ma.
no wrong.
okay, so maybe i was wrong that i didnt inform my mum there will be 2 guys.
but it's already over what.
aiyah.. we meet up and chi chat only la.
didnt do anything also.
so, dont care.
get scold only think of ways la.

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life

考试快到了..
剩大概一个月的时间吧
可以叫我去撞墙了啊..
我一点书都没读到..
第一次的月考成绩报告册都还在我手上。
都还没签，还没交回
幸亏老师没发现到
不然又要打电话去家里找父母了..
年中考试的成绩报告册也出了啊.
我还以为我会是班上最后一名
但是，万想不到的是，我竟然20名耶
哈哈
烂到这种程度的成绩还可以班上第20名，
是奇迹咯！
呵呵
但我还是不打算拿给我妈签先，因为我不及格三科
呵呵
______________________________________________

从现在开始，我不会拿热脸贴人家的冷屁股了！
人家对我冷淡，我就会对人家冷淡回。
到时别怪我爱理不理，爽就跟你讲话，爽就不理人..
你这样对我，我就会这样对你的了
每天事事随人，让人一点
以为让一步海阔天空，
我的妈呀！
海阔天空的人不是我
反而是我让给的那个人。

最近，我极度不爽某一个人
惨了惨了..
我不可以不爽他的勒..
迟早会惹出事来的吧？？
算了..

还有，请讲话算话。
我先说咯，我不能看穿人的脑的。
我不能看穿人的心的
我不知道你这一秒在想什么，下一秒又想什么。
这样很辛苦的勒
到时做又不对，不做有不对。
~~~~

我的最要好的朋友就一个
我最能相信的也一个
其他的，相信他，最后死的是自己
告诉他一件事罢了，过一下子罢了就死了
不知多少人已经知道了
我们的信任是这样用的吗？
每次说我们不相信你，什么都不与你分享
但是你有想过，我们相信你了，告诉你后，我们得到的是什么吗？？
这也使我越来越不想与你分享
因为你滥用我们彼此间的信任
可能你觉得很好玩，偶尔开玩笑，我可以算算掉，当做就让大家笑笑
但请别过分！
如果你连秘密都会一直说出来，我对你的信任自然而然会减少
到时别说我不与你分享！
我和你分享过很多东西，但你的反应是你不信任我们。
你 expect 我们一定要信任你，什么都告诉你。
但是你什么都不告诉我们。
开始时，我是多么的不爽
我想，你都不跟我分享了，我何必需要去跟你分享？！
但我说算了，就看你以后会怎样，
你不但还不信任我们，你还把我们的事说出去

相信你得到的结果永远是不好的
我很后悔我告诉过你这么多东西
但是现在后悔也来不及了
总之，以后我一定不会在轻易跟你说任何事了
_____________________________________________

最近，我发现到一个人很可爱勒
啊哈哈...
他笑时，那张嘴是那么的可爱，
他笑时又含有一点点腼腆的样子
可爱加上点腼腆，人又长得不错一下，
那张脸配那种笑，眼神又很...不会形容...
超可爱的
呵呵
很喜欢看他笑
看到他笑，自己自然而然也会跟着开心
只要他保持那种态度，不要刻意去办到自己好像很yeng 那样，
总之就是不要 la yeng 啦...
要酷可以，但是不要用做坏事来把自己搞得好像很酷这样，
那就不酷了。
哈哈
而且他的笑，怀疑他在家整天对着镜子练的咯
哈哈
但是又好像不可能
因为他的笑实在笑得很美，好像练了很久的了
但是又很自然喔。
哈哈
总而言之，你就看在我们是朋友的份上，每天保持那种笑吧。
因为我看到你笑，我就会开心。
开心时就不会想起那些整天让人家觉得烦的事..
什么都不用想，什么都不用担心。
真是谢天，让我认识到你，还给我发现到你这可爱的笑
哈哈哈哈


* 我的他不一定代表男的。
=p

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life, Friends

click on the pics and it will bring you to my photobucket
for a larger view.


Before the concert starts.

theresa (wei ping), laurine, gaik sean, me, shi ling and jia yi



All in our own places, practicing.




It's our turn!










After the performance

all start to cam-whore. XD



who is this??



what were we doing??



how about this?? trying out the 'melting point' pose??
thanks to shelyn. for always capturing NATURAL pictures
without telling us.
=D



here's the 'melting point' pose.
this 'melting point' = meooow-ting point
only percussionists gets what it means and why we have such pose.
it's from xiu ying, our ex ex ex SL.
XD



Percussion Section Leader & Assistant Leaders
Shi Ling, Laurine & Me







Senior Band's Percussion Seniors
Shiling, Me, Laurine, Gaik Sean. (Rou yi is missing)



Ah! look at Jia Yi.
haha. Karate??



Percussion's Assistant Leaders
=)


Me and Laurine.
Best buddies forever.
=)



cam-whore. self capture
hehe
we took a lot but i only keep those which are nice



me and my 2 bass juniors.
shelyn and yee ting



laurine, me, shelyn and yee ting



two formal and two casual
XD



Sorry for the blurring pictures.
cuz i brought wrong camera
=.="'
i wanted to bring my family's cam
but i brought mine instead
family's cam has 7 megapixel
which can zoom further.
mine is only 3.2 mega pixel
and shelyn (my camera-woman) was allowed to go the 3rd floor seats only.
so, she cant go to the front to capture our pics.
too sad. our performance pics are all so blur.

anyone have our performance pics??
leave me a message or tell me when u see me.
or straight away email to me lah
XD
thanks!

Labels: Performance, Pictures