weeeeeee..
PMR IS OVER
AND I'M ALL FREE!
xD

but i kinda wish pmr is not over.
=.=
have pmr better.
i would focus on my studies and wont think about other stuff so much.
i didnt care about anything.
nothing was on my mind and all i think about is pmr and hope to do well.
not even band too for the 1 whole week since last friday.
til today, went back.

i kinda miss the feeling of everyday "hug" the book.
"hug" the book til fall asleep but didnt read much also.
"hug" the book and watched tv.
i'm kinda like, mad?
haha.

when the invigilators was collecting our answer sheets today, everyone was so excited and eager to get out from the classroom.
he kept saying " 1 more minute, please wait."
when the other one said " anda boleh keluar sekarang"

most of them shouted. lol
i was just too happy til i have nothing to say.
when i saw laurine, i said what a relief.
lol
you can actually kill me.
haha
i dont know the geography paper but i was still so happy.
xD




okaaay..
then i dont know why but my mood swings like hell!
like sh*t!

i hated myself for being so childish
this is why i want pmr to go on too.
at least i dont think about other stuff
i dont have the time to simply think.
maybe it's just what i feel but actually not like this?
IDK
i'm kinda fed up of myself.





and, orang kini memang sangat canggih!!
all double-faced!
they are double faced people.
double personality too, perhaps?!
how can they?
it's not nice to do so.
how can you do that and still pretend to be nice to me?
how can you be so, um, evil?
how could you??

i was shock and surprised.
good thing i still have all my percussionists being so nice.
and willing to share it to me.
thanks for trusting and helping!
=)


if it's not you guys, i dont know what will i become.
i dont know what kinda of stuff i will do also.
i see many things on you guys.
and i realize, sometimes i'm just the same as you guys too.
good thing i realize.
then, i learn from the mistakes you all did.
if i didnt join band, i think i'd be a totally different person.
i'm glad i join band instead of 24 seasons drums.
i'm glad i have you all as my juniors and friends.
i think, God do bless me.

oh and you may not believe but i'm a Buddhist.
to be more accurate, Taoist.
i'm not a Christian.
=)


i'm glad but i'm fed up of myself.
=.="'






oh, and LIM JIA YI!
you dont simply everything also sad and depress liao la.
next time i really will beat you ad. =p
dont be so "geng" laa..
everything also keep in your own heart.
when i see it, i'm very sim tia one you know?
oh and, i sayang all my juniors one, okay?!
dont say i very sayang jia yi.
i sayang all my juniors eh.
just different people, different way of sayang.
but the "amount" of sayang is still the same.
=)
one day any junior have problem i'll also help one maaa.






CHEER UP, JIA YI!







cheer up, amanda, cheer up!

Labels: Band, Blah blah blah.., Daily Life, Exam Days, Friends, Percussion

omg. so fast 3 days have past and finished 5 subjects already.
my god. time really do fly so fast.
this 3 days felt like 1 day only.
=S

okay. so guess what?
i am sick!
and it started on the night before pmr!
issshh..
tissue is a must have with me during the exams.
cuz i have running nose too.
on the 1st and 2nd day i had tommy ache too and i have to depend on panadol to make the pain go away.
so when i got home i felt very tired so what i do is sleep!
=)
7.30 wake up for dinner and watch TV!
xp
9.30 read through the notes and 11pm, bed time.
=)

okaay. so guess what? again. hehe
maths was easy!
haha
science was quite easy too! =DDDD
it was the easiest paper i've ever done for science in my entire life.
hehe
english was like, "short"?
kinda feel like it's short of one section?
malay was quite okay too.
my tuition teacher spot the ALMOST correct title.
he said it might be about patriotic, or how to respect parents, or maybe budi bahasa...
maybe punca pencemaran, or maybe kesan, maybe BUDI BAHASA (again)....

and i was like hmm.. he kept repeating it. must be.
so i read his note and stuff about budi bahasa.
and when i saw the questions, it's faedah berbudi bahasa
and in my heart, i shouted
:" THANK GOD! OMG! THANK YOU! THANK YOU, MR ANG! "
haha.
=D

today's history was like.. ZzZzZz...
it was damn hot that time.
2pm++
and i just came out from my car.
my parents told me to have my lunch in the car cuz on the 2nd day, my lunch was biscuits only.
so, my mum decided to cook and bring it to me since i dont want to go home and rush back and since she have to wait for my sis to eat her lunch in the car and go kindergarten too.
so, in the car was so comfy.
=p
pillows and air conditioner.
classroom? hot and made me sweat quite a lot.
felt sticky and not nice.
and the invigilator's perfume......
my god. @_@

and i forgot and thought history have 40 questions only.
=.=
and since we have 1 hour and 15 minutes i decided to do it slowly.
and soon, i got very sleepy and my eyes going to close.
i was seeing stats instead of words.
so i closed my eyes for a while and luckily i didnt fell asleep.
haha
then i continue to do and suddenly it pop-ed to my mind that in contains 60 questions.
i quickly check and omg. so i started to do a little faster.
and they keep on asking iktibar, pengajaran and blah blah blah..
and the answers given for us to choose was like quite close..
so.. most of it I tiang.
=s

luckily after checking and stuff i still have around 15 minutes.
hehe
and i stare at the clock til it is 3.30
and the invigilators took our answer sheets and woohoo..
run out of the classroom.
it was damn hot.
everyone was saying " i tiang all erh.." " charm ad" "fail ad"
some even said " if i know earlier, i should have read instead of sit there and kap siao before going in erh.."
=.="'




so....

2 more days to go & 3 more subjects, 4 more papers and... wheeehoo!! xD

Labels: Daily Life, Exam Days

i'm too tired.
exhausted!
everyday study... study... eat.. do exercise... past years' questions... study... eat.. study.. 11pm sleep.
@_@
jadi piggy panda
now i have headache.
even opening my eyes bigger will cause the dont know head or brain feel very pain.
=.=

charm ad.
i over stressed myself.
I REGRET!!
i regret i didnt start studying earlier.
i regret i didnt take my bro as an example and listen to my mum & v-vean back in form 2.
i regret now only i realize there's so many things which i dont know.
i regret i didnt do what i told myself back in August.
i'm so scared i will get Cs or Ds.
i'm so scared i dont have even 4As.
i'm so scared my dad and mum feel be disappointed in me.

what i can do now is learn and study faster.
and wait for pmr to come and face it.

i'm still worrying about them.
shouldn't i have to temporary forget and focus on my studies?
but i guess they are really very important to me.

btw, i sit at the 1st row for pmr.
45 degree to the right of the pengawas
but kinda used to it cuz last year i always sit at the 1st row too.


WELCOME PMR & I'LL SAY BYE BYE TO YOU NEXT FRIDAY, 9.30am
AND HELLOOOO TV, MOVIES AND MY DRUMSTICKS AND DRUMPAD!!
=D


cant wait.

=)

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Exam Days, Studies

okay. now only i really go read through properly my PMR timetable while i've got it like weeks ago?!
hehe

so,

1st day, 13th October
BM Paper 1 & 2
language paper as the 1st paper is always the best.
finish at 12.
=)

2nd day, 14th October
English Paper 1 & 2, Science Paper 1 & 2
um.. english, no problem. but science... scared!
have to stay back til 4pm
sure very tiring.

3rd day. 15th October
Maths Paper 1 & 2 and History
Maths as long as the formulae sheet is given, no problem.
history!!! die!
finish at 3.30pm
=(
another tiring day

4th day, 16 October
Living Skills and Chinese Paper 2 & 1
finish at 3.15pm
=(
poeple say KH easy to score A but in my bro and I, no no.
yikes.
Chinese, um.. just go through the Ming Ju Jing Hua and Ju Zhi Cheng Fen can ad gua?

5th day, LAST DAY! 17 October
Geography
another die subject
but, last paper! haha. finish at 9.30am
so, after that free ad.
auditorium will be my 2nd home then.
hehe

so actually, 18 hours is needed for answering the papers only.
not even a day (24hours)
but feels like "torturing", needa suffer for dont know how many months.
@_@

Labels: Exam Days

COUNT DOWN

16 DAYS TO PMR!!
PMR is on 13th October to 17th October.

DEAD MEAT!!



many things happened during this few days.
really speechless.
=S



next wed, thurs and fri holiday.
cuz raya.
no sch, sad.
1st time no school, i am sad. haha
no no, 2nd or 3rd.
cuz no sch = no practice.
but now sad cuz at home cant study.
maybe i should ask my mum to lock the tv up.
^^

6th of October have to choose which stream we wanna study for form 4 ad.
terlalu cepat!!
i'm thinking of studying faculty of humanities after high school.
or maybe go to music university
but my piano grade......
ZzZzZzz....
i've stopped piano for more than half a year.
didnt take any theory exam also.
=(

so maybe after PMR continue?
or maybe go master other instrument.
and let the piano the way it is now.
xD
IDK havent decide.

so i dont know which stream to choose.
feels like going science stream but dont wanna study so many subjects.
not taking bio. =)
but if not taking bio, gonna be in last few classes of science stream forever.
errrrh...
mum says study science stream better cuz next time when entering college or university, wanna change stream also easier.
and she asks me to study account. to help my dad in his office.
um..... see 1st lah.
Living Skills account thingy in form 3 i ad DIE.
form 4 and 5??
x_x


so, any advice??
to all 过来人, any advice to give?
hehehe



anyway,
tomorrow morning going to sch.
go visit visit.
=)



p.s. my blog gone doink doink ad.
cant edit color, cant edit font size while posting entries.
the tools thingy just disappear from the toolbar.
~.~
anyone know how to get it back?

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life, Exam Days, Studies

today, the prefects spot checked my class.
some classmates brought handphones.
some brought cosmestics, magazine.
some brought stacks of novels which cost more than RM100 each.
o.O
and of course, one thing that almost everyone bring,
liquid paper
lol

and my bag have a marching band competition DVD that jes return me.
so ngam after she return me, the prefects came.
kinda unlucky.
hehe
but, kinda settled.
see what the prefects says thursday morning.
as tomorrow have no sch.
=D

okay, so pmr is really coming!!
we've got our timetable.
my gosh.
gotta stay back til around 2 to 4pm for a few days.
surely very tired

and my trial results.
it sucks
our papers are so hard.
even the top students said its hard and didnt get good marks.
but, i feel so sorry to a few people.
but i really cant remember everything i read.

LESS THAN 4 WEEKS TIL PMR!!
who's gonna help me?
no one.
only me, myself.
but, i really cant remember everything i read.
and i've made myself too tired this few weeks.
and and, made myself kinda spiritually empty
=S
which cause me to have a few bad and weird dreams.
dreams which kinda make no sense??!!
~.~

anyway, i'm going to be broke.
lol
i've ordered drum sticks from marvin.
and metronome too cuz the one we have really......

oh, and, the DVDs i ordered from voteband have arrived
last saturday
hehe
but not the 2008's yet.
i've watched all the discs.
haha.
i realize many many things.
learn things too.
=)

anyway, after this week, i'm gonna fully concentrate in my studies ad.
cuz i've been too relax.
but i dont think i will.
x_x
cuz i'll think of drumming
i'll think of my juniors, percussion

but i can dont online, i can dont watch tv series anymore.
but not news. i think
haha
but dont think about asking to stop using handphone.
hehe

i'm gonna read my history.
at least read a little better than dont read at all
my only hopes for A are english and maths.
it's been the same since form 1
=(

but i'm thinking of getting science A too.
but i sucks at paper 2.
chinese, should be B.
malay, depends.
hehe
living skills and geography??
IDK what to say.
can hope for B or C, i think?!

which means only 3As?
no way.
i must at least get 4 As to show someone i can!
i must at least get 5 or 6 As like my mum said so she wanna go and "bomb" "Bass Clef"
haha
i must get 8As to not disappoint someone.
i must get 8As to show my parents i can handle both studies and bands
okay, so maybe not 8 cuz kinda too high.
and chinese A? impossible.
so at least 7.

can i make it?
in one month?
no, 4 weeks.
can i??






IDK.




let's just wait til after pmr and the day they announce the result.




..........





=.="'

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life, Exam Days

I'm having trial exam til next tuesday.
x_x
will online after trial exam to update on what i did on 831 and what fun i had with my lovely juniors.
=D
many pictures will be uploaded too

and i havent study much.
gotta go study.
wish me luck??
hehee.

btw, PCGHS Band in on Star Metro's front page!
=D
such big pic.
this is the 1st time having such big picture of our band on newpaper since i'm form 1 til now.
=)

i've got 2 copies of it.
gonna give one to laurine.
=)

Labels: Band, Exam Days, Notice/Announcement

geram!!!!
stupid msn.
so haih...
tried so many times ad still cant.
doink doink..

afternoon, went gurney.
long time didnt go gurney ad.
hehee.
went and bought two long sleeves for myself.
socks and jackets for my sisters.
and japanese translation book.
my parents actually planed to go japan without a translation book.
=.="'
but i insisted of getting one. hehe
packed my luggage just now.
all long sleeves. lol
the weather will be around 14-20 degree Celsius.
should be colder than australia when i went last few years.

weather in malaysia's hot.
weather in japan's cold.
come back might get sick.
hope i dont lah..
or else cant attend band's training camp.
=(

today's exam..
malay paper 1 and art.
art.. so dead.
i lent my friend my ruler for a very long time.
i end up have to rush and simply colour my work.
damn ugly. like shit..
oops! sorry.. hehe
but its the worst art i ever draw to hand it in.
charm ad.
all subjects no hope.
even maths also no hope.
im not very good in art but i always draw (to me, i think) the nicest one during exam.
this time, also no hope ad.
my mum kinda scolded me.
she said why i was so stupid, lend my friend my ruler.
so haih again..

tomorrow last paper!!!
muahahahaha...
=D
malay paper 1.
then freedom and... Japan here i come!
woo hoo..
XD

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life, Exam Days

chinese and civic was quite okay.
for science, this is the 1st time our science paper tested everything i read!
hahaa..
but then, because of last minute studying,
i didnt remember much.
i've already memorize most of it when i learned it.
but then not exactly that clear after didnt study for so long.
so about 20 to 30 minutes before science paper,
i go through the chapters which i think will be tested but not the pregnancy chapter.
so when it comes to the questions about pregnancy, 40% was writting rubbish.
60% was based on what i remember and logic.
hehee
for the plants stuff, i labeled wrong place and wrong spelling.
TnT
xylem and phloem, upside down.
instead of.. um.. cambium, i think, forgot proper spelling,
i spelled cambrium.
haih.. marks flew away ad.
and there was this graph about girl's and boy's growth rate
we have to draw based on the infomation given.
drew it then have to answer questions.

Q1 was at which age the girl and boy have similiar growth rate?
okay. no problem. answered.
Q2(i) was something like what kind of growth rate did the boy and girl have at age 12-16?
based on the graph, i answered 'at age 12 to 14, the girl have higher growth rate than the boy. at age 15, the boy's growth rate slightly getting higher than the girl's. at age 16, the boy's growth rate is higher than the girl.

Q2(ii)was something like based on you observation of the graph, give a reason to support your answer on Q2(i).
guess what i answered??
'based on my observation, this is what is shown in the graph.
then i thought of the answer should be longer so i added,
and what i've learned.
=.="'
my mum said i should write 'what the teacher teaches in school.'
very swt.
this term is the 1st term that i keep on answering very swt-ening answers.
charm lo..
once the report card comes out, i'm gonna be so dead.

today's friday.
oops. the time for now is 00:07
so, saturday.
sunday will be free, monday public holiday.
hehe
tuesday exam again.
=(

Labels: Exam Days

today's school's mid term examination.
history for sch's exam.
and malay paper 1 and 2 for JPN examination.
our school is so weird.
i've heard that, in jit sin,
their JPN results will be recorded as their school's mid year examination results.
so they dont have to take double paper.
as in my sch, we have to take both JPN and school's paper.
it will be almost the same questions, why double then?!

for malay paper 1, it was okay lah, can pass.
for paper 2, i know how to answer all the question except for the novel part.
=.="'
simply scribble something which is from the novel but nothing to do with the question asked.
well, at least i still can get 2 to 5 marks for that.
at least i wrote stuff, but it will be counted as terpesong..

for history, it was all objective.
for the 1st time in high school, our history paper is all in objective structure!
woot! XD
last two years, every subject is being asked in paper 1 and 2
even though in PMR, most of the papers are only asked in paper 1.
only chinese, malay and english will be asked in paper 1 and 2 because of essays and novel/literature.
so happy.. no need to stress what to write in history, geography and living skills' paper 2 anymore.
=)

Labels: Daily Life, Exam Days