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Yesterday And Today
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
update update..

[29th of April]
afteer school, went to gurney with my mum and bro.
went MPH..
wanted to buy that drum learning set thingy
but was unsuccessful.
cuz of the stupid card.
=S
but i spent a lot of money.
x_x
RM6 on Seventeen magazine.
never miss it. so straight away picked up one and paid money.
then i knew when i got home, i have to finish up my artwork.
i finish artwork faster when i do it while watching tv.
so i went and bought a couple of DVDs.
since there are a few movie that i wanna watch.
i bought 27 dresses, 老师嫁老大 and cj7 for my sisters.
RM20 gone. T_T
should have say yes when my mum asked whether i wanna use her money to buy.
XD
came home, quickly bathe and start doing artwork.
stupid calligraphy thingy. i did til my hands and fingers were covered in ink.
did til 6pm. went out to fetch my sis back from sch with my mum.
came home, my uncle, who is my math tutor too was already waiting for me.
so i went for tuition til 9pm.
@_@
finish tuition, ate my dinner then faster continue my artwork.
my parents went out to fetch my bro and sis back from tuition.
they bought Hokkien Mee.
=.="'
my mum... so late some more ask me to share the noodle with her.
so oily. some more i just ate my dinner.
and it was already 10.30pm.
i should be sleeping by then but havent finish my calligraphy writing.

everybody went to sleep and i continue doing it.
so scary, all alone downstairs in the TV room.
so i left the tv on to accompany me. haha.
it was like 15 minutes to 30 minutes only.
but guess what?!
when i finish it (well, left two pages XD)
and get into my room.
the clocks shows 00.35 x_x
(yes clocks, i have 2 clocks in my room. no typing error. hehe)
quickly get into sleep til this morning.

[today]
woke up at 6 like usual.
after bathing, i have extra 10 minutes.
weird. cuz usually i have just enough time for me to do everything
and get to my neighbour's house.
so i decided to use that 10 minutes to have a little nap.
=p
1st time i get to have extra time before sch. lol
in school, keep rushing up to finish the artwork and projects.
saw jes. she told us bout the band interact stuff.
too bad i'll be in Japan then. cant go.
boo hoo. Australian band leh..
dont get to meet them..
=(

went workshop.
mine is beside the canteen.
my gawd lo..
the smoke from the Char Koay Teow store in the canteen..
every wednesday, we have to breathe in the bad smoke.
but today's was a kind of very weird smell, very very unhealthy.
i got headache.
til now, still headache.
why cant the school just get something to block the air up.
didnt concern of our health.
long term breathing it may cause us having bad lungs.
and we have to breath it til year end. x_x

btw
< * tomorrow dont have school!! *
woot!! public holiday.
hehee..
too bad i cant go out.
but no needa to study. =DDDD
well, have tuition lah actually.
but better than have both sch and tuition.
hehee..

btw, i'm using another handphone ad. lol
using sony ericsson k800i
my phone bill arrived at my dad's office yesterday afternoon.
he called home and asked whether i use hp to go online.
and i was like "erh.. no argh no argh"
sorry!! sorry i lied.
i said i accidently pressed once and my hp crazy de.
it go online itself.
well, my hp really is crazy. it always shut down and on again by itself and so on....
so i used it as excuse.
my dad believed me and canceled my line's GPRS system thingy.
and he brought my hp to go and repair today.
and i'm kinda banned from using computer.
so i wont be updating my blog so often anymore.
plus, exam is coming.
@_@

Good luck to all my friends in their upcoming exams!

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Targets To Hit On Drumming & Studies
Sunday, April 27, 2008
My Targets

for drumming :
1) finish up the 6 new scores i got.
play it at around 100bpm smoothly in two weeks time.
hehee..
its quite hard actually, with all the flam, diddle........
but im still gonna learn / practice it.

2) all rudiments must hit at least 120bpm.
(although some are already over 120bpm.. lol)
including all the newly learned rudiments / warming up exercise.

3) improve my 4 mallets gripping
very cacat.. hehee..

thats all for the mean time.. now next..

studies :

1) read up on form 1 and form 2's history, geography, science and living skills.
my gawd!!
its so many chapters u!!
i'm physco!
cuz why on earth i will have such intension?!
hmm.. maybe i do worry about my studies. lol

2) pay more attention in class
as i always think of other stuff. hehe

3) finish up all homework and projects in time.

guess thats all.. i have no idea why i suddenly plan a targets-list on studies for myself.
weird huh?!
usually, i plan targets on drumming but not studies.
weird weird weird me!
maybe i really do worry about my year end PMR.
dont wanna fail. i actually thought of acing all my PMR test.
but sometimes, i think its impossible.
but sometimes, i think why not?! sure can.
just apply the same effort i would on band and drumming on my studies.
definitely can ace my tests.
but after thinking all, end up saying..
cannot lah. i have no interest in studies. aiyai.. i give up!
and then some more tell myself: eh! cannot give up!
very mao2 dun4 leh..

wish myself good luck and gambatteh in hitting all the targets i set for myself.
=.="'
cuz nobody wish me?! lol
im so swt and starting to get crazy.
maybe its because i've been online for so many hours and still feeling bored.
lol..

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KLWMBC 2008 Roadshow at Queensbay Mall on 3rd and 4th of May
KLWMBC 2008 Roadshow at Queensbay Mall on 3rd and 4th of May

http://www.voteband.net/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=379&Itemid=2


its this sat and sunday.
from 9am to 10pm.
o.O
such long time.
i wonder whether i can go and stay there for so long.
13 hours.
hmm..
all friends/members from other school bands that i know...
y'all going??
let me know. maybe we can meet up there or go together.
hehee..
but im still not sure whether im going not.
cuz having some activities on.
hmm..

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Long Time Didnt Update.
long time didnt online lo..
hehe..

[ 24th of April ]
my relatives from Beijing came to Penang
had somre sorta reunion dinner with all the relatives that night.
well, i didnt have to go tuition.
haha.. =)

[ 25th of April ]
not a good day.
very very very bad day.
not nice to keep it in my memory.

[ 26th of April ]
went sch for practice.
came home for tuition and watched tv and went out for a while.
not so nice to remember the moments at home.
aiks..

[ 27th of April ]
today,
quite happy..
everything backs to normal.
do all the usual stuff.
=)
i went MPH just now.
i saw a drumming lessons book thingy
it come in a box.
i thought it might be like, a round RM100.
but when i saw the price,
its RM29.90 only.
i thought i didnt see a 1 in front of the 29.90
so i looked again.
and comfirm, its RM29.90.
well, we were rushing to get my sis to her tuition class at that time.
so i didnt get to see whats in the box and what do it teach.
so didnt buy it.
but im eyeing on it.
lol.
will go and check it out when i go gurney Plaza the next time.
hehee..

tomorrow have art class in sch again.
i havent finish my new sets of artwork.
x_x
so sick of doing artwork.
it is so sickening..
lol.

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Monday, April 21, 2008
KLWMBC
Kuala Lumpur World Marching Band Competition 2008

i wanna go and watch it. hehe..
but having school in those days.
aiks..
it's 30th July to 3rd August 2008
its a wednesday to sunday
hopefully i can go under school
so dont have to write letter to excuse my absence.
not sure whether TC allow not.
hmm..

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My Feelings, I guess...
always worrying
always feeling sad over it
why should i be sad over it
i have no idea why
maybe it's because it's a such long friendship
so many years
too many
too hard to break it
you never looked appreciate
never looked bother
then why should i bother
all those little worries
always bugging me
wanted to shut the mind from thinking about all this worries
to reduce the sadness
my heart should always beat normally without all those worries and pressure
my mind should always think of the happy thinks
not thinking all those worries
my eyes should always see the beautiful sights
the happy things happening around me
i should always be happy not live in misery
but this is life
life is life
life is very realistic
people always "enjoy life!"
i tried but i couldnt
my life is controlled
control by parents
control by friends without them realizing it
i tried to live my life everyday to the fullest
fulfill everyday with something special

i find better friends from the outside than from the inside
but still i appreciate both sides' friends
i thank them for being my friends in my heart
without them my life would be very boring
although some gave me problems
some made me sad
but still i take it all
handle it myself
thanks for being my friend
i'll appreciate anyone being my friend
but i do hope you all will give me less stuff to worry
less sadness but more happiness and joyfulness


To anyone who are my friends,
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS
Glad to meet y'all
Happy to be friends with y'all
*winks*
=)

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Pictures From The Workshop Are Re-Uploaded.
Friday, April 18, 2008

thats the first day. i wasnt there.
and that's sir kosin.
the thai drum instructor.








and this is the 2nd day.
i was there then with shiling. hehe.


the bass drummers from CHCHS and JSPO.




the percussionists from JSPO showing some cymbal style.

kosin showing something about the crab walk.
and thats the JSPO snare drummer by the side.



everybody's looking at his feet. lol.


everybody trying it out.


JSPO and PFS snare drummers showing some solo stuff.
but end up, became a "battle". lol.



the PFS drummer.

JSPO and JS-I

spot me and shiling?? haha.

i have no idea what he did cuz wasnt there at that moment.


the tenor drummer from JSPO.



JS-I


that guy is from PFS.
and we were just too shy to look at the cam.
hehee..


o.O thats wei kiat. haha.

sir kosin.


group pic. =)
PCGHS, UHS, CHCHS, JS-I, SGGS, JSPO and Kosin.

we took this while we were going back from our workshops.
on the bus.
not so nice, right?!

like i said, we got help from a CHCHS percussionist.
so, this look better. =)
anyway, thanks!

Joella, I-Sim, Mr Jem, Jes and TC.
Mr Jem is the thai CG instructor.
too bad i didnt go on the 2nd day so couldnt take pic with him.
=(

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Pictures Deleted
i deleted all the pictures that i posted up.
due to some problem.
i'll upload it soon again.
sorry for any inconvenience.
and, i've posted that tag thingy but i have no time to go and tag all my friends.
so, if u ever see urself in my tag list.
just go and do that tag thingy la.
i'm lazy to go and tag ppl..
hehee..
the wheather is very bad.
everyone, do take care of ur own health
and drink loadsa water.
=)

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I've Been Tagged By Shelvone!

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.


1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Answer: yeaah. haha

2. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Answer: hmm..

3. Do you think all girls like roses?
Answer: i dont think so.

4. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Answer: my dreams, my friends.

5. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Answer: depends. but for now, i'll use most of it to buy us new instruments. hahaa..

6. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Answer: it depends. if the chances are likely being fail, then probaly no.

7. You prefer blogspot or xanga?
Answer: i prefer blogspot although i have a account xanga account but i never post stuff there. just use it to view and comment on friends' blog.

8. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Answer: trust, honesty, and love me. =)

9. What annoy you the most?
Answer: that i have to worry so much ?!

10. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or kiss?
Answer: both?! haha.

11. Will you choose a girl who is good looking but not that smart or a girl who is not that good looking but quite smart?
Answer: erh.. should i change the girl word to boy?! anyway, if its possible, i'd want someone who is both good looking and smart too. hehe..

12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Answer: people i love. like family, friends.. =D

13. Will you join politics?
Answer: i dont kow about future but i guess no.

14. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Answer: i think no. cuz i doesnt shop and buy a lot.

15. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
Answer: my.. my.. not so and so tidyness?! lol.

16. What's on ur mind right now?
Answer: what if my dreams come true and hey, i wanna get that video from him. how come i dodnt thought of that?! yeah. i think both at the same time. lol

17. What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
Answer: people in China boil new born babies in hot water and eat it plus drinking the so called soup. euuuw.. very disgusting and bad hearted!! new born babies shouldnt be treat this way!!

18. What is the nicest moment that ever happened in ur life?
Answer: nicest moment?! hmm.. when my dreams come true. =) i have many dreams. most of it come true slowly. one by one. hehee..

19. How many kids would you like to have in the future with your other half?
Answer: it depends but at least a boy and a girl. =) hopefully, an even number.

20. Who had or will you email or text or msn to?
Answer: my darl =) and jefrey.

I tag :
1) Agnes
2) Jes
3) Joo
4) Lee Xiang
5) Shurong
6) Sun
7) Xiu Ying
8) Zheng

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18th Of April. Sick. =(
i didnt go to school today.
cuz sick.. =(
last night, i vomited during tuition.
luckily it was home tuition.
or else.......
after eating medicine,
straight away sleep til this morning.
went and see doctor..
reached home around 10.30am.
ate medicine and sleep again.
woke up at 12.30.
still not feeling well and sleep again.
hehee..
woke up at 2.30pm.
ate some food and fruits.
watched tv and online.
=)
i hate being sick.
have to suffer pain and dizziness.
@_@
plus, i missed today's practice.
aiks..
my planning have to delay one more week..
=(
and i dont get to play that..............
thought i can play it today but sick.
haiyo...
wish myself faster recover. lol..

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My Suspection Was Correct! =D
Thursday, April 17, 2008
hahahaaa..
my suspection was correct!!
HE DO LIKE HER!!
XD
i wont tell you who is HE and who is HER..
haha. he is a new friend of mine, S.
nice to chat with.
another friend of mine and his, W..
W told me that S liked her.
and i was like. yeah should be true
cuz he is soooo obvoius.
haha.
i asked S today in MSN.
and he didnt denied it but said yes.
muahahaa..
but i promised him not to tell anyone. not even the HER.
lol.
so.. okay lah S.. i wont tell anyone.
but before today, i told a friend of mine about it.
that one cant count yeah.
but she wont tell anyone de. so dont worry!
=)
i wont tell anyone about it anymore.
wish you good luck on chasing HER.
*winks*
lol. hahahaa..

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Penang World Music Festival 2008 and iPhone. =)
i want to go to the Penang World Music Festival
in Botanical Gardens which is on 2nd of May to 4th of May. the tickets are RM50 per adult.
who's gonna accompany me there?!
sure my parents wont go with me. but if i got with my friends,
my parents dont think that its safe.
so.. i dont know what to do.
see what my mum says when i tell her about it.
you can get more informations about it at..
http://www.penangworldmusicfestival.com/GeneralInfo.asp

oh, and i wanna change phone. hehee..
planning to buy iPhone.. XD
view it at...
http://www.apple.com/iphone/
click on the left side bar under Features to view more about it.
nice phone. but expensive.
x_x
but when i got my z610i, it cost RM2000++
for iPhone, i check the currency changes from US ad.
it only RM1,256. US $399
see~ it's cheaper and have more function and more memory spaces and and...
more lah..
but not sure my dad will agree or not.
hmm..
i wanna change cuz my old one,
its Sony Ericsson z61oi, became crazy ad.
from wallpaper page to menu, it'll stop and
and the screen will be black and few seconds later,
it'll go to the menu page.
weird huh?!
then since the 2nd week i got the phone,
sometimes, it doesnt show the word, instead it shows code and numbers.
e.g. Inbox it show F:109843
@_@
and whenever i play musics with the music player..
it always get stuck and the speaker sounded very bad.
the phone must be places at a place and dont shake it when playing musics,
or else it get even "jam-mier".
lol. i created that word. hehee.
originally from the word [jam]
XD
and there's one time my phone keep on calling people in my contact list by itself.
kinda spooky... o.O
but nah. dont care, still continue to use it.
but i really do wanna change phone.
hehee..
i wish, my dad will agree! hehee..

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Changed My Blog Skin =)
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
just changed my blog skin and fonts colours.
picked mostly on neon colours.
look very "refreshing", right?!
hahaa..
well, i think doesnt look so dull anymore.
=.="' very [perspire] lol..
cuz i'm so boring. hehee..
and tired of typing project and think how to type all those stuff in malay.
my malay is not that good. hehee..

36 more days and i'm going to Tokyo!!
weee~~
haha.

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给某一个人...我真的不知该如何是好...
我真的不能顶你了
你身为我们的 x x .. 却没有 x x 的样子!
你哪里可以这样?!为什么你就不能对自己有信心多一点??
以前,对自己没有信心的我都可以改变自己,为什么你不能呢?
你一定要相信你自己是能的!让人家知道你是 x x !!
我不想再让人家误以为我是 x x 了。连 B.I. 都会..
但我不是啊!你才是!!
你才是我们的 x x !!!
我希望你可以有主见一点。
该坚持自己的意见时,请坚持!
别因旁人的一两句话就随著他人的想法去做。
但,有时该听一听别人的意见时,你却很坚持这自己的意见。
你为什么是倒反的勒??
我知道你身为 x x 的压力很大。
人人都会对你有一定的期望,认为你有一定的能力。
但可惜的是,你却没有那一定的能力。
因此,你会担心人们知道,所以常不让人知道你是 x x
知道自己不是很好就去学啦。接触多一点类似的东西。
让自己更好。
还有,希望你不要草率,随随便便的。
不要一点点就说算了,不用了。
我们每次都对你有一些的期望。总觉得你能的。
可是,最后我们还是失望..

我很不喜欢被人家一直误以为我是 x x !
已经很久了。很多人只要一认识我们,都会以为我是 x x..
我还要去解释,说我不是之类的...
人家误以为我是...或谁谁谁叫我做这做那时,你又不高兴啦。
我真的不知道该怎样才好。
不知该听谁!!!
很烦!你以为我想的咩?!你以为我喜欢被人家不爽咩?!
我不喜欢的,okay?!
别一直不爽我。去想想你自己该做些什么才对。
老实说啦, 从去年到现在,一直都是我们在帮你顶着...
你可以勇敢地去试吗?勇敢的去踩出第一步。
我们都看见你有试过的时候,但你只踩出那半步罢了,又收回了。
你哪里可以酱呢?!睬了,就踩完它!!!

还有, 我也希望你可以比较有 planning 一点...
没有 planning 是很辛苦的。

我希望人家可以一看到你就知道你是 x x !
希望你可以改一改。不要一直这样。
我不能想像如果你以后真的是.......时,
那时不知道会变成什么东西去...
真的不敢去想像.....
我很担心,非常非常非常担心....

或许你一夜之间无法改变到完,或许你能。
这,我不知道。
但我知道的是,你可以改的!
我一直都不敢跟你提起这些,因为我顾虑到你的面子。
也因为你是 x x... 我只是 x x.. 我比你小,所以不大敢跟你说..
但,如果一天真的不能了,我必须告诉你时,我觉得我是会直接去跟你说的。
为了 x x, 为了我们 x x 的名誉,我觉得... 真的不行,我看不下去时,我是会的。

因为我不想 x x 跌到很糟时才来补救。
我说了这些,可能你会更加不爽我。那也没办法了。
现在,我觉得,宁愿你不爽,也不要让 x x 跌下去。
我在这里说的,如果哪里让你觉得我很过分的地方,
那非常抱歉!very sorry!!
我只希望你肯改。我只希望你可以做一个更好的 x x !!!

** 以上是对某一个人说的。希望他可以看到,然后去改改自己。
由于我不敢当面跟他说,但有些又是不能透露的...
所以我只好用 x x 来代替。

看不懂的人,和不清楚我在讲谁,又担心可能会是你的人,就来找我。
可以来问问我。
如果你们来问我是谁....是你的话,我会说是。不是你的话,我就说不是。

如果不是你们,你们又想知道是谁,能跟你说的,我就会说。
如果不能跟你说的,那对不起,我是不会透露的。
毕竟,这事不方便让每个人知道。
谢谢大家的合作。谢啦!

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3 days. hehe
Monday, April 14, 2008
[ 12th of April ]
Planned to go for CG refreshes but TC canceled it last minute.
Cuz me and jes forgot to bring our parents’ agreement letter.
@_@ I was soooo blur.
Very sorry to I-Sim and Joella.
Cuz we didn’t bring our letter so everyone didn’t get to go.
Paiseh nia. Verry sorry yeah!
So, end up stay in school.
Finally, I got the way of spinning the helicopter spin or so called doraemon-copter.
Hehee..
Slept very early that night cuz on Friday night, I slept at 2.30am
x_x

[ 13th of April ]
Woke up at 9.30am from a dream.
It was a nice dream.
Well, it supposed to be a nice dream but to me, it so gross!!
How can I dream such thing?! Yikes!
Continue to sleep til 10.30am,
When my sis came and wake me up.
didn’t want to wake up but how I can resist that cute little sister calling me out of bed.
Hehee..
So I got and and bathe, get dressed and got out for breakfast at Dome with my family.
My dad gone “crazy” again. Go round the whole Penang island again.
He just did that months ago.
Felt so dizzy in the car when turning here and there, going up and down the hill.
@_@
he brought us to Balik Pulau to eat laksa.
Then up to tropical fruit farm. Coconut, durian…..
Then from this side of the island to the other side of the island, Batu Ferringhi.
Wanted to go to The Bungalow (The Lone Pine) for high-tea.
But our so called lunch. XD
But was closed so end up go to the beach, ate fruits.
Then went to the bakery outside of my house to buy breads and went home.
Read magazine, do some band stuff, read magazine and dinner time.
Ham and bread with loadsa vegetables for dinner. =)
Watched Waterhorse in the TV room.
What a nice movie. Oh, and nice soundtrack too.
Hehe.. I’m going to download it ASAP.
It’s by James Newton Howard again. Lol
Used handphone to online, saw kosin online.
Wanted to ask him stuff but mobile msn-ing very expensive.
So didn’t ask.
Then fell asleep around 10++pm.
With my phone on-ing the internet service throughout the whole night.
Damn. Cost a lot of money. x_x
And, I forgot to set my phone’s alarm.
x_x

[ 14th of April ]
Almost late for school. Hehee..
Luckily rushed in time.
So much homework to do.
Especially art work. Due this Friday.
I’m bad at art work leh..
Who’s gonna help me?!
I guess nobody will help, right?!
So have to do on my own.
I cant tolerate my math teacher anymore!
How did he become a teacher?!
Copy all the questions from the workbook on the board on copy down all the answers.
That how he teach,. Can u believe it?!
The whole class was so noisy.
Everyone’s chatting, walking around, shouting, played with water….
It was like a market but I was sitting at my seat at a corner alone.
Trying to listen to what he’s teaching but hear nothing except classmates’ voices.
Pek cek..
End up gave up, don’t wanna listen anymore. Do my own stuff.
Stayed back to do some stuff.
Went home at 4pm.
Now having headache.
=S
shouldn’t have stayed back. Should come home and rest
and start doing homework and projects.
Faint lo… so many homework.
Stacked up such big pile.
x_x
At night have tuition.. And the headache wont go away.
Very tiring and uncomfortable...
T_T

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11th of April
Friday, April 11, 2008
今天上课还蛮闷的。
幸好最后两节课老师没真真教书,
去了 pusat sumber..
可是因为电脑有问题,所以大多数都是在讲话和浪费时间。
还好跟乐灵有东西聊,给明天做了点策划。
呵呵...
明天好多东西要做耶。很忙...
我的手又要.... >.< 该时候给自己点鼓励了吧.. hehe.. 加油!痛也要挨下去。 =D 早上我又将会不在咯,不知他们两忙得来吗?!
希望能啦...最好是能! hehee..
大家加油咯!

btw, today is.... Wei Yee's birthday.
Happy Birthday Wei Yee!
=)
Always be happy.
God bless you. *winks*
=D

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Tokyo, Here I Come!! =)
Thursday, April 10, 2008
nowadays, have to catch up all the homework i've missed during the past few weeks.
i hate doing homework.
especially rushing the whole book to hand in for checking.
x_x
time past so fast..
feel like 5th and 6th of april was just 2 or 3 days ago.
but, it's so many days ad.
today's already 10th of april.
exams are coming soon.
T_T
yesterday after school,
my mum told me that my dad wanna bring my family to Tokyo, Japan
for the mid year holiday.
=D
yay! finally i can go for holidays again.
hehee..
but will be missing practices.
=(
my dad says we'll be leaving on 22nd of may,
it's a thursday night.
i'll miss class on friday.
will be back on 28th of may night.
dad says we'll be living in Disney Ambassador Hotel for the last two nights.
this trip, i must at least get a ride of roller coaster.
if possible, i wanna sit on all the rides except those which is too childish one.
hehee..
am so looking forward to it.
but i dont think i can get to online there.
=(
there's so many gadgets in tokyo.
i plan to buy a handphone there but mum says
there's no use of buying a hp from tokyo cuz it wont works here in malaysia.
so, im planning to buy something which is useful and i can use it here.
=)
maybe a laptop, or a camera.
hehee..
Tokyo.. Tokyo Disneyland.. Japan..
here i come!!
XD
tomorrow's friday.. have to study again..
=.="'
saturday.. training.
=)

btw, lesson learnt today is...
it's not worth to be sad over a small matter.
but friendship this kinda thing..
it's not a small matter anymore to me.
especially friends which i already know for months
and grew up together for yearssssss!!
i hate being betray by friends.
i hate being betray by people, anyone.
yes, anyone.
i dont like people who are good with me just for information.
i dont like it when i'm being use.
friends, please take note and and try not to do those to me.
thanks!
thank you very much.. for.. erh.. erh.. cooperating?!
lol..
=)

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5th and 6th of April Great Memories
Monday, April 7, 2008
[ 5th of April 08 ]

I woke up at 5am. @_@
I was too nervous. Lol
was going to colorguard workshop at BM High School.
=)
saw the time and went back to sleep.
My phone alarm rang at 5.50am. Got up from bed, went and bath,
Had breakfast and went out.
My mum dropped me at TC's house at 7am.
Went and picked up jes and off we go to Green Lane’s McDonald.
met up with I-Sim and Joella there.
Bought McD for breakfast but didn’t eat it.
Delayed it til lunch time only had our breakfast + lunch together.
I thought fun time was going to begin when it’s 9am.
But… x_x
met Mr Jem, a thai.
he looks very young, like high school pupil.
but actually, he's already a university student.
0.O
The warming up exercises are so hard. We all have stiff bone.
Hehee..
We have to split, bend downwards, backwards.. etc..
Like doing yoga.
and guess what?! i saw someone's butt.
=S @_@ =.="' yikes...
anyway, All that exercises cause my backbone to feel pain again.
Have no choice but to continue doing it.
First, basics are quite easy, have to memorize a few steps only.
After break time, everything’s getting harder.
Adding more stuff to the basics.
I hurt my own hand and knocked my own head.
@_@
I even knocked my left inner thumb when I tried to catch it.
Too much veins burst, I guess.
Cuz I felt blood bursting out in my thumb for a while and that kinda pain is not nice to feel.
End up have blue black.
Pity jes, her hand is already injured. Some more hit on it…
So pain leh
At the end, four of us felt pain on our hands.
I even have blisters.
Its pain but fun. Hehee.. Fun !!
I learnt new stuff. =)
We went back by bus.
We all tried to sleep with the mind thinking nothing but eyes are open.
Haha.
People might think we’re crazy but we’re training ourselves.
Heheee.
Sms-ed with wei kiat all the way home.
It was like a few questions and a few answers only.
But end up 34 messages.
I’m so dead.. Sure cost me a lot of money.
Plus, I use my hp to online nowadays.
When the bill comes… x_x
After finish sms-ing with him, jot down a few notes and sleep.
Muscles aches, what a tiring day.
Words I learnt on that day are…
Seduu.. Mong.. Its thai.
And we have this new word for sweat.
Lol.
[ Perspire ] …
haha..

[ 6th of April 08 ]
This time, I woke up at 5.50am
Hehee..
Get prepard and went out.
Going out with a very happy mood.
Hehee..
same like 5th of april..
Met everyone else at McDonald again.
This time, I got down at the 2nd stop with shiling.
Hehe..
cuz i was going to percussion workshop this time at Jit Sin Independent.
not going to colorguard.
Jes, I-Sim and Joella went to CG workshop to learn rifle.
hehee..
I was quite nervous, actually.
But I kept telling myself to calm down.
Started to drumming.
Fun at first, but it started to get quite boring after a couple of hours.
Plus, it’s so cold in there.
During break time, tc called me.
To tell me she’s nearby.. We went to eat, and saw her.
@_@
Sat with wei kiat and tee yeau.
Wei kiat is fatter than the last time I saw him.
XD
Me n jes so.. Um.. [cant recall that word..]
Erh.. Whatever it is, 默契 is the word that I wanna say.
When we finish saying it,
jes also sms-ed me n tell me that wei kiat tambah gemuk.
Hehehee…
After break time, when going back, shiling walked so fast away with wei kiat.
O.o
I wonder whether its..….. @_@
XD
after that, time passed like so slow.
So boring leh…
See the others solo a couple of stuff then everybody chit chat.
then went back at 5pm++
before that, we took some group pics with the thai instructor.
=)
took pic with jes they all on the bus.
hehee..
we took soooo many that none of it is a nice one.
haha..
end up got help from a CHCHS guy to help us.
thanks to that guy. i forgot his name at the end.
hehee.. paiseh..

those people behind us very sweat leh..
crap non stop.
me and jes so have .. um.. 默契...
hehee..
we turned and looked at each other at the same time and
said 'perspire' at the same time too.
XD
went home. wanted to check emails on my phone
but too exhausted.
fell asleep straight away.
hehee..

btw, there’s this one guy there..
Very realistic lo..
超现实的咯...
本来对他的印象就不是很好了的..
昨天那事过后,对他的印象更不好了...
他竟然是这种人耶 !!!
很..很...很..很...很..很...很 cheap 咯!!
这是我第一次骂人 cheap 勒!
我竟然骂人 cheap 耶…
以前我都叫朋友不要骂别人 cheap 的
但现在我明白那种当你遇到这种情况和人时,
那 cheap 字自然而然会从嘴里讲出来了。
她也真是的,做么去贿赂他勒?!
让我看到酱的事,又害我骂人 cheap 啦...
还好在另外一边,我的朋友听到他说的某句话
算,以后你要找我,乱我,那我也选择用你对我的态度来对待你。
根本没必要对你酱好。
其他人都常酸你,
我不是很会酸人,也不爱酸人,
所以,我们这几个当中,我是最不酸你的人。
你却酱对我。
你要知道东西的时候就很好啦,
不要知道的时候就嫌人家乱啦。
那你要知道的时候,我也是会觉得你很乱的,okay?!
不要以为你比我大就好料!
不要以为我是我们当中最小的就好欺负!
我没酱笨。
当然,我在你面前是刻意给你看到我笨,我差,我幼稚的那一面。
那你就会认为我很烂,没有实力,好欺负,用我提供你资料。
那你就以为我确实是酱笨吗?!
哈。这样是你笨,不是我笨!
你会演,我也会演啊。
可能你们会觉得我这人很假,
但遇到酱的人,我没办法,只好假给他看。
我都看情况和人的,该假时,我就必须假。
特别是不对的人来跟我讲到秘密的东西,那我就必须骗。
但,老实说,友谊,感情,这些东西,我很难去假。
因为我不喜欢别人假假地对待我。
所以我也不假假地对待人..
我最多只能假那几分钟,过后你们就会看到真的我了。

哎哟.. 一个好好的朋友,竟然是这种人!!
幸好我的朋友告诉我他说的那句话。
我不一定会像你对我的那样来对待你回,
因为我不爱报仇。
但,我以后会更小心你这人了!
if u know i'm talking about you,
you better re-think it yourself.
i'm sure you dont want me to treat you with the way you treat me right?!
better change it.
or else everybody will continue to hate you.

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Sports Day
Friday, April 4, 2008
today sports day
good job everybody!
hehee..
percussionists, u guys improved a lot.
keep on improving!
=)
sooooooo happy.
=D
after performance, we went and ate,
have fun and took a lot of pictures with percussionist.
hahaaa..
so much fun during taking pictures.
then, we started to play game with the woodwinds and brass juniors.
silent killer.
lol.
punishment was to say 'i love you' to a senior.
XD
good thing i didnt lose at all.
hehe..
and they told me this very shocking and weird rumour.
@_@
i was like, what lah?! no way lah..
i've seen her so crazy about guys before.
w.ping and shelyn,
no way lah.. believe me, no way that's true.
she's not that kinda person.
it's just what u all guessed from what y'all see.
dont simply guess anymore, okay?!

anyway, i'll upload the pictures ASAP.
it's all in my pc ad but im too lazy to upload it on to blogspot.
XD

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bad week, good week?!
Thursday, April 3, 2008
this week is a bad week or should i say,
good week??
idk!
there were good stuff and bad stuffs.
okay, so monday..

[31st March 08]
i stayed back to help making stuff.
fold wires.
my fingers were so pain and it was quite hard to do.
then there were fur flying to where me and laurine sat.
made our face so itchy.
at least it wasnt a boring afternoon.
=)
they were telling us the school compounds spooky history / stories.
and joked a lot.
never see yi lin so siao before.
haha.
we laughed so much.
hehee..
i went back at 4.30 on that day.
but before i went back, went to the ladies.
there a few form 2s pupils came in.
i was standing at the 2nd wash basin and
they were standing on my both sides.
i was there for so long
and this girls were like, blind?!?!!
started to play the water.
the girl on my left wanted to splash the girl on my right.
hello?! i was standing between u guys, okay?!
you wanted to splash her, but its equal to splashing me too!!
you splashed me instead of splashing her!
you didnt say sorry also.
because you are someone i know.
because you are in the band.
that's why i didnt scold you!
normally, i'd straight away talk the person who do such things.
please lah.. dont do that again.
if u want, please do look at who are around you only start splashing, okay?!

[ 1st April 08]
there were school assembly in the morning.
during assembly, damn boring.
crap stuffs and rules again.
after assembly, they started to check our hair and nails.
i got dimerit 4 marks again.
sh*t!
then went to music room to work on stuffs again.
i didnt know we dont have to study
but to help out in the music room on that day.
i brought all my textbooks, y'know?!
guessed me and laurine was laughing so much on monday that we didnt hear what yi lin said.
XD
then i planned to stayed back til 4pm.
but end up til 6pm.
i was too hungry til i didnt have the appetite to eat.
when i got home, i went and ate a couple of pastries.
it made my stomach felt worst.
more pain.
that night, i have no idea why my parents
suddenly wanna go to the night market
a.k.a pasar malam.
i got myself a bubble milk tea.
i wanted to eat all the yummy food my parents bought
but i wasnt feeling so well
i end up got home,
finish up my school work til 11pm and get to bed without dinner.
so on that day, i only ate a plate of rice at 11.30am,
a couple of pastries, a cup of bubble milk tea.
@_@

[2nd April 08]
i woke up as usual, but vomited.
too much acid in my stomach.
x_x
i drank a cup of nestum then off to school.
studied til 12pm.
go to music room again.
so happy that i dont have to attend my living skills class cuz i dont like my teacher.
hehee..
everybody said wanna stay back but end up, no one staying back.
except 2 form 4s, jes and me.
at the end, only me n jes.
jes went n practice her mace and i was sewing stuff alone.
i thought back of the ghost stuff they said about our school,
and i find it quite spooky at that moment.
x_x
chatted with jes after she came up.
then came emma.
hehee..
went back at 4pm.
=D
but guessed what, i ate a plate of rice only again on that day.
was too hungry on tuesday and it made my stomach felt bad that
i didnt have the appetite to eat.

[3rd April 08 = today]
the discipline teacher cut my hair!
yikes.
good thing she didnt cut a hole or too short for me.
=)
practiced, then went for english oral.
as i already delayed the oral for weeks.
i got 3 B and 1 A.
that idiotic teacher!
i was speaking very smoothly then she started to scold a classmate of mine.
then i have no choice but to stop what.
then i didnt know when she was finish scolding so i went
um.. erh..
i wanted to asked her can i continue now.
but she took it as i have difficulty on speaking english!
stupid! doink lah you!!
some more dimerit my marks.
what kinda teacher are you, huh?!
geram!!
then continue practice,
at least the practice did cheer me up!
=)
went back to class for 3-5 minutes and i walked out from class.
cant stand the atmosphere in my class.
wanted to go to auditorium to find HY.
but she wasnt there yet.
chatted with shelyn and theresa about planning to go to queensbay.
then went and find shiling too.
we planned til like we definitely can go,
but honestly, we dont even know whether our parents let or not.
XD
i thought i wanna ask my parents to let me go queensbay tonight,
but received a call, saying there's a course.
i cant go both leh..
maybe not even one.
boo hoo.
gotta wait and see what my parents says tonight.
T_T

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=( i want both !!
tomorrow sports day!!!
extremely nervous..
but today,
everybody improved !
=D
keep on improving!
keep on rocking!
lol.
tomorrow after sports day,
i wanna go queensbay with all my friends.
but, now i have another thing to attend on sat n sunday.
both days.
i wanna go queensbay with friends and the workshop on sat n sun.
but sure my parents wont allow me to do that
and....
they'll scold me for sure.
they were always complaining i dont have time to study.
this year is my PMR year.
x_x
how? what should i do?
yikes.
i want both!!!
how??
why everytime whenever there's course/programs,
it all come together continuously??
every year, its the same.
hate it!
why cant they just seperate it and make it one or two weeks difference?!
how can i go to all the programs continuously?!
so headache now.
i wanna go queensbay, but i wanna learn new stuff too.
@_@

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