yay! so exam's over.
muahaha.
but i bet i wont muahahaa when i get my results.
lol.

and woot!
it's holiday! free from school books.
=D

hmm. i dont have much to say.
needa replenish sleep.
=S

though i have slept 4 hours after tuition, hours ago.
but i'm still sleepy =.="'
i forced myself to keep my eyes open since morning til after tuition.

yeah, so, i was just lucky i didnt have to get toothpicks.
hahaa.

okay. back to reading.
i'm currently reading on jodi picoult's.
;)

Labels: Daily Life

St Joseph Miri Part 1



St Jo Miri Part 2



Chung Hua Miri



St Joseph Kuching Part 1



St Jo Kuching



Riam Road Practice



RRSSB Rehearsal

Labels: Band, Videos

oh! so the result is out!

1st: St. Joseph, Kuching
2nd: Chung Hwa, Miri
3rd: St. Joseph, Miri
Best Percussion: St. Joseph, Miri
Best Color Guard: St. Joseph , Kuching
Best Drum Major: Riam Road Middle School, Miri
Best Preparation:Chung Hwa, Miri

hmm.. st jo kuching, sorta thought so.
lol.

cant wait to watch the videos on youtube. =D

Labels: Band

woot! finally one week of exam is over.
4 more days to go. =S

wish me luck! hehe.
totally relying on luck for this term's exam.
=p

bio and history papers on monday.
i'm giving up bio, flunk it.
history history history, i gotta remember your story now.
@_@

i want a new handphone!
=p

cuz the phone i'm using actually wasnt mine.
i was using that z610i before i started to have two sim cards.
i took the extra phone in dad's drawer.
it was new and nobody used it.
haha.

and so it became mine,
i shouldnt have took it, cuz after i took it,
i dont get to get a new phone to change that z610i.
=.="'

and now that z610i is too troublesome to use, cuz it's a flip phone.
since i'm used to this k810i ad.
but now, after the k810i "survived" from "swimming" in the puddle few weeks back,
and even "survived" from dropping hardly and "bounced" a couple of feet away, many times.
=.="'
now, it's started to showing all the "sick symptoms"..
gaaah.

i want a new phone.
please?
maybe, i should say, daddy, please?
haha.

well, at least for my birthday pressie lah.
since i dont get pressie on birthday for years ad.
hehe.
or maybe anyone out there? *dreaming...*
lol.
get me a new phone. i want wifi! =p
i want touchscreen. =pp

oh gosh, i'm greedy?!
hahaa. xD


i want a neeeew phoooooneee laaaaah.

*off i go to study.*
<3
**sorta cuckoo ad. =.=**

Labels: Blah blah blah..

okay friends.
so i have finally sign up at facebook
after so many friends asking me to sign up and add them.
so today i did that.
and, seriously, it's quite confusing. =.="'
dont really like using it, though.

and what buy friends as pets? =.="'
so omg.
lol. and that quiz sorta thingy..
sooooo freaking many.
lol.

so yeah, friends, you guys made me to sign up,
you better tell me what this all sorta functions are in this faceboook,
and you better make me like it,
if not, i think i'll just leave it there til it becomes dead. =.=
haha.
or i'll just delete it or whatsoever.
cuz i am so freaking lazy to figure all those things out.
haha
*oh yes. im freaking lazy nowadays. mwahaha. xD*

Labels: Blah blah blah..

didnt go to school yesterday and today.
woohoo!
cuz there's only 10+ people in my class
and none of the teachers wanna teach anymore.

yet i havent start studying yet.
ish. =.=
yesterday was sorta too busy.
today, i didnt have the mood to study.
online a lot a lot. haha.
youtube, searching piano scores, download this and that. hehe.

dang. i definitely will not have good results in my mid year exam.
which is starting... next week!
lol.
nvm. i still have the 3rd and the 4th exam to go. haha.

anyway, nowdays kept meeting weird guys in tuitions.
went to tuition last night.
freaking cramp =.="'
have too many students than the seats provided.
so we always squash together.
but yesterday i was too unlucky so i was sitting by a table corner.
which is still quite fine.
not until when a guy came and squeeze that lil corner with me too.
=.="'
i was like what? i'm ad sitting by this table corner. yet you come and squeeze with me?!
i just ignore him, though i still share with him lah.
=.="'

another one was at another tuition,
that guy sat behind me kept kick my chair. =.=
i dont really like it when people put his or her feet on my chair.
even worst when people start kicking my chair.
once or twice is okay but those nudging non stop..
really testing my patience.

i ignored it and bared it.
even after teacher told him not to, (though i have no idea how he saw it)
he still kept kicking.
he was lucky i didnt turn and see who is he or even told him to stop.
if not.. hehee.

and a few more cases... ish.
as i know, guys nowadays "memang canggih" as in really weird!
LOL
agree?
*surely guys will disagree*
haha.

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Daily Life

dont make me go mad.
please dont.

please and thank you.

i'm trying my very best.
just dont make me go mad.

i'm afraid of that feeling.
i fear that kinda feeling.


i'm no longer myself.
it took me weeks to realize it.
i couldnt stick to my own principle for long enough anymore.
without me realizing it.


i did not have the courage to speak it out.
even to my bestest friend.

took my friends to realize it a week after i realize it myself.
took another couple of days for my friends to speak it up to me.

i tried to stay strong in front of everyone.

but one day, i cant hold it anymore.

i was feeling a lot better when laurine said
"no worries. you are able. dont stress yourself so much. tell me if you have any problem."


tears weren't able to be avoided.
it ran like the water tap.
unable to control it.
it kinda freaked out my classmates, i think.

sorry girls. ;)

and i felt very very very relief and a whole lot better after it.


still, i'm trying my very best to change back.
it's difficult.


it's difficult.
freaking difficult.
but i will try my very best to work everything out.


with the support of all my friends.
even though there were things which i hope i didnt hear it.
with all the advices.


and especially to laurine,
thank you so much!


thank you for all the things you told me when i felt so lost, so bad, so regretful.
thank you for leaving me alone when i wanted the time to myself only.

you know i'm always there for you too, like you always did.
=)

Labels: Blah blah blah.., Feelings/Comment, Friends