我的愿望好大，我的愿望感觉上好遥远。

希望并不是很大，却还是有的。
认为是有机会，有可能的，可我力量不够。

我会的不够多，却仍然相信着是有机会的。
虽然力量知识不足，但希望凭着这颗真诚的心，尽我所能，能够成功。

你们，祝福我吗？

你们，愿意做好吗？

我们，加油好吗？
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Dad changed his plan, we're going to Taiping Zoo for the night safari thingy, tomorrow.
I was like -___-

I am craving for dried mangoes, dried mangoes! Dried mangoes.
It has been days. >.<

Labels: Daily Life, Thoughts

"It's confirmed, it's confirmed..."
This sentence has like pop into my mind for the hundredth time.
Though things have been confirmed way before exams,
but it's like I just woke up after getting "a big tight slap" after exams today.

I need ideas, like freaking loadsa ideas.
I'm happy, I feel the responsibilities, I feel pressured, I'm worry, I cant wait for the day, I'm nervous, I'm excited.
Contradict much, ay?

It's all a mix but yeah, I've gotta race with the time, ideas, brain, knowledges, techniques, thinking and so much more.
I hope I could cope all this. I really do hope I can achieve it this time.
I'm not gonna talk more about it, it makes me feel nervous and the anxiety just wouldnt go.

Blessings from anyone are much appreciated. =)
And laptop I beg you no to die during the most critical time like how you did to me, I need you, alrighty? ; )

BTW, I've been updating so much on Korean stars lately, which is so not me. Hahaha.
Basically, I dont even bother about celebrities back then, I dont buy celebrities related goods and merchandises, something went wrong me, probably?
But hey, watching all their funny TV shows and so are really good for releasing stress,
except the brain is pretty much at shut down mode which subsequently means more shows equals to worsen memory.
No wonder I dont remember every single little things as I used to. =/

Aint like how I used to be anymore, I guess?
So shall I change the way I blog back to the old ways?
I actually really miss those real deep words and sentences I used to write once in a while,
but then, the inspiration just wont come lately.

Should I cut down on the random updates of the Korean stars?
I'd be more than happy to hear anything from you peeps.


Dont be so blur to ask me why am I not in school when it's late afternoon.
And dont keep changing your mind from Singapore to Krabi to Singapore to Phuket to KL to Genting to KL. -_-

Labels: Daily Life, Pictures, Thoughts

I went to pick up my passport from immigration yesterday, right after school.
So when I reach home it was around 2.45 and I was so freaking cuz I see a box on the table.
It's mine it's mine! xD

So yeah, my Super Junior's Bonamana album has arrived, finally!
I tweeted about it right away, so yeah, read it up there.


So the album is kinda like a book this time, full of awesome pictures as always. =)
But the photocard I got is Kyuhyun's.
I wanted Siwon or Leeteuk, or probably Eunhyuk or Donghae.
But Kyuhyun is gooood too. He's biting on to an ice-cream. ;D
But hell, I dont know what he wrote. -.-

So yeah, I finally listened to the whole album and it's so freaking awesome.
Mostly ballads, R&B? A lil' less high and cheerful this time.
The last song Here We Go cheers things up but thought it's a lil stuck in the middle of going to high, yet going down.
But I really like the whole album cuz it's not those freaking noisy, complicated arrangment songs. =)
Bonamana is still so SJ funky african style no matter how many times I listened to it,
Ryeowook's solo: Spring Day is still so calming, same goes to In My Dream.
Both are pretty much lullaby, and it made me go to sleep.
Yes! A way to kill insomnia. ^^

Super Junior K.R.Y.'s Coagulation is brilliant!!
Combination of the three good unique voices. Woohoo!
Ohh, I just love how songs are accompanied mainly by piano with such soothing voices. ; )

And it doubled up my happiness when I looked into the box cuz I see this!

Then guess what?!

Labels: 2pm, C.N. Blue, Daily Life, Donghae, Eunhyuk, Heechul, Kangin, Kibum, Kyuhyun, Leeteuk, MBLAQ, Pictures, Ryeowook, Shindong, Siwon, Sungmin, Super Junior, Taecyeon, Yesung

You're sinking into your bed, or if you're hunching down sleeping on the table,
you feel like as if the mattress in sucking you in, or the table's gonna collapse,
most of all, you just feel like falling down.
Have you ever felt that?

Most people thought it's a kinda disease or some sorta sickness.
But it's just hypnagogic myclonic twitch or normally known as hypnic jerk which is similar.
It usually comes with a dream or two, a dream that you feel like you're falling into holes,
you're sliding down slopes or even more random dreams like you're gonna fall flat on your face when you start walking after you wake up.

Have you experienced this?
Dont worry, you're not alone, probably around 70% of people experienced this.
It's agreed by most experts that it's just a natural process of sleeping.

The general consensus among researches is that, as your muscles begin to slack and go into a restful state as you're falling asleep,
your brain senses these relaxation signal and misinterprets them, thinking you're falling down. *So it's the brain's fault?*


The brain then sends signals to the muscles in your arms and legs in attempt to jerk you back upright.
That's why you feel like your arm or leg twitches, pretty quickly.
And somehow these misinterpretation leads to "dreams" that aren't real dreams cuz it's not produced by R.E.M. (rapid eye movement) sleep along with all the weird falling sensations.

Researches believes that the lack of sleep anxiety or sleep deprivation confuses the muscles and brain, or sleeping in an uncomfortable position or condition.

The muscles probably just dont know what the hell we want cuz when it's night time,
we're all online, studying, playing games, or had caffeine or has insomnia;
and when it's day time, we've to work but we're all tired like hell and couldnt keep our eyes open,
and we're so sloppy that our muscles are in relaxed mode or dont have the strength at all, causing us to feel even sleepier.

So yeah, it's not the brain's fault actually but we ourselves who controls our body most of the time,
causing it to stressed out like this, and so you get the hypnic jerk pretty frequently.

So I've been experiencing this since last year, I think?
And I've heard of classmates and schoolmates experiencing this too.
But I never thought of finding out the reason though I did wonder. -.-
But yeah, I've experiencing this frequently lately and it can be like up to five times in less than half an hour and so I wondered even more so I decided to do some "research". LOL

So yeah, that's what I understand in summarized form after reading like close to a dozen of articles. =)
Hope it helps you peeps out there too. ;D

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Labels: Daily Life, Thoughts

Rain's Love Song. Yeah, I really like this song too.
I was actually quite surprised by his voice when I first listened to this song a few weeks back. Heh.

Okay, seriously, there're too much abs everywhere. LOL!
And I think that Joey is right. She thinks I see too much.
Prbably my eye's internal bleeding are somehow caused by too much abs and muscles from all these amazing singers. HAHAHHA.

Anyhoo, just to say, the red spot and blood splash thingy has subsided today. =)
So no worries anymore and thank you for all the concerns, friends. =D



Yeaah, I'd have to say that Taecyeon and Nickhun are goooood too.
Freaking awesome! And I find it super duper alluring when both of them speak in English. LOL!
Anyhoo, that's SNSD and 2pm's CF Caribbean MV.
I somehow still don't really like SNSD. =S
I dont know why but I just cant get myself convinced, to like them. =/

Watching this and the last 3rd episode from the latest Let's Go Dream Team Season 2 made me feel like going to Singapore's them parks even more.
I wanna play in the water. But dad decided to bring us to Krabi, this weekend! Yipee!
And because my dad's always overprotective, I said it's not fun if we aren't allowed to go underwater and he got convinced, he agreed to let us go underwater. Double woohoo! ;D

So yeaah, I'm practically not thinking about 8 more papers of exam on the next three days. Hee.
Wish me luck! xD

Psst, BTW, the videos I mentioned in the previous post are now up. =)

Labels: 2pm, Daily Life, Nickhun, Rain, Taecyeon, Videos

Has everyone been doing fine lately? I hope so. =)
This is gonna br a LONG post. =s

So the first and a half week of exams is over. Yipee!
Three more days to go. Three more!
I've been trying to keep myself awake to study by watching more shows. LOL.
Now I wonder what went into my brain actually? =p

Anyhoo, I'm just so glad that we've done 34 hours and 15 minutes of exams!!
10 hours and 45 minutes left. Awesome!
I cannot believe the exams have took up so much time of ours and had killed so much cells and we're all so freaking worry.

Seriously, we've gone crazy like saying really crappy stuffs or sing random parts of songs. Hahaha.
I think I did quite well cuz I tried my best and didnt leave blanks even for experiments or science subjects' essays, I wrote quite a bunch of stuffs.
Hope I'd get at least some marks and my hand sore like hell. -.-

My laptop is unable to connect to the wifi, I dont know why, so I couldnt exactly post videos here but I'll attatch it a.s.a.p..

All the 10 Super Junior members went to Sukira and had bora after their comeback on Music Bank. They were awesome! ; )
They've worked out very hard and most of them have got awesome abs and muscles.

So, Ryeowook had his first solo ever (full length song)on this 4th album, Bonamana, named Spring Day.
And he performed it on Kiss The Radio, Sukira the other night.



Nice melody and accompaniment. The lyrics are awesome too and of course with his unique voice, it's so much better and he actually made most of the listeners felt like tearing up.
=) So yeah you guys should try listening to it too, though it's in Korean: Super Junior's Ryeowook - Spring Day!

I'm sorry it's full of words but I cant do much with iphone on Blogger so yeah..
Will get tbe videos up a.s.a.p..

And I'm sorry it has been full of stuffs regarding Super Junior lately.
But I just like them too much. =p
And y'know what, I've been "observing" other bands too and 2pm is awesome too. =)
MBLAQ just released new MV couple of days ago and they're good under the guidance of Rain.
Nice, getting more competetive in that industry now.



And, I cant wait for my Super Junior's 4th album Bonamana to reach from Korea!! Gaah!

Labels: 2pm, Daily Life, MBLAQ, Ryeowook, Super Junior

Super Junior's 4th album 미인아 Bonamana trial listening released yesterday.
Can you all do us ELFs a favor?
Go on to Soribada or Naver.
These are the ones that worked for me, some of the other requires what x active player or so and I lost mine and I couldnt download it.

If you would like to try out others, go on to Twelfs' tutorial page.
There are tons of description and tutorials and other websites to go to there.
You can listen to the full version if you're a member of the music websites.
But I failed to sign up, since signing up on Korean websites are really strict and they couldnt identify my IC number. -_-

Anyhoo, read the instructions there to make sure you really really really add a count into the trial listening to help Super Junior for the award ceremonies. ; )

So, help us, it's not gonna cost you, cuz it's free, trial listening.
I'd be more than happy if anyone of you would help even if you're just a passer by. =)

The song is really good.
미인아 pronounced as miina basically means beauty.
The song is really addictive cuz it has quite easy to catch on rhythm and melody.
Even Yoonha Hwang played it all out on piano all by hearing on the same day it released.



It has really easy lyrics to remember and sing a long too except some part which is quite fast for us who doesnt know Korean.

Yes, I'm just spending my time here til bed time, but I sincerely ask you all to help Super Junior.
I dont wanna see them end just like that. =/
No, they're not gonna disband but soon, it's time for them to go for army service. Sobs!
So... help out, go trial listening it and add in a count.

PLEASE & THANK YOU. ;D

Labels: Super Junior, Videos

This song has been 1st in many charts for weeks!
Super Junior's Yesung's It Has To Be You, which is Cinderella's Stepsister drama's OST.
Nice song, except sometimes I find such lyrics a bit cheesy, but it's translated from Korean, it may not be 100% accurate and sometimes the Koreans way of saying may differ from us and differ after translation, so. yeah..

Alright, I'm talking crap, I think?
I just dont feel like studying anymore.
Since tomorrow is Chinese and Biology paper 2, study also die, dont study also die. -.-
In fact, I dont know why am I so stress since I didnt study day and night like some people did.
But it feels like because I am so worried and so scared of my results, then all this worries turned stress, which all this stress turned to no mood to study.

Crap, I should go memorize all the physics laws better lah!
I wanna bang wall.
I really feel so freaking bad, cuz I thought I'd be prepared for this term but naah. GAAH!

Irrelevant:
And some people really needs a big knock on their heads. :o
And some guys are really retarded. :x

Something pretty interesting here :


Rain had a hole in his pants while dancing. Ahh, poor him. It's Rain, y'know?
But, but, his expression was dang cute. LOL!
He was so embarrassed but.. aiya, watch it yourself! Heh.

Leeteuk was really intimate to quickly grab his coat to cover Rain. ^^
I couldnt find a subbed out for this cut so yeah,
basically Kang Do Hong kept imitate Rain and tell the audiences that his pants has a hole,
and Leeteuk said he saw it and it was a BIG hole.

Eunhyuk's humor: Had seen stars ripping of their tops for numerous time but it's a first time down there. LOL!
Rain kept saying it has good ventilation. HAHHAHA
I kept laughing like hell.

It's a good way to distress! ;D

Labels: Daily Life, Eunhyuk, Leeteuk, Rain, Super Junior, Videos

So, I went for the undang course thingy today.
It would be great if a friend goes along with me, but I went with those who registered at the same driving school as me, and I know no one except the guy from the same street as me, but we don't talk to each other. LOL.

Labels: Daily Life, Pictures, Thoughts

Super Junior's 4t album teaser 1st two pictures.

Labels: Pictures, Super Junior

Labels: Thoughts, Videos