so sad and geram.
and when reached school, so many people in school.
they were there for the some sorta orientation thingy.
crowded til squeeze here squeeze there.
and i was sms-ing.
about important stuff.
later on, went to stadium.
around 10 jia yi they all only came.
then, i saw things which are bad at first.
but then, it tooks like a while only, things changed.
lol.
and funny thing happened on yee ting.
she was blur.
blur til we took her boh huat.
lol.
then jing ning and nan rou ate so much til my eyes opened very big.
haha.
cuz they're so small size but they ate double.
while a lot of us couldnt even finish our own box of noodles.
and i brought cheese cakes.
haha.
happy that they were happy eating it.
=)
then this stupid upside down bridge made me laughed non stop.
i dont know why i laughed.
i just couldnt help but laugh.
hee.
then, we played killer.
the punishments at first were still okay.
at the end, i just couldnt bare it.
weicheen took off her xxx.
and even her xxxxx.
so OMG.
we laughed so much and closed the curtains and door quickly.
and someone have eyes behind the head.
i dont understand how he knows.
so weird.
but never mind.
when i lost, i was like so OMG.
cuz the things they asked me to say is so freaking weird.
it's things that i do not simply say or do.
never mind then.
then when i lost again, i couldnt bare it anymore with all the weird things they asked me to do.
so weird.
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i wasnt happy with it.
but i faked it and smiled.
i even faked it and laughed.
just try not to make the atmosphere get worst.
i am not happy with all the misunderstanding.
it would be easier for me to do on the other way.
but i didnt want to.
there are reasons behind which i dont think anyone of you small ones need to know.
i wasnt happy with it already.
but i still joke around with you all.
end up what do i get?
what i get is, you guys misunderstood me even more.
i let you all say whatever you want
still smiling away.
but deep in my heart,
i know the true answer myself.
you guys said i bluff.
you guys said i was just hynotizing myself or whatsoever.
i dont care whatever it is.
i know why i chose this way.
i know why i have to do this way.
i have all the reasons for what i'm doing.
he is one close friend to me
which we keep in touch quite a lot.
we've talked many different topics together
and i found him as a nice friend to go to whenever i'm frustrated or upset or so.
i dont know why but i can just trust him whenever it comes to personal problems.
or maybe i do know why?
he has a mature thinking brain?!
i can talk to him about it quite a lot
and of course, he has better suggestions and ideas while compared to others.
the suggestions he gave works well on me.
sometimes when i was too frustrated or upset
i just do not know how to tell it out.
or sometimes i dont even wanna tell any friend around me about it.
cuz i'll always get "nothing one lah. you think too much." or something similiar to this.
but, he, ask me what happen or so
and let me have the time to blah everything out.
which makes me feel a lot better after saying everything out.
i'm lazy to continue.
plus it's hard for me to put my feelings into words.
ish.
Labels: Blah blah blah.., Feelings/Comment, Friends
