back to school again.
both yesterday and today,
wanna study in class also cant stand it.
sure fall asleep.
i know, its a bad thing to do in class.
but cant stand it anymore. =.="'
yesterday, after school,
have some stuff to do,
so i stayed back.
went car and told my mum to bring my neighbour back home 1st.
she said she wanna go town to do some stuff,
so only will come fetch me at 4.30.
if earlier, call me through PA system.
and i was like, yeaaah whatever, okay.
cuz i didnt wanna follow her to go down to town.
have to stay in car for so long.
so i prefered to stay back at school.
went music room to settle things with laurine n jesmine.
then chit chat.
hehe..
laurine went back around 2pm.
me n jes continued to chat til 4.15.
=D
the feeling was like so great.
i didnt chat with some one for so long,
for quite some time ad.
like, since school reopens til now?!
x_x
lol.
chatted about past time, future
and of course, present.
haha.
i went back at 4.30.
jes went and find TC.
she broke her mace.
lol.
tc called her as 'hercules'
=.="'
i thought hercules is a MAN?!
kinda like a barbarian man who fights?!
hmm..
today, we were waiting for a junior to come to practice.
looked for her every where
but didnt get to find her.
me, shiling and laurine went to the asst. principal office
to ask the principal to use the PA System to announce to look for her.
at first, we went in for 3 times and didnt dare to ask.
lol.
the last time me n shiling went in,
i told laurine dont allow us to go back if we didnt make our announcement.
after we told Pn Chan,
we pretend that we didnt tell yet
and the other percussionists was like,
hah?! why??
we pretend n say,
when u see pn chan's face, u dare to ask her to do things for u argh?!
hehee..
she didnt come.
guess what?!
she was sleeping behind the boards that were a few steps away from us only!
and we went all around the school compound to look for her
=.='''
anyway,
tomorrow saringan ad!!
nervous, nervous!!
very very nervous!
hehee..
you!! yes, you!!
hehe.
dont bluff us anymore!!
you wanna bluff me for the last whole week,
okay, i let you tell whatever lies you want.
i dont care at first.
that one week, you wanna fake and tell lies.
i let you be.
you fake and act, i also fake and pretend with you lo.
let you thought i believe you that you're really sick.
and whatever lies you told,
i just fake and pretend to believe.
you think i dont know?!
all those things you fake,
me, laurine and jes went through before.
we know what you told is true or false.
stop bluffing us yeah.
i dont care,
this week, no more!!
you wanna come and fake and act in front of us?!?!
come and fake and act.
i dont care.
whatever is going on that moment,
you must continue.
i'm not gonna let you to continue to fake and tell lies.
i'm so freaking regret!!
last few days,
i have the feeling that i'm an unsuccesful leader.
but, i still have laurine to help and support me.
today, you made me felt that i'm a very very unsuccesful leader.
i failed?! i'm a failure?!
i dont think i am, but no matter how i taught you all,
still the same results, same problem.
why? or is it so true that i failed?
multiple bass drummers,
tomorrow's saringan day!!
gambatteh!!!
we can do it!!
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