I just need a place to let me grumble everything out, well, almost everything.
I did whatever could. I did my very best.
All those scoldings, I've learned to just bear it and view it in another way.
But, all I wish is, please take my efforts seriously.
I dont like it when people think if they have financial problems, I sure can come to rescue.
Excuse me, mind you. My dad has to work freaking hard for every single cent of money.
And I save my money like it's oh-so-precious, and you think I could just spend it all so easily?
Who's there to pay back to my dad when I'm not spending it for my own needs?
I bear it. But no one can just understand.
I dont like it when people say "your family eat 'holiao' ". "Need to use phone, is it? Use Amanda's". "Ask Amanda to treat" etc etc.
HELLO? Mind you all? I'm not any billionaire's daughter!
And we spent our time, used our efforts on soooo many stuffs, and no one really appreciates.
Today, I was already very pissed, in school. I finally calmed myself after half an hour.
Thinking maybe dad would understand this time and wouldnt blame me, thinking he will appreciate my efforts of trying to be an outstanding one, to be a better one.
But when I got home, I was scolded. The phone bill came today and dad is really angry.
Now my bill have went up to 600 something, after all the callings. Where to claim?
YOU TELL ME,
why am I the one spending all these money so that everyone can get to pay a cheaper price??
Why should I sacrifice all these?
I've sacrified my pride, my time, my sleep, my everything.
But money is not the thing I can sacrifice, because it is not mine, in exact.
It's my dad's hard work!
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