there're so many stuff back then.
so many things happened.
some weren't even in the main memories.
was kinda shock.
it cheers up, yet it hurts.
i've let it go long long ago.
i've made my promise.
it was easy for me to keep it for the 1st few years.
but now, starting to feel struggling again.
worst, struggling between.
it's impossible, for both, i suppose.
and i dont want it both either.
but, this is life.
this is what i have to go through.
what should be done and what shouldn't be done are known, very clearly.
controlling as much as possible.
controlling every actions...
it's not the right time that this came again.
the wrong timing,
the wrong people,
the wrong ways,
the wrongs......
it's just not right.
p.s. hmm. i suppose this is not as chim as the previous post i posted.
right, guys? lol.
GAMBATTEH, GIRLS!
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