sheesh.
mum said "i dont know. ask your dad."
after a while "dont want laah....."

and there goes her scolding..
and things she've been kept inside and not to voice it out for a very long time?
=S

i was just asking for a chance to experience different thing.
there's no need to scold me so angrily.
if you say it's better not, then fine, i wont join.
i'll not ask dad.
i will not.

thanks, by the way.
for letting me know that what you really really really thought about my holidays.
i said "our family doesnt do anything during holiday, that's boring."
though i shouldnt say that.
it made her angrier.
=S

but that's the truth.
i love spending my time in the band during school holidays.
back then, i've had wasted years of holiday doing nothing appropriate.
our family doesnt go for any activities unless our relatives came for visits.
dont blame me for that.
i've waited for years and felt my time are wasted,
by just munching on junk food and watch tv for almost every holiday i have from day to night!

i've my time now, you've your time either.
why not we all spend it happily by doing meaningful stuff?
no matter what, i'll go overseas to realize my dreams.
to get a bachelor degree, it take 3 or 4 years time, i suppose.
by then, do you think i have the time to come back so often?
after that, i guess i should be busy with career, you getting old.
how many things more can we do then?

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