until the day they change.
i dont know why but i'm thinking...
the day will come.
i do not understand where did such confidence came from upon me.
but i trusted myself,
for the day will come.
i put myself into it, more.
i dont know why.
i'm afraid i might get myself hurt.
i'm too fragile nowadays.
but, instead of going backwards,
i'm going forward and putting in more and more effort.
this is ridiculous cuz i know i definitely will get hurt.
"never try, never know"
this is what people always say.
but,
"if you know what's the consequences, and it's bad, dont go for it"
see, it's very contradict.
this is what human beings always are and this is life.
but i'm hardly pulling myself back.
i do pull myself back, but most of the time,
i'm letting myself out.
it's because i wanna try and see.
i wanna give myself a chance.
but, afraid of getting hurt is the biggest challenge i have to get through first.....
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