today was last practice for school's concert night.
last practice with form 5s too.
=(
i definitely will miss them.
they are all great seniors.
except there's no form 5 in percussion this year, so not so sad.
hehe
or else i'll be crying til very bad.
but still, i bu she de them.
cuz i have loadsa memories with them too.
especially during the genting trip.
cuz i learned many things from them while we were all there that one week.
i wonder who will i be going with next time.
hmm..

tomorrow last performance with the form 5s.
after they graduate, what will we be like?
it depends on all of us ad.
what we do will affect the band name.
we work hard, band will improve and gain good name.

AGMverysooniscaredscaredoncewrongdie.

am in a very very low mood.
am very upset.
am (so call) angrying on someone.
i was upset on someone last night.
but i told myself not to.
i pretend nothing's wrong today.
suddenly it came to my mind during practice,
kept my mind occupied by practicing rudiments non-stop.

after practice, it was way long after sch's finish time.
still in practice.
my mum came into the school to search for me.
so OMG!
i rush like hell.
long time didnt so rush ad.
~.~

after that, my mum brought me to facial.
=.="'
but it was relaxing with the music playing
nice alto sax. sound.
beach sound.
my mind were very relaxing then. imagine i was on beach
very relax.
no needa think anything.
i was like free from all the pressure, all the worries.
the feeling was so nice.

now, low mood again.
was i the wrong one?
i shouldnt have been that SEJUK, right?
but still, was it my fault?
okay, i admit, i shouldnt be sejuk to 'someone' after 'someone' being sejuk to me.
so it was my fault too.
but not fully my fault that we are now like that.
i dont know what is wrong.
this is the 1st time i'm feeling this way.